303 Darkness in the sun
Zhen Yang looked at Chu Qiao with some surprise, "Don't say that...... Actually, I don't understand anything. ”
Chu Qiao nodded, "You go and see Qiuyue, maybe it can remind her of something, the doctor also said that symptoms like her are selective amnesia, maybe you can recall her memory!" She is now at Mahkota Hospital. ”
Zhen Yang glanced at Chu Qiao gratefully, "Thank you for bringing me this news." ”
With that, Zhen Yang got up and hurriedly walked outside.
"You wait!"
Chu Qiao said suddenly.
Zhen Yang hurriedly stopped, but Chu Qiao smiled apologetically at him, "I didn't mean you." ”
After Zhen Yang's figure completely disappeared, Chu Qiao refocused his gaze on the place where Zhen Yang had been sitting just now, and said into the air, "I still want to talk to you, what's the hurry?" ”
Meng Pingping on the side suddenly looked at Chu Qiao in surprise, "Qiaoqiao, who are you talking to?" ”
"Sister Pingping, don't be afraid, it's not a ghost." Chu Qiao smiled playfully, "In broad daylight, where are the ghosts coming out?" ”
"Then what are you ......" Meng Pingping couldn't help but feel that the hairs on her body were about to explode, Rao was bold, and she had also seen some "world" with Chu Qiao, but after all, people are afraid of the so-called "ghost", in fact, what people are afraid of is not the so-called "ghost", what they are afraid of is death, how can people who are really not afraid of death be afraid of "ghosts"?
"Sister Pingping, if you go out for a walk, I still want to talk to her." Chu Qiao said disapprerovingly, "You're making a fuss on the sidelines, I'm not very good at work!" ”
Meng Pingping had a black line, and originally wanted to insist on staying, but after looking at the empty seat, she obediently closed her mouth and glanced at Chu Qiao, "Then I'd better go out for a walk first...... Hello call me......"
After that, Meng Daring cautiously bypassed Chu Qiao's back and ran out of the coffee house quickly, as if there was really a "ghost" chasing after him.
Chu Qiao saw Meng Pingping walking away, so he smiled and said to the girl wearing a sky blue cake skirt opposite, "Okay, we can talk now." ”
The girl looked at Chu Qiao vigilantly, "What do you want to talk to me about?" I'm going to find Zhen Yang. ”
"Well, why are you looking for Zhen Yang?" Chu Qiao asked rhetorically.
The girl's eyes widened, "Needless to say, he is the person I like, so I naturally want to be with him!" ”
"The person you like is Zhen Yang?" Chu Qiao looked at the girl curiously, if the person this girl likes is Zhen Yang, then does this represent the mind of the real Qiuyue, or is it just the Qiuyue in Zhen Yang's heart?
"yes!" The girl nodded, "Didn't you hear that just now?" Zhen Yang likes me, and I like Zhen Yang too. ”
Chu Qiao nodded from afar, "Qiuyue, you really have Zhen Yang in your heart, so why don't you be his girlfriend, but you are with others?" ”
The girl's pretty face suddenly turned pale, and she stared at Chu Qiao deadly, "How do you know my name?" ”
"I know you." Chu Qiao stirred the coffee spoon, "That's not the point, the point is ...... Since you really like Zhen Yang, why don't you stay with him? ”
The girl was silent, her eyes on her tiptoes, and after a while she said, "Can I not answer this question?" You let me go. ”
"Qiuyue, I'm here to help you, if you don't answer this question, I won't let you go, because I want to figure everything out." Chu Qiao looked at the girl, "I really want to know what kind of girl you are." ”
The girl raised her watery eyes in embarrassment and looked at Chu Qiao, "It's not that I don't want to be his girlfriend...... I still remember that day, I just arrived in Yanjing alone, got off the train, I was very scared, I left home for the first time, came to a strange place, when I saw the reception with the school sign, there was a kind of closeness in my heart, when I walked to the front of the reception, he was writing something with his head down, I mustered up the courage and shouted, he raised his head, I saw him smile gently at me, I felt very warm at that time, and also wrote down his name. ”
Chu Qiao, the girl, had a sweet smile on her face, recalling the original situation, that look was really similar to Zhen Yang.
has the memory of the beginning, it seems that this should be the truest thought of Qiu Yue's own heart.
