Chapter 293: Past Feelings (Asking for Pink)
The words of the heir's mother, Nalan, were like sharp knives piercing Wang Zhixuan's heart, and she cried uncontrollably: "Blame me? If I didn't help the four princes, I wouldn't even have a place to stand in the house. If you fight harder, my brother is out of breath, how can those little sluts in the backyard step on me desperately? If...... If I were still my father's daughter......"
The immature palm was cut by well-trimmed nails, and blood oozed out, which looked particularly oozing on Wang Zhixuan's pale palm.
Nalan is unhappy, no one likes to look down on their own family and pass on their daughter:
"You still have the face to blame us? It was you, the mourning star, that made the old man a big idler, and was laughed at by people all over the capital, and even lost the position of the head of the Wang family, and became a side branch that relied on the second room after the snort. Since he succeeded your brothers and sisters, the long room is like being swept by a broom star, and bad luck is the head, on the other hand, in the fourth room, Wang Yixin is already a civil and military marquis, a hereditary marquis, and a secretary of the ministry, I think he already knew that your life was not good, so he deliberately succeeded you to harm the long house. If you want to be Wang Yixin's daughter, I won't stop you, I'm afraid that you will cry to death and break your head, and your fourth uncle will not be soft-hearted. ”
"Don't talk about it! Shut up, you shut up. ”
Wang Zhixuan's hoarse cry was full of remorse that she had never had, only when she lost did she know how to cherish it, when it was irretrievable, that pain, regret could suffocate people to death.
The more proud Wang Yixin was, the more painful she was, especially when everything was wrong with her, Wang Zhixuan wanted to strangle herself who only wanted to be a concubine and abandon Wang Yixin at that time.
"If you want me to say that the fourth child really loves his daughter, there are still two months before the seventh girl gets married, and your fourth uncle is already in Zhang Luo's dowry. Good things seem to be carried to the house as if they don't need silver. In order to give the seven girls a long face. He is willing to do anything. ”
"Shut up...... Shut up ......"
Wang Zhixuan spilled the things on the kang table, crackled and shattered to the ground, and stared at Nalan with red eyes, "Get out, you get out of here, I'm dead, and I don't want you to take care of it." ”
"You look like a crazy woman, don't try to turn over in the Four Princes' Mansion. Being a man is satisfied, it is because you are not satisfied that you will have today's end.
You have been smart since you were a child, and they all say that you have a great talent, and you have a hundred hearts and eyes longer than others, only you, a smart and clever person, think that helping the Fourth Highness is more important than the child in your belly, even if you help the Fourth Highness, what can you get?
Can His Royal Highness still make you the Fourth Imperial Princess? It's nothing more than spoiling you twice, but my son ...... Your son is your lifelong dependence. The fourth highness has three wives and four concubines, and he is the prince. There is no shortage of young and beautiful women to serve.
You're in good color now. The Fourth Highness is willing to come two more times, even if you can maintain it again, there will be a day of old age, decay and love, and the Fourth Highness is afraid that he will not be too lazy to look at you again. The son can accompany you for a lifetime, even if the grandson of the concubine will have a title in the future, even if he can only call you aunt, he can also give you a pension.
Can a concubine with a son be the same as a concubine without a son? If you have a son, you will not be favored, and the new concubine will not dare to take you lightly, because the son is hope. You don't even understand this, and you still want to fight with the four princesses? It's really a laughing person. ”
Nalan stroked his sleeves, pinched the handkerchief and walked towards the door, "You don't have to tell me to get out, even if you don't say it, I don't plan to stay longer, look at your life and that's it, the left and right Changfang was choked by you enough, and I didn't expect you to bring benefits to the Changfang again, I didn't give you a pack of poison is already considered conscientious, for the sake of your aunt who has been called for several years, I finally remind you, if you feel sorry for yourself, even the Fourth Highness doesn't bother to look at you, you are really finished, while you still have the appearance, the Fourth Highness is also fresh, I feel sorry for you, It's better to think more about yourself. ”
"You ......" Wang Zhixuan didn't expect the mean, hypocritical Nalan clan to say this.
Nalan snorted coldly, "Seeing that you are a fool, I have one more mouth, and it can be regarded as giving my children some yin virtue, my thoughts are all on my children now, and I will ...... Drink, wait for you to be grateful and take care of them, it's better for me to beg your fourth uncle, don't think that I deliberately stimulate you, you can't compare to the marriage of the seven girls, you must be self-aware, you should be soft, and you must bend down if you are flattering. ”
Wang Zhixuan's tears gushed out, biting her lip tightly, "I'm unwilling, unwilling, obviously ......"
"You think slowly, raise slowly, I'm too lazy to listen to your nonsense." Nalan shook his veil and turned to leave.
"Woo."
Wang Zhixuan buried her face in the pillow, she didn't even find someone who was willing to listen to her, how could she live like this?
Whether it was through that life or at the beginning of her rebirth, she had an excellent hand, why is it that now she has fewer and fewer cards available in her hand?
Everyone around her is unfathomable, and even the Nalan clan, who is despised by her, has a way to survive.
What else does she have?
"It's better that I died and reincarnated."
After being reborn, all she brought was pain, and there was no joy at all...... When Wang Zhiyao had a miscarriage, was she as painful as she was at this time?
Wang Zhixuan also had a miscarriage in her previous life, but no one said that she did something wrong that time, and the Hou Mansion comforted her, for fear that she would be a little unhappy.
Yong'an Hou guarded her for a whole month, staring at her to take medicine and drink tonics, for fear that she would hurt her body because of a miscarriage.
