Hua Nong's tears couldn't stop flowing, but he didn't have the courage to raise his head to look at him again, knelt down, grabbed the corner of Yin Wei's clothes tightly, and cried pitifully with his head down.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

I'm sorry, all she can say is these few words, I'm sorry I didn't protect him, I shouldn't have left even if I was desperate at that time, even if I was beaten to death with him, I shouldn't have run out, I shouldn't have let him look at her last back, disappointed and desolate.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have entered the palace without listening to Mr., causing a burden on my body, causing trouble for others, if I had listened to Mr. at that time, I would have found a remote village, married a rural villager, and had coarse tea and light rice, but I was at ease.

I'm sorry, but I didn't become what my husband imagined, I didn't become a 'daughter' who made you worry, I didn't become an 'aunt' in Nono's heart, and I didn't care about the people around me......

She knelt on the ground humbly and sadly, for the first time in her life, hoping that she would live like a floating dust, small and comfortable.

"Emperor E is wrong, I am wrong, sir......"

Yin Wei chuckled, gently pulled her arm and helped her up, "You're right, I'm wrong, I shouldn't think of my lady too badly, I shouldn't think of you as the pride of the sky, and you deserve all the luck."

Everything that the lady wants, she must be what she deserves, she deserves to be happier than you, she lives more carefully than anyone else, but I preconceived of her as a traitor who is greedy for vanity.

Everything is for you, Emperor E, my apprentice, from today on, I will not help you again, from now on, life and death, honor and disgrace, and the king's elbow. ”

As gentle as her initial age, "This girl is extraordinary, and she will definitely be extraordinary in the future." ”

In a word, it is a prophecy.

"Emperor E, if you have any questions, come to me at any time, no matter what you do, Mr. is always towards you, if you and the lady...... Sir must be here to help you. ……”

Word by word, go deep into the bone marrow, life and death, honor and disgrace, and the king's long formula.

Hua Nong didn't know what else he could say, this mentor and friend who had always stood by his side and accompanied him to grow up, finally gave up on this day.

Hua Nong didn't see Lady Niang for some reason, the woman who had always been on her guard, but now she didn't know what face to face, but she didn't know that in the future, she would face even more difficulties.

Hua Nong walked out of the mourning hall in a daze, walked through the crowd, and walked out of the teaching workshop that no longer belonged to him, the pipa, that memory, finally ended on the bank of the Qinhuai River, and from then on, there was no Hua Nong in this world.

Get out of their world, sir, Emperor E has respected you as a teacher all his life, and he will remember the willow cooking smoke on the banks of the Qinhuai River all his life.

"Niangniang, don't be sad, let's go back to the palace." Hai Rong followed step by step from the teaching workshop, looking at her uncomfortable appearance and not speaking, and finally noticed that she was getting farther and farther away from the palace, so she had to open her mouth.

Hua Nong didn't listen, and walked in one direction, fast, even faster, until she ran up, and Hai Rong summoned people to hurriedly follow, for fear that something would happen.

Finally, he stopped breathlessly in front of a hermitage, one day in the mountains, and a thousand years in the world.

Looking at the verdant pines as before, the two willows in front of the nunnery swaying, the humid desertion on the mountain, and the pilgrims did not choose to pray for blessings in this rainy weather, Hairong and everyone breathed a sigh of relief, but followed quietly behind them.

Hua Nong walked in with a familiar car, even so, the temple always does not refuse pilgrims.

"Mrs. Shi." Hua Nong called softly, not realizing that there was some tremor and pity in his voice.

Hearing the call, Master Wuyi put down the wooden fish in his hand, turned his head to look at the embarrassed Hua Nong, his face was calm, his hands were folded, and he said 'Amitabha'.

It seems that he is getting older, and in addition to this earthly world, he can't hide the tiredness and serenity on the face of Mrs. Wuyi.

Hua Nong's tears tried hard to restrain her, she could still see the former Wuyi Shitai, she could pretend that she was still Emperor Zhou Jia'e, and nothing had ever happened.

Mrs. Shi walked over slowly, but her eyes were full of pity and shook her head, she walked out one step ahead, Hua Nong hurriedly followed, the former peony flower room, that is the only red dust in the world, that is the only thought, now withered branches and leaves, broken.

Hua Nong looked around in disbelief, and none of the masters brushed aside the broken dead branches, walked to the small table in the middle, sat cross-legged, and motioned for Hua Nong to sit down as well.

"It's good that you're here." Wuyi looked up and down, and his eyes showed a little relief.

"Why did Mrs. Shi ignore the peony?" Hua Nong asked the question in his heart.

"I once thought that I would guard the Buddha for a lifetime, and at the same time guard the peony for a lifetime, but later I learned that the Buddha and the peony cannot have both."

Wuyi's tired face showed a little ruddy, "My Buddha can accompany me to eternal life, but the peony only blooms for one season, no matter how beautiful it is, it's just a thought, I forgot, no one knows." ”

Hua Nong opened his mouth to say something, but he held back, but Master Wu saw it in his eyes and smiled, "He has been here, and he has brought his wife, who is really a beautiful woman, so beautiful that there is not a trace of sadness, he said that he put it down."

For so many years, he wandered in front of the Buddha's door every day, and finally came in, girl, you can't imagine how relaxed I was at that time.

I thought I would be sad, but later I learned that even if the peony flowers don't bloom, I am not sad, it turns out that I have already let go. ”

"Master, I ......"

"Child, my affairs, in fact, you are very clear, I don't know what you have experienced, but you can stand here, I hope you can also see clearly, the word love, there is no debt, it's just who puts it down first."

