Lying alone in an unfamiliar environment, falling asleep with the noisy environment outside the window, I always feel a little cold in my heart.

Usually when I was at home, although I slept alone, Wu Yao was outside, and when I heard him get up to drink water or go to the toilet in the middle of the night, I was very relieved, because it was not me alone to spend the quiet night.

I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and my swollen eyes were protesting to me, but every time I closed my eyes, I would see the picture of the quarrel with the Zhao family in the morning and Zhao Lei standing in front of me with an expressionless face, silently driving me away.

"Alas..."I turned my head to look at the night scene outside the window, prosperous and extravagant. On the opposite side of the high-rise building, some private shops and KTVs attract customers with colorful neon lights, and the harsh music becomes a little softer when it reaches my house.

I took out my phone from my pillow and looked at the time, "It's 12 o'clock." I said to myself.

In order to have some energy for tomorrow, I sat up again and rummaged through my suitcase for the bottle of sleeping pills that I hadn't finished eating.

I don't know when it started, I always can't sleep well at night, either I have nightmares or can't sleep all night. Sleeping pills are also my last resort.

"Rustle..."The sound of the white pills vibrating in the bottle was slightly crisp, and I separated two of them one by one, held them in my hand, and got out of bed to get water.

"Ding Dong ~ Ding Dong ~" I just walked to the water dispenser when I heard the doorbell, who would knock on the door in the middle of the night? I put down the pills in my hand, picked up a dressing gown from my chair and put it on my body.

"Who?" I asked through the door, "..."There was silence outside.

It is said that this place in Guangdong is more chaotic, and now I am alone, so I also raised my vigilance, and deliberately leaned on the cat's eye on the door before opening the door to watch the movement outside the door.

Cat's eye is sometimes a really good thing, and it always gives a glimmer of hope. When I saw a familiar face outside the door, and my frown was worried, every cell in my body was refilled with vitality.

"Ga~" The second I opened the door, I froze, and Zhao Lei was silent the moment he saw me. It is only at this time that I can understand why those lovers who have been separated for a long time, those couples who truly love each other, do not kiss in a storm after meeting, but look at each other silently like us.

His eyes are still swollen, and he must be very funny with messy hair and untidy clothes, Zhao Lei is not much better, compared to me, he is even more embarrassed, his hair is as unkempt as if Brother Sharp has been standing in the wind for a long time, and there are still a few drops of sweat on his oily face.

"Brother, I finally found you." He gasped and said to me, and he threw the suitcase in his hand to the ground.

Great joy and sorrow came so fast that I wasn't mentally prepared for it. I was just as happy to see him, but I couldn't express it in words like he did.

I felt some itching on my face, and when I raised my hand to scratch it, I realized that it was my tears. I cried, but not because I was sad, but because I was happy to see Zhao Lei.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have watched you go. I'm sorry! He hugged me, anxiously begging for my forgiveness.

The smell of sweat on his body stimulated my nerves a little numb, and at first I thought I was dreaming, but when I wrapped my hand around his waist and felt his temperature, his real hug, I knew it was real!

"Zhao Lei!" I called his name out loud and cried instead of thinking of him. Usually I always say that he is naïve, but at this second, the naïve person is actually myself.

His octopus-like hands held me in his arms, and the sound of gasps ringing in my ears. "Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be at home," I asked.

He was silent for a moment, then strengthened his strength to hug me again, "I know I'm wrong, I'll come to you as soon as I figure it out!" "He picked me up like a child, and my legs could be wrapped around his waist.

I shifted my arm to his neck, "I don't care about the previous ones anymore, I just want you, as long as your future!" He looked at me and said sincerely, and when he saw the tears on my face, he also wiped them for me with a kiss...

It's the third time we've come, but it's the first time I've volunteered.

When he walked in, he lifted his leg and closed the door. Then two hands pulled my dressing gown off my body, revealing two shoulders that were still scented with shower gel in the orange light.

He slammed his kiss on my shoulder, like sucking the juice of a golden mango. Slowly, his lips gradually moved upwards and eventually landed on my mouth.

His legs were sandwiched between his waist, and the changes in his lower body could be felt between his legs. This time, I also changed back to my former appearance, and took the initiative to help Zhao Lei take off his clothes and treat him like a guest.