"I followed him back to school, and along the way, there were constantly boys casting curious and amazing glances at me, all of which I was used to, but when I saw a girl deliberately come up to talk to him, I felt a little uncomfortable, he seemed to be very polite to everyone, very polite, and smiled at them." The girl pursed her mouth, as if she was angry with someone, "I suppose he is no different to me than he is to others, right?" So, I kept my breath in my heart, and after I applied for the school registration, I deliberately said coldly to him that I didn't need his help, who knew that he looked at me and really left. ”
"If he insists, I'm willing to let him take me to the dormitory." The girl lowered her head again, "Later, he also came to look for me once, but it didn't seem to come to me on purpose, but he just happened to meet him, so he greeted me by the way." In high school, no boy would have snubbed me like that, and I thought, he probably didn't like me, right? So I didn't try to get close to him again, but many times, looking for an opportunity to pass by the classroom of their class, pretending to meet him by chance, he just politely greeted me. ”
Speaking of this, a touch of frustration appeared on the girl's face, "I was very disappointed in myself at that time, it seems that there are too many excellent girls in the university, and Zhen Yang is also an excellent boy, he may not be able to look down on me." ”
"But I didn't expect that it didn't take long for Zhen Yang to suddenly become enthusiastic about me, and often came downstairs to wait for me to eat and go to class together." The girl's voice was mixed with a hint of complicated emotions, "The sisters in the dormitory all said that Zhen Yang was chasing me, but I think he must have some other reason to approach me, otherwise, why did I know each other at the beginning of school, and after so long, he came to chase me?" Thereupon...... I didn't dare to accept his pursuit, I was afraid that if I paid for it, I would get a sad ending, but I was unwilling to give up Zhen Yang, I liked the feeling of him being by my side, so I didn't reject him, but I didn't accept him either. ”
"I see." Chu Qiao shook her head, Qiu Yue is a sensitive and delicate girl, and she is very suspicious, and she doesn't even dare to accept the pursuit of the person she loves the most. It's no wonder that she is the only daughter in the family, she has always been held in the palm of her hand, and she is so good, she is used to getting it, but she is afraid of losing, and she is even more afraid of failure.
In her opinion, as long as Zhen Yang pursues her with all her heart, then she will be successful, and if she accepts Zhen Yang's pursuit and is abandoned by Zhen Yang in the end, it will be too much of a failure. If that's the case, she'd rather choose not to accept it than to reject it.
In the final analysis, she has always adhered to her ridiculous self-esteem, and deep down she has an insurmountable inferiority complex. Many outsiders in Yanjing have such feelings. They are eager to be accepted by the city, trying their best to fit in with the city, and their excessive self-esteem comes from this inferiority complex without a sense of belonging.
"Later, I met Junqi." The girl lowered her head, "Jun Qi is the same as Zhen Yang, he is very handsome, many girls like him, because he is not only handsome, but his family is also very rich, he drives a BMW to school, and he will be very majestic as his girlfriend." Actually, at first, I didn't think about having anything to do with Junqi, that day, I was ridiculed by a girl in the class, walking alone in the school garden, and saw Junqi holding a small box and giving it to his girlfriend. At that time, I didn't know why, but the ghost didn't alarm them, but hid in the bushes next to them and eavesdropped on them. ”
"I heard Jun Qi say that the necklace of the white gold diamond pendant given to his girlfriend was worth more than 20,000 yuan, and I didn't know why, and suddenly I felt very uncomfortable." The girl pursed her mouth, not hiding her feelings at all, perhaps, at this time, she is the most real her. "I thought, if I had such a rich boyfriend, would I still be ridiculed by that girl? What is a skirt worth more than two thousand dollars? The necklace of more than 20,000 yuan is worn around my neck, and no one will laugh at me anymore. ”
"This thought has been lingering in my heart, and I can't get rid of it." The girl shook her head, "I know that this idea is very bad, very bad, how can I be so vain?" But it seems that there is another voice in my heart saying that everyone has the right to pursue a better life, and it is not a shame to have this thought! My family is not rich, my parents can't raise me like a princess, I have to wash away my shame, I can only find a rich boyfriend! ”
"When you think like this, have you ever thought about Zhen Yang?" Chu Qiao couldn't help but ask, "Or, do you think Zhen Yang can't compare to a 20,000-yuan platinum diamond necklace?" ”
The girl's head hung even lower, which could be described as ashamed, "I thought about it...... However, Zhen Yang is just an ordinary intellectual family, not wealthy, if I really be his girlfriend, I'm afraid ...... It will make it difficult for him. ”
Chu Qiao shook his head again, in the end, he was still selfish!
