The back is scarred and the heart hurts
Chen Yi looked at the girl sitting quietly on the sofa in her bedroom, quietly lowering her eyes and drinking juice, so quiet and beautiful.
But he is so filthy, so full of holes, as if he ......
It's the stinky fish and shrimp in the dirty and smelly gutter, and occasionally you can't help but want to get closer when you see a bird flying overhead.
It's like what I'm like now.,It's clear that I've only met a few times when I was a child.,But I don't know why I just want to be close to her.。
After all, it's the kind of warmth that seems to be absent on her body that attracts you to get closer step by step.
In Xuan Xuan's surprised gaze, Chen Yi suddenly took off his thin coat.
Warm clothes and underwear are dropped in turn.
Xuanxuan saw a deep mark on Chen Yi's back, as if he was burning with a cigarette. Just looking at it hurts a lot, and it's very oozing.
"Chen Yi, you ......" Xuan Xuan said to his mouth, not knowing how to continue.
"See?" Chen Yi carried Xuanxuan on his back, not knowing what Xuanxuan's expression was now, and he didn't look back.
"That scar?" Xuan Xuan still couldn't help but ask.
"The woman is hot. Chen Yi replied without emotion.
"That woman?" Xuan Xuan didn't know which one Chen Yi was talking about, those women downstairs, could it be her mother?
Xuan Xuan felt unbelievable, how could there be a mother like this, directly burning her daughter with a cigarette butt, when she first saw her, it was obviously a very normal appearance.
"Heh!" Chen Yi snorted coldly.
At this time, a cool breeze blew in from the tightly closed window, Xuan Xuan saw Chen Yi's bare and delicate skin, and hurriedly grabbed the clothes that were placed beside him and covered the girl's body.
"Don't catch a cold, put your clothes on. Xuan Xuan didn't know what to say at this time, so he could only ask Chen Yi to put on his clothes as soon as possible, now the weather is early spring, the cold has not subsided, and it is easy to catch a cold.
Chen Yi let Xuanxuan put on his clothes and did not speak.
The two of them were silent for a while, and there was a knock on the door of Chen Yi's room.
"Who?" Chen Yi only began to put on the clothes on his body at this time.
"Yi Bao, I'm my mother. I just heard from Zhang's mother that you didn't eat much at noon, and I brought you and your classmates two bowls of noodles, okay if you eat them and then go to school?"
"Hmm!" Chen Yi didn't seem to want to say a word to this so-called mother, and only had monosyllabic words in her mouth.
A middle-aged well-maintained woman walked into Chen Yi's room, and the tray with two bowls of noodles looked very elegant. Let people know that this person has received a good education, but she looked at Chen Yi's gaze......
Xuanxuan didn't feel like a mother looking at her child, with a kind of motherly kindness and a flattering look of asking people to do things, which was complicated and difficult to understand.
"Yi Bao, you love coriander, so I'll give you a little more. I don't know if your classmate eats it, so I put it on a small plate for her, and if you like to eat it, add a little, there are side dishes here. As he spoke, he placed a small plate of stir-fried side dishes from the tray on the coffee table.
"Eat, eat. If it's cold, it won't taste good, but it's a waste of my mother's effort. Chen Yi's mother saw that neither of them moved their chopsticks, so she urged them to eat.
"You didn't do this, what are you urging, what are you talking about in vain, I have eaten Zhang's mother's food for so long, can I not know?" Chen Yi looked at the woman in front of her mockingly.
"I ...... I don't care about you. Chen Yi's mother was flushed, as if she felt that her daughter was embarrassed to show her face directly in front of her friends.
"Alright, you go out, please help me close the door. Chen Yi didn't want to say more, and began to ask the embarrassed woman in front of her to leave her room.
After Chen Yi's mother left the room, Xuan Xuan looked at Chen Yi, which was that Chen Yi's complexion had eased.
"Eat, come back with me and get hungry for a long time, watch what I do. Chen Yi said with a smile.
Xuanxuan accompanied Chen Yi home today, and experienced a lot of things that he couldn't understand, and at this time, he didn't want to ask what happened between Chen Yi and his mother, so he followed Chen Yi's example, picked up the noodle bowl and began to eat.
Eating a bowl of noodles, Xuan Xuan sighed, this Zhang's mother's craftsmanship is really good.
Looking at the noodles with clear soup and little water, I actually used chicken soup and broth as the base, and a bowl of noodles was swallowed, and the fatigue of the whole day was dissolved.
"Do you like to eat? I'll ask Mama Zhang to give you another bowl." Chen Yi saw Xuan Xuan drink the noodle soup cleanly and asked.
"No, I'm full. But Zhang's mother's craftsmanship is so good, I ate too much without paying attention. Xuan Xuan stood up, rubbed his stomach and said.
"I'll go to the bathroom!" Xuan Xuan said to Chen Yi, and walked straight to the bathroom at the door.
This is the built-in toilet in Chen Yi's room, which is not big, but it is well ventilated.
Xuan Xuan solved his personal problems and stood on the handwashing table to tidy up his appearance.
Suddenly, I looked down and found a box of medicine in front of me.
This is the medicine for depression.
Xuan Xuan looked at the medicine bottle in his hand, and suddenly felt that Chen Yi's abnormal behavior just now had an explanation.
Chen Yi has depression!
However, how could such a young girl suffer from depression? Xuan Xuan glanced at the medicine bottle in his hand again, this is still a medicine for severe depression.
Is it because of her dad's business?
But how many years have passed, not to mention ten years have passed, Chen Yi was only a five or six-year-old child at the time of the incident, and he didn't see his father's tragic death with his own eyes.
Besides, in addition to her usual abnormal appearance, Xuan Xuan felt that Chen Yi was still very normal most of the time, how could a strong and mature girl suffer from this disease!
Xuan Xuan put the medicine bottle in his hand back and walked out of the bathroom pretending not to find anything.
"Come on, I found a photo from my childhood. I don't know when the dishes and chopsticks on the coffee table have been put away, Chen Yi sat at the desk and raised the photo in his hand towards Xuan Xuan, who walked out of the bathroom.
Xuan Xuan walked over to take a look, and it was indeed a group photo of their spring outing in kindergarten.
There is Chen Yi, and there is also Xuanxuan.
There is also Chen Yi's father and young-looking mother.
"Where did you find this photo?" Xuan Xuan said that the photo of himself when he was a child is long gone.
"I brought it with me when I came out of the house. Xuan Xuan knew that the home Chen Yi was talking about was the home he used to be, not the house he lived in now!
"At that time, you were standing so far away from me, 1, 2, and 3 were separated by three people!" Chen Yi pointed her slender finger on the yellowed photo, counting the people in the middle of the two people.
"What's the matter, now that we're in the same class and in the same dormitory, I'll always be by your side. It is false to say that Xuan Xuan didn't feel uncomfortable when she saw the medicine bottle in the bathroom just now, she was really distressed by Chen Yi who seemed to be smiling brightly in front of her, and she was willing to accompany her, even if it could only relieve Chen Yi's inner pain for a moment.