Chapter 415: Suddenly Looking Back (I)
The moonlight is bright, and the water clouds are light.
With the colorful fireworks, there is a lot of hustle and bustle in the campus, but only in front of the Stargazing Club building, time seems to be much quieter and softer.
After stopping and looking at each other for a long time, Chen Mingyuan silently took a step forward, staring at the beautiful face up close, and his pupils were dilated for a moment.
Yin Xiayuan!
After three years, Yin Xiayuan's appearance is still beautiful, his eyebrows are picturesque, his face is like a bright moon, especially the starry eyes, which are extremely bright, everything seems to be like the old days, but the impression that is a little different from the memory is that the original gentle temperament has faintly disappeared a little, the combination of women's pencil pants and white shirts, and a few strands of long black hair falling on the shoulders, glowing a little capable and dignified.
When he saw this woman who had been entangled with him thoroughly, Chen Mingyuan suddenly had mixed feelings in his heart, and opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.
And Yin Xiayuan was also in shock, her face was full of disbelief, maybe she didn't expect that she would be here, and she would meet again on such an unexpected occasion, and soon, those charming eyes gradually moistened.
The woman in front of her, she still has feelings for herself and herself.
"You...... Long time no see. After the last, Chen Mingyuan could only say this phrase that appeared most frequently after the first love **** met.
Yin Xiayuan came back to her senses at this time, the look in her eyes bloomed, locked on Chen Mingyuan tightly, and then suddenly walked over, as if she raised her arms and wanted to hug each other, but she only completed half of this action before she froze.
Chen Mingyuan saw all these details, she had indeed changed and matured, although after the initial surprise, she still immediately regained a little bit of her senses, and did not express her emotions impulsively like an ordinary young girl.
Seeing that her raised hand was about to touch her face, her fingertips were only a few centimeters apart, but she shrank back as if she had scruples...... This kind of thing is very familiar, I once remembered all kinds of past and present lives, this girl with a weak appearance and a resolute heart, it was this kind of thing flashing in her eyes that moved herself.
Seeing her hesitate, she wanted to hug, but she didn't dare to ...... Chen Mingyuan's heart softened, and he took the initiative to open his arms and hug her.
At that moment, Chen Mingyuan clearly heard her soft "um", this voice was like crying, and with infinite resentment. It came out of her nose and fell into her own ears, which made people can't help but feel ripples in their hearts.
The soft body in his arms was still so plump and attractive, perhaps because of Chen Mingyuan's initiative, Yin Xiayuan finally dispelled the worries in his heart, let go of all his arms, and hugged each other tightly.
Her arms were getting tighter and tighter, and the hug was unexpectedly long!
After a long time, Yin Xiayuan in her arms suddenly raised her head, with infinite affection on her face, she just looked at it without saying a word, her cold star-like eyes were full of indescribable emotions......
At this moment, facing the woman in his arms, Chen Mingyuan suddenly had an urge to kiss her, but unfortunately, when he came back to his senses, he quickly calmed down.
Yin Xiayuan is so deaf and clear, all these changes are within her observation, seeing the flame in Chen Mingyuan's eyes extinguished, her body was shocked, and a reluctant smile appeared on her face.
Chen Mingyuan also let go of her, and then each took half a step back, deliberately making a very relaxed appearance, and said with a smile: "Are you okay?" ”
Listening to this pale greeting, Yin Xiayuan nodded, restrained his emotions, and said in a low voice: "It's been a long time." She looked at me, as if in a trance and confused, and whispered, "You still haven't changed much." ”
"Huh?"
"Your heart is still so hard." Yin Xiayuan's voice seemed to be complaining softly.
Chen Mingyuan couldn't let himself be indifferent, so he had to smile in return.
After a short period of shock, Yin Xiayuan took a deep breath, although there was still a hint of throbbing, a smile appeared on his face, pointed to the direction of the tree-lined path, and said, "It's a little noisy here, go and walk there." ”
Chen Mingyuan nodded, and walked into the quiet tree-lined path with her, the hustle and bustle around him was much weaker for the time being, and he walked a few steps and took the initiative to ask, "When did you come back?" ”
"It's been a few days since I came back." Yin Xiayuan stroked the bangs on his side and said, "I came back with my cousin, he and Guantai ...... Governor Guan went to Ruining, so I stayed in Qiantang and stayed with my parents for a few days. ”
Chen Mingyuan smiled dumbly, no wonder Zheng Mingrui, this kid, asked about his feelings just now, and it turned out that he was testing his reaction.
Suddenly, remembering what he just said, I think Zheng Mingrui also conveyed it to Yin Xiayuan.
