I originally thought that Zhao Lei would be boring to me after this fresh period, but I thought that he would be more and more kind to me, not only obedient to me, but also more sticky to me.

And this also reminds me of Ouyang Ze... Because before, when we were still together, Ouyang Ze was also sticky to me like him, I was like a noble crystal doll in his hand, although the process was beautiful, but the ending... You know that, too.

I'm afraid, afraid that Zhao Lei will be like Ouyang Ze and give me a fatal blow when I am deeply trapped. Staying away from him was also a decision I had to make.

"Brother, let's go to the movies today, I bought two tickets." When the candy store was about to close, Zhao Lei told me about watching a movie. When he pulled two movie tickets out of his pocket and shook them in front of my eyes, I didn't have the excitement he had.

"Forget it, I'm going home to do my laundry today." I bent down from under the counter and took out the clothes that had been thrown in the store two days ago and said to him, "If you don't wash it, it will stink, so you better find someone else." I smiled at him, and he didn't have any objections and reluctantly replied with an "oh".

It's already winter, but the weather is very good tonight, and the moon, which has been hidden for a long time, is finally willing to poke its head out today to visit us office workers who will only go home late at night.

Walking on the road, enjoying the breeze blowing on his face, although the temperature is low, he doesn't feel cold with Zhao Lei's arms. "Brother, hasn't Brother Wu ignored you yet?"

"Don't mention him to me." I said angrily, "He wants to ignore me, I don't want to pay attention to him yet"

Since the last time, Wu Yao really hasn't paid attention to me anymore, originally thought that it would be good to be angry for a few days, who knew that it would last so long, and every day when he went home, he put a stinky face on me, if it weren't for the fact that he didn't have a house here, I would have kicked him out a long time ago.

Zhao Lei's hand on my shoulder strengthened slightly, "Why doesn't Brother Wu want us to be together?" Does he not believe that I will be good to you? ”

"Hell knows—" I whispered back to him.

I didn't ask Zhao Lei to send me home, I just sent me downstairs. "Go back, I'll go up." I let go of his hand and said. At that moment, I also felt the coldness of the air around me, and the smell of his body was a little lighter.

He looked up at the floor where I lived, and his face shook slightly. "Okay." As he spoke, he leaned his face over.

He used to be a little reluctant to kiss, but after a long time, he got used to it. Now there's nothing to be embarrassed about putting another lip print on his face. “mua！” With a bang, the corners of his mouth rose slightly as my lips left. But I didn't expect this scene to be witnessed by a pair of eyes hidden upstairs.

When he entered the door, Wu Yao was sitting on the sofa watching TV. There was an advertisement for dish soap on the TV, and the housewife inside was smiling a little from ear to ear, this was obviously not a "show" that Wu Yao would watch, and when I accidentally caught a glimpse of Wu Yao's face when I changed my shoes, I also saw a hint of murderous intent.

"Have you been transparent to me these months?" As soon as he finished changing his shoes, Wu Yao opened his mouth. "Who the hell ignored whom?" I retorted.

Seeing that I took his words, he became even more addicted, and simply turned to me and reasoned, "If you hadn't talked to that kid, how could I ignore you?" His voice was like it had been soaked in chili oil, and every word seemed like it had been accumulated for a long time.

"What? Do I need your consent to talk to anyone? I didn't reply angrily, "Don't forget, we're just friends, and we don't interfere with each other's freedom, OK?" ”

He let out a long exhale and squinted at me, "I'm afraid you'll be deceived!" Don't be sincere to anyone, this world is not as beautiful as you think, that kid is so much younger than you, and talking to you is only a temporary freshness, and it won't last a long time..."

Seeing that he was about to talk again, I quickly interrupted him. "I don't have to worry about what I do with him. I know if I will be deceived. I gave him a blank look and was about to go back to my room, but before I had taken a few steps, he grabbed me and pulled me back to the couch.

Both of us are angry, and he has been through a lot of things, so he calms down faster than me. He closed his silence for a moment, then adjusted his rapid breathing, and when he opened his mouth again, his tone became calm. "Rui Rui, you're already 28 years old, it's not too small, it's time to think about yourself, between you... You must know you don't have a future, do you? ”

"I know, but I also know that I don't have a future with you." In the face of his indifferent attitude, I also tried my best to restrain the anger that burned in my heart just now. "I'll admit, I don't like him, and the last time I told me to talk to him, I was angry with you."

