Chapter 40: Strange Moves
There will be one or two wonders in everyone's life, they will appear with God's blessings when you need them, and when you don't need them, they will silently turn away and leave without leaving a word.
However, it is not so much that they are wonderful, but that they are angels, because they always give without asking for anything in return, just to make you happy and so that you will not be depressed because of loneliness on the road of life. And they hide their emotions and only show a happy appearance...
I still remember that Xu Shaohui didn't come back after he left, although I would call and text him every day, but there was still no news from him, he seemed to disappear from my side, quietly slipped out of my life.
When I was about to go to work in the company, I saw Xu Shaohui again at the door of my house.
I haven't seen him for many days, Xu Shaohui has become more radiant, as if he has been going to have fun and leisure these days, and his energetic appearance makes me feel jealous when I look at it.
Although he was full of energy, when he saw me, he still didn't show the smile he should have, but still had the same sad face as when he left, and the corners of his drooping mouth were full of sadness.
"Rui Rui, I'm going to work..."
I was so overjoyed and surprised by his appearance, I couldn't calm down that complicated mood at all. But when he opened his mouth to speak, and said those words in that slightly sad tone, the surprise disappeared, and only he was left with my surprise.
"Where have you been these days? Why didn't you contact me for so long. ”
"Didn't go anywhere... It's just going out for a walk..."
At this time, he made me feel like I was looking at my former self, the self that was sad every day. This shouldn't have been the state he had, the previous one he should have been carefree every day, and sadness should never have appeared on his face.
But now, in the few days since he disappeared, he seems to have changed as a different person, although he hasn't said anything else, but I can feel his change from his demeanor...
"Can we talk? There are some things I should talk to you about. ”
Without waiting for my answer, he turned and walked to the open door.
Sitting in the car, he didn't speak all the time, just quietly looked at the scenery outside the window. Maybe it's because of the driver, so that he looks very restrained.
This driver was specially found by Ouyang Ze, and he knew that I didn't like people who talked too much, so he specially found this "silent driver" from the deaf and dumb school.
He used to pick me up every day when I was commuting to work, and when we were on the road, we kept silent and maintained this cold atmosphere. His silence reassured me, so much so that every time I talked about some privacy in the car, I would feel relieved to speak out boldly without feeling any unpleasant.
But this time it seems like I'm the only one... In the face of the driver's speechlessness, Xu Shaohui still couldn't let go, and would rather keep looking at the boring scenery outside the window than look at me, and say a word to me...
"Let's find a café."
The driver was like a navigator, and when he heard my command, he turned the head of the car and changed the direction of travel.
The silence along the way made the atmosphere extremely embarrassing, but the second he stepped out of the car, the wordy character returned to him again.
"Let's go, let's go in."
With that, he took my hand and quickly entered the café, quickly leaving the driver's sight.
Although he didn't say it explicitly, I was told that he was afraid of him from the eyes he avoided the driver and the silence in the car just now. His strange behavior does not make me more alienated from the driver like him, but it makes me worry about his strange behavior.
It's work time, so there are very few people in the café, and even a few guys have just changed into work clothes. When they saw us enter, they all hurriedly straightened the wrinkled corners of their clothes.
We picked the innermost seat and sat down, and waited until the coffee we ordered came up before getting to the point, and Xu Shaohui opened his closed lips and spit out the first sentence.
"Rui Rui, do you think Ouyang Ze is good to you?"
Xu Shaohui's voice was very small, but he was very confident. He didn't look up at me, just stirred the cup of coffee with the silver spoon in his hand.
"yes, he's been nice to me, what's wrong?"
His hand froze at the sound of me saying this, but soon he continued to stir again.
"Do you think I'm a friend? Am I worth your trust? ”
I've been in the fog for a long time, and I haven't figured out what he means, or the purpose of his questions, and the only thing I know is that he's become a lot stranger than before.
"Of course, you're the one I trust the most."
My words seemed to give him the courage to continue.
"Well, listen to me: don't believe any of Ouyang Ze's words, no matter how fragile he is, you must be hard-hearted and can't be soft-hearted! You know? ”
For no reason, Xu Shaohui suddenly gave me such a sentence that really made me confused. Originally, the relationship between the three of us was good, why would he suddenly say such a sentence?
"Why? Why can't I trust him? ”
"I... I... Can't say..."
I had enough patience to see his ridiculous behavior, and I thought that he would tell me something important, some secrets that I didn't know, but now, when he said these unreliable things again, the anger I suppressed could only be stimulated by him again.
"Are you TM sick! Last time I came back, and that drinking party, plus this time! Xu Shaohui! What's going on with you TM! ”
Three times, and again and again, and each time he would plant a mystery in my mind, a mystery that I could say but would not let me know. I can't stand him like this, I can't stand him continuing to hide it from me, never!
He didn't speak, he just looked down at the cup of coffee, although his emotions were stimulated by me in the same way, and his panting voice became more and more rapid, but he still endured it and didn't explode, just blindly listened to me complain.
"If you don't say it this time, I won't believe you anymore. No matter what you say in the future, I will never believe you again. So, you say it or don't say it. ”
I've said it so much that I don't leave him with any choice. But even so, even with such a dilemma, he chose to hide it from me...
"I can't say..."
This time, it's no longer me who is making trouble, it's his stubborn secrecy that has broken my trust in him, and it's his weird behavior that makes me no longer have a reason to trust him...