Hua Nong's eyes were moist for some reason, and he rubbed his eyes, "Mrs. Shi's teachings, Emperor E remembers, Mrs. Shi take care." ”

Mrs. Wuyi nodded, smiled and watched her drift away, glanced back at the withered peony leaves, and turned away.

As soon as I went out, I saw a woman walking towards me with a load of firewood, and her familiar eyebrows and eyes were a little less blue and more mature.

"Qing Xing?" Hua Nong called softly.

The person in front of him was suddenly shocked and raised his eyes, "Girl." I saw that she suddenly put down the firewood and grass in her hand, and suddenly ran over, looking up and down with anxious eyes.

"Is it really you? The girl is back? The girl didn't die? I knew that the Buddha blessed, the girl was blessed, and the person who was blessed by the girl would be fine. Qingxing turned her head excitedly, holding Hua Nong happily and not letting go.

Hairong saw this scene not far away, frowning slightly, did she remember?

"Why are you here?"

"The girl told me to wait here, how can I go first, if the girl comes and can't find me, what will I do? Luckily I didn't leave, I waited for the girl. ”

Qingxing looked at her with teary eyes, and when her calloused hands held Hua Nong's hands, she could still feel bursts of friction.

"Silly girl, you've been waiting for me here?" Hua Nong's heart was moved, and she couldn't imagine that time had passed, and there was always someone to treat her, as always.

Qingxing nodded again and again, and just as she wanted to say something, she heard a voice from behind.

"Apricot, are you up front?"

Hua Nong was shocked, watched Xing'er's face turn red, wiped the tears on her face, and shouted back, "I'm here." ”

"I see that the rain is about to fall heavily, what do you have to do and go out to chop wood, just keep me to do it." A complaining but caring voice came from behind her, and Qingxing looked at Hua Nong embarrassedly, only to see Hua Nong but not smiling.

"Hua, Hua, Hua......" I saw Ado seeing Hua Nong, stumbling and speechless.

"Hua What Hua, this is my girl." Qingxing said when she saw him.

Ado glanced at Qingxing in disbelief, "Your girl? ”

Then he suddenly realized and patted his head, "I should have thought that we should have been waiting for the same person, Hua Nong is your girl, and what I am waiting for is your girl." ”

"Ado, long time no see." Hua Nong looked at Ado, only to see that he saw himself, his eyes were flushed, and he still forced himself to explain to Qingxing calmly.

Addo scratched his head, "I thought it was ......"

"You're married?" Hua Nong pointed to two people.

Qingxing's face turned red, and her delicate appearance immediately appeared, and she stomped her feet, "No, who wants to marry him." ”

When Addo heard this, he immediately retorted, "You said you were going to marry me." ”

"That was before."

"What's going on now?"

"Now I've found my girl, and my girl said it."

"That, that, Hua Nong, you say, can you marry Qingxing to me."

Hua Nong was stunned for a moment, and was about to speak, when he saw that among the guards who came behind him, there was a person who looked straight at Qing Xing's back, it was the guards in the palace back then, and he didn't notice that he actually followed, Hua Nong smiled, and put aside the topic.

"Alright. I'm relieved to see that you're okay, and it's not too early, so I should go back. ”

Seeing Hairong coming over, Hua Nong's heart sank and he wanted to walk away.

Clearly noticed that there were many people behind her, one of whom was still from the palace, and immediately stepped forward and said, "Where is the girl, we have just met, why don't you go to the house and sit, Qingxing will make some ...... that the girl loves to eat."

"Queen Mother, it's not too early, if you go back later, the emperor should be in a hurry."

Qing Xing's face stiffened, and she looked at Hua Nong in shock, "Emperor, Empress? ”

Hua Nong smiled stiffly and said to Ado, "Go back quickly, it's going to rain in a while, it's not good to be sick." ”

She didn't want to involve innocent people anymore, and for the rest of the days, she wanted to live alone and slowly.

Ado opened his mouth, and looked at her with a complicated look in his eyes, and before he could speak, Qingxing stepped forward, knelt down and said, "Slave Qingxing, I am willing to serve the queen's mother, and ask my mother to take Qingxing into the palace." ”

Ado looked at her in shock from the side, Hua Nong gently helped her up, brushed the dust off her body, and said gently, "No, there are people waiting in the palace, you don't have to enter the palace." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Hai Rong, preparing to return to the palace, but was caught up by Qing Xing, "The girl once promised me that she would never leave Qing Xing alone, and Qing Xing also swore to follow the girl to the death, does the girl still want to leave me?" ”

Hua Nong gently broke away from her tightly clenched hand, "I will never take you into the palace, Qingxing, you don't have to say more." ”

After speaking, he left a stunned green apricot and walked away.

After walking for a long time, Hua Nong didn't dare to look back, she was afraid that she would see two figures standing there, waiting for her to go back.

She was extremely sober at this moment, she couldn't turn back, she couldn't take her away, she just went to hell alone.

"Niangniang," Hai Rong called softly from the side, and before he noticed it, the few guards who had just appeared hid again, and only the two of them were left on the road.

Hua Nong refused to take the car back to the palace, she wanted to take a more look at the scenery outside the palace, and firmly remembered in her heart that they also belonged to her.

"What did you remember?" Hairong asked cautiously.

Hua Nong smiled, "Yes, I remembered that I am Emperor Zhou E, the real queen." ”

Hai Rong was stunned, he didn't expect her to admit it nakedly, which made him not know what to say.