When the last two words came out, a glimmer of light flashed in Wu Yao's eyes, "But I think, we should all have each other's lives, during that time, I saw you and that man text every day, and the relationship was quite good." Why don't you talk to him? ”

"Alas..."Wu Yao patted his thigh with remorse, "I knew it was because of this," he turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window, "I really don't have anything to do with him, and the content of the text messages is also about the contracting company." Do you really think I'll be able to forget about you in just a few months? ”

Every word he said was like freshly mixed cement, and as it flowed into my ear holes, it also flowed down my throat, leaving me speechless.

"I'm trying hard to chase you, just like I used to. It's too much to ask someone to promise themselves to be 'together' twice, but I swear it will be the last. Wu Yao still didn't turn his head, and I couldn't see his expression clearly at this time. I don't know if it's sadness, or what, or maybe my eyes are already moist.

The pain of the past has passed, and after experiencing those things about Ouyang Ze, I also began to feel that Wu Yao is the person who can support me in the future, but... But I can't accept his love...

I slowly raised my hand, trying to touch his face, but when I did, I froze in the air, thinking about it and resting on the back of his hand. It didn't take long for me to feel a drop of water on the back of my hand, and it was only in the reflection of the moonlight that I could see that it was his tears.

He cried, but there was no sound. And the tears were more like the pain flowing from his heart, cold and piercing, but full of his tenderness.

"Since you don't want to be with him, don't you want to talk to him? Are you still waiting for the two of you to tell him later? Wu Yao turned his head sideways, and his sad expression was even more hesitant in the night.

"I've been—" I didn't finish my sentence, this matter seemed to me to be a mistake, but when I made a mistake, my heart was also warm. I've thought about it, wait for a while, and I'll confess to him when his novelty has passed, and maybe it will hurt him a little less at that time. ”

"Is he really bent? Or is it just for fun? Wu Yao asked. Looking at his slightly skeptical eyes, I also felt speechless. He is still wary of everyone and does not trust others easily.

"He said he only liked me, and he was so nice to me, and I felt like it was true." I replied.

Wu Yao nodded thoughtfully, "That's okay, it is estimated that this kid has never experienced love, otherwise how could he fall in love with you?" As he spoke, he turned his head and looked at me with disgust.

"He's talked about it, and it's a woman..."I said, "He's actually quite pitiful...", and then I began to talk to Wu Yao about Zhao Lei's love experience, as well as his original life, although I didn't know much about it, but I told him everything.

And while Wu Yao was listening to the story, his hand never left my hand from beginning to end. I could also feel the warmth in his palms all the time...

"Have you ever liked this kid?" Finally, Wu Yao looked into my eyes seriously and asked this question. And the eyes that were staring at me made it impossible for me to avoid them. "Yes..."

"Then since Ouyang Ze's incident, have you ever liked me? Even for a second? Or is it a fraction of a second? The affection for me is not friendship, but love or even love? Wu Yao asked more eagerly, and his body also leaned towards me.

The more anxious he was, the more uneasy I became. Now I no longer sit on a sofa, but a felt full of nails. "Yes, that's how I felt the last time I wanted to do something with you."

He smiled with relief, and the hand that was holding me gradually let go. "That's good, at least my previous efforts haven't been in vain." He wiped the tears from his face and said.

"Okay, go wash your face and see how your face looks." I tapped him on the shoulder, then turned on the TV I had turned off.

During this time, family ethics dramas were quite popular, and as soon as I turned on the TV, I saw the popular TV series. And the outline of this story is also the story of a little man and a woman much older than himself...

Somehow, I, who rarely watch TV, suddenly became interested in the story. After watching it for a while, in order to understand the plot before and after, I also took out the content of Baidu TV series on my mobile phone.

Of course, the content of this story is not similar to what happened to me and Zhao Lei, but the age difference between the two people in the story, as well as the contradictions between the two, also seem to be hidden between me and Zhao Lei.

Lying in bed that night, I kept thinking about the content of the TV series and the things between me and Zhao Lei. He did give me a lot of warmth and touch during this time, but after all, people have to be realistic, so I have to tell him about the breakup as soon as possible...

"Hello? Elder brother? Did you sleep? At 12 o'clock in the evening, I suddenly received a call from Zhao Lei again.

"No, what's wrong?" I asked.

"It's okay, I just miss you, I want to hear your voice..."