Section 116 Ride and drive, talk and forget worries
Shu E thought that although her words and deeds were strange, her elegant bearing and love for pigeons could not be pretended. In particular, the joy that comes from the heart when you see the spiritual mirror will never come to you if you are a hypocrite.
Well, the way it behaves...... Thinking about the two times I saw her before, it was related to Lan Chuan. Does she know Lan Chuan?
Shu E thought about it in her heart, and said, "Xie doesn't dare to be, so I'll leave." ”
"Girl, please stay." Miao Yuan said softly, "You haven't told me yet......"
"This is Mrs. Yong'an of Yong'an Hall of Qingshou Palace, her name is ......" Hua Dongyang didn't wait for Miao Yuan to finish speaking, and then answered what she wanted to ask.
Shu E was annoyed that Hua Dongyang was quick to talk about it, for fear of saying his name through his mouth, so he hurriedly smiled and said to Miaoyuan: "My surname is Cao Mingli, and my name is ......."
Qingshou Palace, Yong'an Hall.
These two places seemed to be something terrifying, and after Miao Yuan heard this, he couldn't help but take a step back. There were only some chaotic shadows in her mind, the Qingshou Hall of Qingshou Palace, there was a person like that. That person used to be the queen of the world, and now she is the queen mother who listens to the government.
That person, who gave himself a revered status and a superior life, imprisoned himself like a bird in a cage.
It was the one who gave her everything, and it was she who destroyed it all with her own hands.
For what? Why? Just because she is the queen mother, just because of the power in her hands, she can take everything, life and death?
I was hurt and disgusted, so I hid in this remote and cold corner and lived like a bhikshuni.
She is already like this, Queen Mother, what else does she want to do? She sent this lady Yong'an named Cao Li, what did she want to do?
Wing On Tong ...... It's a familiar name. Back then, when it was still called Yong'an Palace, it was also a place where I came and went at will.
It's just that now, it has nothing to do with me. Who is Mrs. Yong'an? For what happened to him living in Yong'an Hall, it had nothing to do with himself.
"Get out of the way!" Before Shu E could report his name, Miaoyuan's face had changed greatly, and he instantly returned to that deep and cold look, and the hatred at the corner of his mouth was clearly revealed. After finishing speaking, he turned around and went back to the house, and said coldly with Shu E behind his back: "No matter why you came, don't set foot here half a step in the future!" ”
Shu E heard Miao Yuan's words, she couldn't help but get angry, after all, she had a very good temper, and she was used to the life of a humble and restrained maid, and then thought that Miao Yuan had just been rescued, and she couldn't help but say anything rude, if there was anything wrong because she was angry with herself, wouldn't she save people without saving them?
Thinking of this, he silently turned around and left, walked past Hua Dongyang's side, and saw that Hua Dongyang also had a stunned and sorry look on his face, and hated him for talking nonsense. New anger and old grievances, all turned to him, his apricot eyes were wide open, his mouth was slightly pursed, he glared at Hua Dongyang angrily, and walked away without looking back.
still sent out the wonderful words, and I was very upset in my heart, and whispered: "She is not usually like this, today...... Alas...... I don't know if Mrs. Yong'an has arrived, and where she is rude, she still hopes for a lot of Haihan. ”
As he spoke, he took out something from his sleeve and handed it to Shu E, looking very apologetic: "This...... Miao Yuan also asked me to return to you. ”
Shu E looked at it, it seemed to be a corner of the silk shirt, which was obviously torn off in a hurry. Shu E was puzzled to herself, and Miao Yan whispered: "Madame saved the spirit mirror, Miao Yuan and we are very grateful...... Miaoyuan she ...... that day Wash and put away the ...... in a precious place" After speaking, he looked behind him, hurriedly said goodbye to Shu'e, and walked back.
The spirit mirror stopped on Shu E's shoulder, Shu E held it with both hands, the spirit mirror stood in Shu E's hand obediently, Shu E reached out and gently touched the head and neck of the spirit mirror, she loved it very much, sighed secretly, and raised her hand to throw the spirit mirror into the sky. The spirit mirror spread its wings and flew up, Shu E glanced at it wistfully, and resolutely walked out.
Shu E was upset, seeing that it was lunch time, but she didn't want to go back, knowing that even if she went back, she didn't want to eat, so it was better to wander around and calm down, so as not to go back and look unhappy, but it would make a room full of people feel bored.
Just walked along the road, ignoring the fact that the sun in the sky was too dazzling. The sky was so clear that everything was so bright and bright, the trees were exceptionally green, the flowers were so red, and even the bamboo leaves were so unrealistic.
Shu E's heart was suddenly shocked, she was walking away, how did she get here again? A piece of bamboo in front of me, densely turned, covering the sky and the sun, in the middle of it, I only feel cool - this is obviously the bamboo forest that celebrated the birthday of the third young master Ran Nuoyao that day!
When will the mood be fine, and the gossamer will be 100 feet long?
Li Yishan's word "when" is really a very good question.
It can be seen that life in the world, often more worries and less joys, the sentence of Uncle Yang of the Western Jin Dynasty "The world is unsatisfactory, Heng ten lives in seven or eight, so there is a constant decision", to say this situation, isn't it just right?
There is a saying: Ask the sky about wine, who will not die in ancient and modern times? The precious is not dead, less worry and more joy. The poor are forgiven in the sky, and the joy and sorrow are up to oneself. It is the old Taoist people, go to the other side and take this.
This poem seems to be Bai Letian's "Wine"! Shu E thought back.
The words are shallow, but the meaning is deep. Shu E read this poem back then, but she didn't understand the meaning. At this time, when I recalled it, I could only shake my head and smile bitterly: it seems that I am far from being able to understand it enough.
There are cliffs in the mountains, and there are branches in the forests. There is no way to worry, and no one knows. Life is like a send, what is the worry? I'm not happy now, but the years go by.
The soup and the river flow, and there are rowing boats. Thinning with the waves, it looks like a passenger tour. Encourage me to be a good horse, and be lightly furred by me. Ride and drive, talk and forget your worries.
I know that life is like a send, what are the worries, but it is not really worry-free! Carrying and driving is just a kind of distraction to forget about worries......
Shu E desperately wanted to think about the east and west, and her mind was intricately mixed with each other, but she just wanted to remove her thoughts from the gentleman who was as tall and tall as a bamboo. However, I didn't think about it, but I couldn't control my steps, and walked into the depths of the bamboo forest step by step.
Third Young Master, how are you?
Who is standing in the bamboo forest? is such a handsome and upright figure, but it seems so silent and lonely. He looked at the bamboo forest in a daze, that back, how similar it was when he first saw the third young master.
Shu E looked at this back stupidly, slowly walked towards him, and suddenly heard someone walking behind him, stepping on the rotten leaves on the ground, rustling. Shu E was suddenly shocked, looked at it carefully, and couldn't help but be startled, how could it be so ingenious, and here again, I met that person.