Chapter 10: Losing Reason
Love is generally a lie, since you have chosen a lover, you must always believe it... However, this trick no longer works for friendship, and the most important thing between friends is honesty, that is, truth.
Because at this time, lies will not have the magic of being in love, adding flavor to the relationship between the two, nor will it be a lubricant for friction between the two, but will only cause rifts and disagreements between the two until the relationship between the two collapses...
"Where did you go last night?"
Xu Shaohui didn't dare to look at me directly after he went downstairs, but just pointed at me with his back wrapped in a bathrobe, as I looked at the drops of transparent liquid on his back and his wet hair.
“…”
He didn't speak, just walked past my eyes and walked straight to the wine cabinet. As his body passed me, I smelled something from him. It's not just the scent of shower gel, it's fear and fear.
Silence is better than silence at this point, and his silence has already told me what he meant, and told me that he has nothing to say.
"Talk? Where the hell did you go yesterday? ”
He ignored me, just opened the cabinet and pulled out the bottle of whiskey and the glass that was set aside. The liquid with its special fragrance and the dreamy sensation it gave him had made him forget that I was there, so much so that I yelled at him for a long time without him turning his head to look at me.
"Xu Shaohui!"
I was angry again and shouted his name vigorously. My furious voice resounded in this huge uninhabited room, stimulating Xu Shaohui's eardrums in the faint echoes again and again.
"Goo-goo..."
He poured himself the wine, both eyes fixed on the curve of the liquid in the air, at the enchantment that gathered in the glass.
The more he remained silent like this, the more uneasy I became. This silence only makes me feel terrible, it makes me feel that he is so distant. The previous hip-hop and funny image of Xu Shaohui can no longer be found at this moment.
After waiting for a long time, Xu Shaohui said a sentence unhurriedly, but I had goosebumps all over my body when I heard it.
"Oh, I don't want to talk today, so don't ask."
“…”
I don't know how to proceed because this sentence has already pushed our conversation to an end. Even though I wanted to talk to him a lot, I could only keep it in my mouth right now.
He had been avoiding my gaze just now, but now, when he raised his glass, his whole body seemed to be filled with courage in an instant, and he suddenly turned to look at me sitting on the sofa.
Although his voice sounded lazy and unenergetic, his eyes were full of the usual brilliance, and even added a touch of sharpness to his already sharp eyes.
Usually he doesn't look at me with this kind of look, but on weekdays, he looks at me like a eunuch sees Lafayette, no matter how deep his eyes are, he can become happy in a second. But now, he looks at me like a prisoner in a labor camp, and he wants to splash the wine in my face from the glass.
"Why do you think of me like that?"
"You weren't born for people to see?"
Xu Shaohui swallowed the liquor in the cup lightly, and the Adam's apple also moved up and down under the filling of the liquid. And what he said was not drunk with alcohol, it was still the same harsh.
"There's something wrong with you! Come back early in the morning and go crazy! ”
Although my temper is not as irritable as before after being with Ouyang Ze for a long time, it doesn't mean that I will endure it forever. If you want to go head-to-head with me, I will still accompany me, and I will still show the side of myself that has been hidden for a long time.
"yes, there's something wrong with me... There's something wrong with me! Hmph..."
Xu Shaohui snorted lightly and blocked his throat with the liquor in the glass, but when he glanced at me with disdain, he wouldn't stop me.
"Xu Shaohui, are you TM stimulated by something?"
Such an unusual behavior did make me feel strange, because he would not normally treat me like this. He will only care about me, he will only follow me, and he will never stimulate me with such sarcastic words. If he's drunk, forget it, but the main thing is that he's still awake...
"Goo-goo..."
He poured wine glass by glass and swallowed it again and again. The whole person was like a drunkard addicted to alcohol, and his cheeks were faintly flushed after a while, and his lips began to tremble under the paralysis of alcohol.
Whisky is no better than other sake, and the strength of the wine is greater than that of the Tohoku Ninakutou, and ordinary people generally do not drink it in large gulps like drinking water, but they are all sipping slow and shallow.
But Xu Shaohui, as if he was stimulated by something, needed the relief of this spirit. So much so that in just ten minutes he drank half of the amount. And I, in ten minutes, watched him swallow the liquid, watched his face change...
"I... I'm stimulated... You, Chen Ruicai, TM are stimulated! ”
Sure enough, he still couldn't resist the strength of the alcohol and began to talk nonsense. But I think it's more like spitting the truth after drinking, and it was he who took advantage of this drunken opportunity to tell me something.
I didn't speak, I just walked over to hold his crumbling body, to hold his crumbling reason. But before I could touch him, he pushed me away.
"Don't touch me! You... You don't distinguish between real and fake! ”
Although he was drunk, his eyes were no different from just now, except for a hint of alcohol. That is, there is no difference, and it makes me even more helpless.
"Did you know that there are a lot of people who care about you? You... Do you know that your Chinese friends are better than these Yankees? You... You..."
The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and his face was swollen with the excitement. I didn't know what to do, so I just stood and listened to him vent, waiting for him to say the "truth" I wanted to hear.
"You..."
The whiskey seemed so strong that it didn't take long for him to surrender to the spirit. The whole person fell to the ground like a puddle of mud, but even so, he was still muttering nonsense...
"You... You liar..."
When he finished saying these four words, his brain was also paralyzed by the alcohol, and the whole person fell asleep...
For half an hour, it was as if he was acting in front of me, an unknown play, and he didn't even tell me how it ended in the end. And that wine seems to be a gimmick for him to act, making him confide in the truth...
Swindler? Is he talking about me? However, I have never mixed lies in this friendship, I am sincere to him, why does he say this about me?
It seems that everything can only wait for him to wake up