Qiao Zhenshan's dark and resolute face suddenly twitched violently several times, reached out, and clasped her weak shoulders hard, "Song Simin!! What are you angry at me? When did I say I was going to divorce you? From beginning to end, it has always been you who insists on getting a divorce! Even if I, Qiao Zhenshan, am a bastard, I have never thought of abandoning my wife and children! ……”

Unexpectedly, when Song Simin heard him say this, he became even more excited, and got up from the seat angrily, "Yes, you didn't say it...... But, Qiao Zhenshan, you touch your conscience and say honestly, have you ever forgotten that woman in your heart for more than 20 years? ”

He thought that she didn't know that that night, he lost his soul and flew from City A to City C in a hurry, did he do something and meet someone?

Completely ignoring the pain in her eyes, he followed the woman all the way to where she lived! She waited for him at home for most of the night, and then forced her sadness to return to the hospital to work the night shift, but he stood downstairs in the woman's room for a whole day!

――Qiao Zhenshan, how kind and cruel do you treat me? How can you put the words "no divorce" on your lips?!

Thinking of every night in the past six years, Song Simin suddenly felt like a knife: Some people say that the farthest distance in the world is that I am standing in front of you, but you don't know that I love you.

But she would rather be this result than her lover who has been with each other for more than 20 years, and it turns out that she has always been out of your reach! You've touched every scar on his body, but you'll never touch his heart!

Pain! The pain of being deceived, and a heart that has been completely trampled on! When did he really care about her feelings? When she hurts, does he empathize?

In a cold and suffocating stagnant atmosphere, Qiao Zhenshan kept a calm face, pursed the corners of his lips, and did not say a word, "......" did not answer, nor did he deny it.

Song Simin's face was terrifyingly pale, she knew that he hadn't forgotten that woman, and he wouldn't forget it. If he had really forgotten about it, he wouldn't have abandoned her that night. She was a fool, and since she understood that it was pain, why did she bring up that night, why did she sting the wound again and again?

However, if you don't grit your teeth and tear it off, it will grow bigger and bigger until it becomes inflamed, ulcerates, and has no skin......

Song Simin looked at the familiar and dark and resolute face in a daze, still the upright posture of such a familiar soldier, but he couldn't see it in his heart: Qiao Zhenshan, since you can't erase the name engraved in your heart, why don't you just let each other go? Don't you know? You are the cancer in my heart that can't be removed!

When she looked back, she pushed away the big hands that were clasped on her shoulders, "Divorce is the best choice I can make." Commander-in-Chief Qiao, is it likely that he wants to rebel? ”

A face of indifference, deliberate coldness, and ruthless rejection. Qiao Zhenshan realized for the first time that his wife, who had been gentle and smiling beside him for twenty years, turned out to be so stubborn!

It's so stubborn that it's infuriating, it's depressing, "Women just like duplicity!" Song Simin, I don't know you yet? You married me at the age of 22, and there has never been another man in your eyes, so what kind of stupid thing to do in front of me, what kind of divorce foolishness? Don't make trouble, divorce is not good for anyone, coax, I will coax too; Wrong, I admit it; Scolded, I let you scold too; …… What else do you want me to do? I'm all up to you, okay? Obviously you still care about me in your heart, don't do anything that you regret it-"

"Qiao Zhenshan !!" Song Simin suddenly stood up from his seat, trembling his fingers, and pointed at Qiao Zhenshan's nose, "What do you mean, I'm making trouble unreasonably?!" ”

Since you know that she still loves him in her heart, why do you always do things that make her sad and painful? After 20 years of hard work and mutual affection, why did it come to his mouth, but it was an understatement of "duplicity", a brush-by-stroke?

"............" Qiao Zhenshan silently twisted his face, still not answering, nor denying it.

Song Simin was even more angry, and suddenly grabbed his arm and strode out, "Commander-in-Chief Qiao, I won't regret it!" The water that was spilled out can't be recovered! Please, sign a divorce with me now! ”

He had already put down his body like this to persuade her, how could this woman's temper be strong-Qiao Zhenshan endured and endured, and finally couldn't see her so aggressive, "Leave and leave-"

A categorical tone. Song Simin was stunned for a moment, "............"

I was sad for no reason, and I suddenly missed my mother who was far away from my hometown for no reason, and I wanted to go home for no reason, and I wanted to hug my mother and cry happily!