"And then?"
"Later, I took the opportunity to meet Junqi, he didn't like me unexpectedly, and soon abandoned his former girlfriend to pursue me."
"Haven't you thought that since Zhang Junqi can give up his ex-girlfriend to chase you, one day he may also give up on you and throw himself into the arms of others, how can such a man with such a heart be entrusted for life?" Chu Qiao couldn't help but ask.
The girl smiled wryly and shook her head, "At that time, I was already dizzy, thinking that his oath to me came from his heart. I was also too confident that I thought that with my beautiful appearance, Zhang Junqi would not leave me. I'm so much prettier than his ex-girlfriend. ”
"Then, you are calmly with Zhang Junqi?" Chu Qiao said.
The girl shook her head, "No...... I also had no way to face Zhen Yang, let alone face the eyes of my sisters, so I simply asked Zhang Junqi to rent a house outside and move out with him. ”
"Okay......" Chu Qiao was a little speechless, and his good impression of Qiu Yue, a girl, was also disappearing little by little. In the final analysis, her current ending is her own choice, if it weren't for her parents' sake, she really didn't want to care about this matter anymore.
"I didn't know that Zhen Yang loved me so much, and later I heard them say that Zhen Yang hadn't eaten in the bedroom for three days, and I was so sad. At that time, I really wanted to go back to him, but I was already with Zhang Junqi, and I didn't have the face to ask for his forgiveness......" The girl covered her face and cried, "It's all my fault...... My fault...... Why was I so vain in the first place? hurt yourself, hurt Zhen Yang......"
"Did you buy Zhang Junqi a high-value life accident insurance?" Chu Qiao was about to ask this last question, she was suddenly a little worthless for Zhen Yang, Qiu Yue was not as beautiful as he imagined, selfish and vain, how could such a girl be worthy of his love?
The girl was stunned, looked at Chu Qiao, and shook her head blankly, "What did you say?" Insurance? I don't know......"
"You didn't give Zhang Junqi a huge amount of insurance?" Chu Qiao frowned and looked at the girl.
A girl in such a state will definitely not lie, what's going on?
"He's ...... Bought me an insurance policy. The girl recalled carefully, "That day, an insurance salesman came to our rented community to sell a new type of insurance, I was not very interested, but Zhang Junqi went up with great interest to ask questions, I went back to the house first, not long after, Zhang Junqi came back with the insurance salesman, signed an insurance policy, said that it was for the two of us to buy an insurance, I don't understand, he asked me to sign, I signed a word, and I didn't look carefully, what you said, will it be that?" ”
"Is it the insurance that Zhang Junqi bought?" Chu Qiao was a little puzzled this time, "What else do you know?" ”
The girl shook her head and said in a pleading tone, "You let me go, I want to go to Zhen Yang, I want to follow him and never leave him again, I was wrong before, the person I love is Zhen Yang, and I will never leave him again in this life!" ”
"He doesn't have any money."
