June 28 was a disaster day for Han Yu.

Mrs. Han heard in China that Lu Zichu had an accident in the United States, and when she was driving to the airport, she had an accident and died on the spot.

When the bad news came, Gu Sheng was still undergoing surgery......

Also on June 28, Gu Sheng was lying in the operating room, groggy, once thought that she was close to the death zone, what a wonderful experience, she could even feel how the cold instruments entered her body little by little. The only sound around her was the sound of machinery, and she was floating in the wind and the sea, facing the danger and fear of falling from a high altitude at any moment, and the feeling was terrifying.

She lay there, her hair wet with sticky and cold sweat, and it stuck to her neck, she couldn't do anything, the blood blindfolded her, if it was black, she could think it was night, sleep forever, and never wake up again.

It was as if she had seen her and her as she was.

Lu Zichu said: "Ah Sheng, we will have a child in the future!" Da"

Lu Zichu said: "People have good and bad luck, if one day I am unfortunate enough to walk in front of you, at least there are children with you, my daughter is the best, doesn't it mean that my daughter is intimate......"

That day, she felt that the child had left her body, and she didn't know where she got the strength, but she actually held it to the bottom, raised her arm and grabbed the doctor tightly, and asked her in English: "Boy or girl?" ”

"Girl."

She thought it was good, he had always wanted a daughter.

Joy did not enter her eyes, for she saw the regret and pity in the doctor's eyes.

"Let me see." She couldn't tell if it was sadness or what, and the sound was like a drop of water falling to the ground, because it was too light, and it dissipated in an instant.

The doctor was a little moved, as a mother, she has the right to look at her child, but it is really a little cruel.

The child had already been formed, and when the doctor took her out of her mother's womb, her little hands were still clenched tightly, and she wanted to live so much......

Ah Sheng looked at the child in the doctor's hand, his immature body was covered with blood, and he was curled up like that, as if he was just asleep.

"Why didn't she cry?" She said softly, tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, even if she broke up with Lu Zichu, her heart never hurt so much, and there was a fishy smell between her mouth and nose.

"You come closer, and let me get a good look at her." Her eyes blurred as she looked at her daughter, who had come up to her.

When she got closer, she realized that the color on the child's body was strange, it was the color of death, like a dead baby full of resentment......

"Ahh

The scream was filled with sorrow.

The greatest grief in this world is the death of a blood relative.

She couldn't stand such stimulation, it wasn't her child, her child was still alive and well in her body......

"You put her back, you put her back......" She couldn't feel the pain from her body, and she couldn't see the blood flowing slowly from her lower ~ body, she just wanted to snatch the child over and start over.

This is her life, she retreats step by step, until she retreats to the edge of the cliff, and then she realizes that she has no way back.

The doctor came to persuade her, and she stared at the dead baby who had been taken away by the doctor, and the baby had a fatal wound to the head......

Ah Sheng's chest was suffocated, and a mouthful of blood spit out.

Death took the child away, but left Gu Sheng behind.

In the ward, Ah Sheng was lying on the bed, her face was like the whitest paper in the world, Han Yu sat on the side and guarded her, her fingers were holding a small clip to monitor blood pressure, connected to the instrument, and the test results were terrifying.

When she came down from the operating room, she almost lost half her life.

Gu Sheng changed, after waking up, she told the doctor the address of Wangjiangyuan, she asked them to find Lu Zichu, she said that in this world she no longer knows who Lu Dao can trust and who to rely on, she only has him.

She said that her baby was still alive and in her belly, and sometimes she would suddenly grab the doctor's hand: "You touch, she moves." ”

She said many, many things every day, and her hoarse and weak voice didn't look like her own, and sometimes even she didn't know what she was saying.

That day, Han Yu heard the nurse whispering: "Could it be crazy?" ”

Han Yu seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, and a sharp pain went straight to his heart and collapsed.

When he was in school, he visited the medical laboratory, and when he saw the dead babies soaked in containers, his heart would be inexplicably constricted, and he couldn't bear to look at them. When the child was taken out of the operating room, he took one look, and something in his heart suddenly died.

He didn't dare to leave her and missed Old Lady Han's funeral.

At night, she was awakened by a nightmare, and she and he were both in tears, and he held her, so tight that it seemed to be able to squeeze all the air out of her chest.

Tears flowed into her neck, and he cried for his grandmother, for the child who was killed by his wrong hand, which he never showed easily; And she was awake at that moment: "Don't touch me, disgusting." ”

She was awake less and less, often sitting alone, unable to recognize people, and her eyes were foggy.

Ren Yang asked him, "Do you still love her?" ”

"Love." He blew the soup cold and brought it to her lips, she ate numbly, she confused the concept of time, but remembered Han Yu's words. Only if she lives well will he withdraw the lawsuit and release Lu Zichu.

He would sometimes hold her hand. The hands are very cold, as if they are frozen, and they will have a normal person's body temperature after being warm for a long time.