The youthful vitality makes his whole body exude a strong hormonal aroma, and when these gases are mixed with the smell of sweat, it also adds to the charm of the male.

He walked quickly to the side of the bed and slammed it down on top of me. The two hands groped frantically on my body, and when they touched the **** of my back body, they also increased the pressure force.

"Why are you in such a hurry?" I chuckled softly in his ear.

He took my hand and placed it on his hot mysterious zone, "It's not me, it's it." Then came another stormy kiss.

It's normal for people to be young and energetic. In bed, he was like a beast that had lost his mind, and all he could see from his eyes was a raging flame, and his slightly open lips were wrapped in a soft water snake.

"Ahh "I couldn't help but scream at the slams, and the louder I screamed, the harder he screamed. The beds in the hotel were squeaked by us.

There was no resistance, no pushing, and this time I opened my whole person to him. I knew it was what he wanted, and it was what I needed to vent deep down...

When you get older, your physical strength can't keep up. When I was already sweating profusely and lying on the bed gasping for breath, he was still exercising hard. In order to allow me to rest, he also put a pillow under me, and his two hands roamed over me, searching for the parts of my body that still had strength.

I don't know how long it took, but when the lower half of my body was covered with his slime and there was a big stain on my bed, he stopped moving and lay on top of me, panting.

How many times in my life have I been so comfortable? The first time was Wu Yao, the second time was Ouyang Ze, the third time, the fourth time... I only hope that this time with Zhao Lei is the last time, no, but the last person.

"Brother, I love you... I don't mind your past. He whispered in my ear, and the currents of air softened the base of my ears.

I pushed him aside and rolled over to relax my numb lower body. When I turned my head to look at him, he looked at me with a straight face, and I put my legs on his body again, and wrapped my hands around his neck.

"Actually, I'm wrong, I should have told you this in advance." I said to him with some guilt.

He picked up my leg and raised it so that my calf could touch the limp area. "At that time, I didn't know what was going on with my body, I just didn't listen to me, I wanted to pull you, but I couldn't reach out."

"I know... In other words, no one can accept such a thing. I withdrew my hand and replied.

"I don't mind, really!" He hurriedly opened his defense, "I just think it's too much for you to hide from me, at that time, you said that you wouldn't lie to me, how can you lie to me." ”

"I didn't lie to you, I just didn't find the right time to tell you." I replied.

He seemed pleased with my explanation. The frowning brow also stretched a lot, "How did my dad know about this?" Have you dealt with him before? ”

I was a little surprised to hear him ask. Whether it was with Ouyang Ze or Wu Yao before, I hadn't met his father. Even at Waldorf's drinking party, it was just a meeting, how would he know who I was before? "I don't know..."

After exercising vigorously just now, Zhao Lei is still in good spirits, but I am a little tired, and my eyes are a little unable to open. I lay on top of him and waited to sleep, but the smell of his sweat was unbearable for me.

"By the way, how did you get here? Sweating all over. I said with a feigned disgust.

He let go of his arm around me and got up to take a shower, "I ran out as soon as you left, I wanted to call you, but my phone was out of battery, so I looked for you one by one, and in the end I was covered in sweat." ”

Listening to him be so careless, as if running dozens of hotels was not a big deal for him. Looking at his somewhat tired figure, I also got up and pulled him back to the bed. "I'm sorry..."

I don't want him to leave me anymore, I'm afraid of losing. When I tied him up like a doll, he also laughed, "Why do you say you're sorry?" I'm embarrassed. ”

"Call me Rui Rui in the future, I want to hear you call me Rui Rui." I leaned my head on his chest and whispered.

"Why don't you let me call you wife? How kind is it to call your wife? Zhao Lei said to me with a trick.

I patted him on his chest muscles lightly, "Love screams or not!" Otherwise, you still call my brother. ”

"Good, good! Rui Rui ~ I'll call you Rui Rui ~ " As he spoke, he also leaned over and imprinted it on my lips.

The title of Rui Rui, which has been called by friends and old loves, is the most affectionate title for me. I hope Zhao Lei can use this title to call me in the future, until I can't hear it, and he can't say his age...