"I don't care, what if you have money? I now know that being rich doesn't necessarily mean being happy! The girl's expression was a little desolate, "I left Zhenyang, I felt guilty every day, afraid that others would say behind my back that I loved vanity, and I didn't dare to wear beautiful clothes, I was afraid that people would look at me with disdain......
"Right...... Being rich is not necessarily happy. Chu Qiao nodded, "There is a big gap between the life with Zhang Junqi and the life of the prince and princess you imagined, right?" ”
The girl bowed her head, "Yes...... I thought I could forget Zhen Yang, I thought I had no conscience anymore......"
"Okay, Qiuyue, if Zhen Yang is still willing to accept you, will you give up those vain ideas at the beginning?" Chu Qiao didn't want to see her repent there, but she was not Zhen Yang, and she couldn't make a choice for Zhen Yang. If Zhen Yang is willing to accept Qiuyue, then it will be a good thing to fulfill them.
The girl immediately nodded non-stop, "I do!" I do! ”
Chu Qiao nodded, his hands were sealed, the girl immediately couldn't move, and the figure slowly disappeared.
After doing this, Chu Qiao stood up, walked outside, and dialed Li Xiao's mobile phone, "Senior Brother Li, can you find me Qiuyue's insurance policy, I'll take a look, by the way, check again, whether Zhang Junqi has bought other insurance." ”
Closing the phone, Chu Qiao squinted his eyes and glanced at the sun in the sky, sometimes, even if he stood in the sun, he might not feel warm. The same is true of the human heart, even if it is exposed to the sun, there is darkness that cannot be illuminated.
Is Autumn Moon a bad girl?
It can't be counted.
What criteria are used to judge a person as good or bad?
She just chose a different path.
However, on this path, she not only hurt herself, but also hurt others.
What about Zhang Junqi?
What role does he play in it?
Judging from Chu Qiao's understanding of him now, this product is a typical playboy, a rich second generation who has money and squanders his life, and finally squandered his life, such a person seems to be damned, but ...... Chu Qiao thought of the insurance policy signed by Qiuyue, and always felt that something was wrong, which made her interested in Zhang Junqi, a rich second generation.
"By the way, Senior Brother Li, help me investigate Zhang Junqi's family background again, the more detailed the better." Chu Qiao dialed the phone again, and Li Xiao on the other end complained vigorously, wanting Chu Qiao to pay his salary.
Meng Pingping saw Chu Qiao walking out of the coffee shop, so she trotted over, it turned out that she hadn't walked away, but she didn't dare to approach, until now, she looked behind Chu Qiao and whispered, "That...... You don't have a ghost behind you, do you? ”
Chu Qiao couldn't cry or laugh, "Even if there is, you can't see it, what are you afraid of?" ”
Meng Pingping immediately jumped up and said, "Don't scare me!" It's even more scary if you can't see it, okay! ”
"I said, don't you usually like to watch ghost movies? Why is it cowardly now? Chu Qiao quipped.
Meng Pingping's head shook like a rattle, "Don't mention it, don't mention it!" I've quit ghost movies now! When I used to watch ghost movies, I felt that there were no ghosts in the world, they were all fake, so what was there to be afraid of? Now I know ......" she lowered her voice again, "I know there is a ghost in this world, maybe that ghost is around us, watching us ......"
"Come on!" Chu Qiao interrupted her with a smile, "Ghosts are not so boring to stare at irrelevant people, as the saying goes, don't do bad things, don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door." What are you afraid of? ”
"I'm still afraid ......," Meng Pingping shuddered, "Who were you talking to just now?" Do you know that you're talking to a cloud of air, it's scary! ”
"Huh...... Let's go to the hospital first, and the autumn moon will be better tomorrow. Chu Qiao said with a smile and took Meng Pingping to the hospital.
This time, when Chu Qiao came out of the ward, Qiu Yue seemed to be a little sober, and she actually recognized several sisters who came to visit her, as well as the big boy Zhen Yang.
However, she still didn't recognize her parents, which made Chu Qiao have some doubts in her heart, so she simply called Qiu Yue's parents aside and chatted with them casually.