The fourth prince would quietly send letters every few days, not necessarily saying that he was in love, but every sentence he wrote was very heartwarming.
In order to make up for her body, the four princes did not hesitate to search the world, just like Wang Yixin, who is now preparing a dowry for Wang Zhiyao, any good things can be obtained for her.
The more Wang Zhixuan thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, after she had a miscarriage in this life, if she didn't remember the things in her previous life, she could still deceive herself that the four princes cared about herself, just because she remembered her previous life, the care of the four princes seemed so hypocritical and disgusting.
In her previous life, under the care of her relatives, she almost did not experience the pain of miscarriage.
Wang Zhiyao lost weight due to a miscarriage, looking for death and life like a shrew.
In Wang Zhixuan's opinion, she is just pretending to be pitiful, so she ...... She changed the herbs when Wang Zhiyao came to ask for tonics...... Wang Zhiyao was bleeding from her lower body, and almost lost half of her life, although she couldn't survive, she couldn't be a mother anymore.
Is this retribution?
Wang Zhixuan stared at the Buddha statue enshrined in the Buddha shrine, "Retribution? No, I don't believe in the six realms of reincarnation, I only believe in myself. ”
The white and protruding fingers were dragging the sheets, Wang Zhixuan was covered with cold sweat, tears, and sweat melted together, and there seemed to be a mountain pressing on her arched body.
"I didn't mean to, she had to ask me for medicinal herbs? If she doesn't come, I can't hurt her, it's all her own doing...... I can't see Wang Yi's confidence in hurting her......"
When Wang Zhiyao had a miscarriage, Wang Yixin actually went to the General's Mansion to seek justice for Wang Zhiyao, and prepared medicinal materials and supplements for Wang Zhiyao, even if she couldn't finish eating or using up, Wang Zhixuan didn't want to give it to Wang Zhiyao!
Don't even want to snatch it away from anyone who belongs to her!
Xu was tired of crying, Wang Zhixuan fell asleep in a daze, in the dream she seemed to have returned to her previous life, and returned to Wang Zhiyao's finally recuperated body and rushed to her, angrily accusing herself of harming her...... She didn't say anything at that time, but a group of people around her pushed Wang Zhiyao away, protected her behind her, who was obviously very good-looking, and reprimanded Wang Zhiyao, who was as skinny as wood on the other side.
said that she didn't know the hearts of good people, Wang Zhixuan only needed to stand behind Wang Yixin.
Afterward...... Jiang Dayong, who had just been severely punished by Emperor Qianyuan, took Wang Zhiyao away, and Jiang Dayong's career at that time was not as smooth as it is now.
Since Gu Sanshao died, Jiang Dayong has fallen out of favor, anyone can step on two feet, Emperor Qianyuan is very unkind to him, Jiang Dayong is an impulsive temper, and he is played around by a group of civil ministers, full of jokes.
Many of them were secretly instructed by her to do it, she just wanted Jiang Dayong to be embarrassed and take revenge on her mother-in-law Jiang, compared with Jiang's, her biological mother was worthy of Wang Yixin, the Yin family had been rehabilitated at that time, and she was a new upstart in the court, her biological mother was graceful and moving, and her writing was excellent, they were a natural pair.
Wang Zhixuan fell into a dream and muttered to herself: "You forced me...... You have to fight with me, and you have to fight with me for ......."
Wang Zhiyao, who turned into a ghost, appeared in her dream and laughed sharply: "Retribution, retribution." ”
*****
Wang Yixin sat up from the bed in a cold sweat, sweating profusely as if he was still in a nightmare, Jiang Shi was awakened by his pale face, "Fourth master? ”
"It's fine."
Wang Yixin walked to the tea table barefoot, picked up the cup and paused for a while, Jiang said faintly: "Why don't I go to the Four Princes' Mansion to see Wang Zhixuan?" Send her some herbs? ”
"No, don't go."
The teacup in Wang Yixin's hand fell to the ground, turned around and walked outside, "I'll go see Yao'er......"
He just looked at the door.
If it weren't for the fact that he heard that Wang Zhixuan had a miscarriage today, he wouldn't have nightmares, nightmares...... What right does he have to say it's a nightmare?
The person who has suffered a lot, and the person who is misunderstood is Yao'er.
Wang Yixin pressed his forehead against the closed door and said to himself: "I was kind at the time, after all, she has a lot of good medicinal materials that have not been used, and there are prescriptions for tonifying the body, I feel sorry for you, and I am angry that my in-laws refuse to buy medicinal materials for you, and I am angry that my son-in-law did not save the private money for you, so I will let her give you a little bit of the medicinal materials, and she can't use them, I never imagined that she would ...... Will do that. ”
Wang Zhiyao's crying hurt more than a needle piercing her chest, Wang Yixin wiped the corners of her eyes, as if she wanted to see her sleeping daughter through the door, and after a while, Wang Yixin left cautiously.
There is a Buddhist hall in the Marquis's Palace, he lit the candles in the Buddhist hall, wore his hair loose, and knelt in front of the Buddha, "I should go to the eighteenth layer of hell, and the next life is like a beast, I am also willing, never beyond the birth, and I have no complaints." Ask only the Buddha...... Don't let her remember the qiē of her previous life, don't let her remember. ”
In her sleep, Wang Zhiyao turned over, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, obviously she had a sweet dream, and her little white hand held a piece of purple jade tightly, and she said: "Three Shao...... I can only kiss it......"
ps Ask for pink at the end of the month, and there will be a change in the afternoon. (To be continued......)