When I was young, I didn't know how warm my mother's arms were, and I was planted in the grave of love in an ancient way, and the year I married Qiao Zhenshan, she was only 22 years old!

Knowing that she was going to marry a soldier or a soldier with a child by her side, her mother was very opposed and quarreled with her almost every day, her father couldn't persuade her, and she complained that her mother was not considerate at all......

It wasn't until she gave birth to Xiaoxue that her mother came to help her take care of Xiaoxue without saying a word, and she completely let go of her mother's mind.

The mother said, "Now that you have a child, let's live well!" I won't talk about you anymore, I often go home for a walk when I have time, and your dad said that it's very unaccustomed to not having a girl around......"

At that moment, seeing her mother's tears, she realized that she was also very unfilial.

Because of her mother's opposition, she has not returned to her parents' house once since she got married until Xiaoxue was born, even if she is very concerned about her parents in her heart, she also knows that her mother will always miss her more than her father......

Mother said, "Simin, if Mom wasn't for your good, how could she know that you would hate me and stop you?" It's not easy to be a soldier's wife, and if you are a stepmother of a child, you will have even harder! Mom doesn't want to see you regret it in the future, marrying this man, you will suffer a lot......"

But she went away without hesitation, thinking that her mother's words were nothing more than a bluff, and completely immersed herself in the gentleness of this man.

Now I know how far-sighted my mother's words were! I just don't know, will my mother think that her repentance came too late?

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In the end, it was his sonorous and powerful three words: "Leave and leave!" "Did it break her heart, or did it make her weak because she remembered her mother she hadn't seen for a long time?

Song Simin suddenly cried, silently choked, silently wept, the moment she knew that he left her and turned around and ran to see the woman, she didn't shed a single tear, but at this moment, it seemed like there were endless tears, and she couldn't stop, "......"

The man hesitated, his slender body stopped in front of her, and subconsciously raised his head to touch her tearful cheek, but she cried and waved it away, "No need for this, I don't need your pity...... I don't hate you either, divorce is the result I want, I can afford to lose......"

The man stubbornly pressed down his big hand, and the rough fingertips with her familiar temperature slowly fell on her cheeks full of tears, and gently wiped it,

"Don't cry...... It's me who is bad for you to get hurt! I also thought that after all these years, I had forgotten about it, until I saw the exact same face as her on TV that day, and I knew that my heart would still be uncontrollably painful! I'm sorry, Simin......"

Originally, I thought that once I made a decision, it would be easy. However, why is he obscure and lonely at this moment? It seems like something has finally been let go in my heart, and it seems like I have lost something forever in an instant?

In his mind, Xia Lingwei's young and blurred face overlapped with Song Simin's elegant and indifferent face, muttering something to him?

He struggled to hear clearly, to grasp ......

Later, he saw that haunting past and heard his beloved Vivi saying that he loved him......

Countless pictures that make him soft and broken, but sometimes interspersed with Simin's laughter, or resentment, or crying face, make his heart indescribably complex and uncomfortable, at this moment, does he gain more, or lose more?

For twenty years, between his rough and warm fingers, it seems that the familiar touch on Simin's skin is still staying, and his ears can still hear her gentle voice, it is a woman as clear and transparent as water, she hugs his neck and laughs when she is happy, cries on his chest when she is sad, and whispers in his ear when she is shy, "Zhenshan, do you love me?" ”……

He never gave her an answer, and he couldn't now.

It's just, Simin, I've thought about giving it to you, I've thought about it, just forget about it, pretend that there is never a past thing, pretend that you and I are like the moment we first met, I said, "I have a child, although it is not my own biological child, but if you can't treat him as my own child, then we don't have to be related!" ”

And you look at me with that adoring and infatuated look, "I agree." I appreciate the chief's open-minded, responsible, and responsible style. ”

That day, we only met once, and after only two words, you followed me without hesitation. When I took your little hand and walked into the Civil Affairs Bureau, I asked you, "Do you regret it?" Now you can walk out of this door alone. ”

You raised your little face and said to me, "No regrets. Where the chief is, I will be there. ”……

――Simin, you don't know, at that moment, seeing your young and trusting little face, I thought about trying to give you happiness......

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I was dizzy from the text change yesterday, and I forgot to say happy holidays to everyone. Make up for it today, everyone is happy, Mo Mo Da~!