Sure enough, Yin Xiayuan lowered his head, looked directly at the black shadow on the ground, and said quietly: "I also wanted to contact you, but ...... I heard that you have important business to do this time, so I am embarrassed to disturb you. Knowing that the other party didn't see what he meant, Yin Xiayuan still chose a far-fetched argument that made everyone's face passable, and at the end, he explained in a stealing voice: "Don't think about it, I didn't expect you to come here, it's just that I was idle at night, and I happened to pass by here, and I saw that some students were having a graduation party, so I came in to take a stroll." ”
Looking at her squirming and uneasy expression, Chen Mingyuan was quite unpleasant, he knew that Yin Xiayuan should have met him with great expectations, but in the end he got a ruthless answer from Zheng Mingrui's mouth, and when he was sad and lost, he chose to go back to the school's stargazing club and look back on that past time.
"You don't need that." Chen Mingyuan sighed lightly, and pretended to be relaxed: "After so long, I have already let go of some things, if you really want to see me, just a phone call, there is nothing to worry about." ”
Yin Xiayuan not only did not relax, but a mist appeared in his eyes, and he said dreamily: "Put it down...... Does that include the two of us? She turned her head to look at this man who occupied an extremely important role in the memory of her youth, and even directly influenced the man of her life, a man who could never be erased from her heart, but when she met again today, she was a little unable to overlap the man in front of her who looked a little vicissitudes and the vigorous boy in her memory.
Today, he is more stable and confident than when he was young and immature, and his facial contours are becoming clearer and more obvious, as if he has been hard worked and tempered.
What has he been through in the past three years......
Chen Mingyuan didn't answer directly, because he really didn't know how to say it, and use words to justify or cover it up? That's just paler.
In his heart, he was already very clear, but he really couldn't bear to hit her in front of her again...... After all, the person in front of him is Yin Xiayuan!
It's Yin Xiayuan who once made his heart flutter and had an entanglement with himself!
Sensing the oppressive atmosphere, he had to divert the topic and said, "Let's not talk about this for now, huh...... How have these three years been in the United States? ”
Knowing that he avoided answering, Yin Xiayuan still lifted his spirits a little, and said with a smile: "It's okay, grandpa and cousin treat me very well, and they often give me guidance at work, although I went through a difficult period at the beginning, of course, I also suffered some losses and paid some tuition, but now I am slowly getting better......
She tried her best to pretend to be relaxed, her voice fluctuated a little, but she quickly controlled her emotions, probably because she knew that it was impossible for her to make up for the relationship between the two by winning Chen Mingyuan's sympathy.
Chen Mingyuan looked at her who was as gentle as water in the past, and sighed softly, she was the same as herself, she was suddenly put into the oven for barbecue, the difference is that she has long been exposed to it, but she was thrown into the treacherous and turbulent business sea without any psychological preparation, an ordinary girl, drifting across the ocean to a strange country, was suddenly pushed to such a high platform, how many bitterness and bitterness should she have tasted in the middle.
"Tell me about you." Yin Xiayuan smiled softly and said, "I heard them say that you are doing a good job in the local area." ”
"Reluctantly, at least the hat of a corrupt official has nothing to do with me." Chen Mingyuan joked wittily and said, "Do you know what happened to me in Wenhai?" ”
"Well, basically, about you, as long as Zhang Yitian and they know about it, I will ask her. And Sister Qingxue, didn't she still live in Ruining for a while? After she comes back, she will tell Zhang Yitian about your situation, and then, Zhang Yitian will also tell me...... I'll take it to heart very seriously. She said it softly, and her tone was very serious.
"I don't deserve your ......" Chen Mingyuan sighed in his heart, but endured the calmness of his face: "I'm here to do business, maybe I'll leave tomorrow, and I won't have a chance to send you at that time." ”
"Don't you want to see me so much?" Yin Xiayuan raised his face, looked at him fixedly, and said with a somewhat self-deprecating wry smile: "Perhaps, you should hope that you didn't meet me today." ”
Yin Xiayuan pursed his lips tightly, for fear that he would cry uncontrollably, maintained a smile, and said word by word: "I know that you still hate me for leaving, but I really don't want to, you are the only person who gave me a glimmer of hope, you are the only man who gave me a sense of security, I once made so much determination, I even decided, even if I was looked at by everyone with colored eyes, even if I wronged myself, I want to stay by your side...... But a lot of things can't help me, I don't deny that I have the determination to do something, but I do all this, I just don't want the distance between the two of us to get farther and farther, do you know the way? ”
Finally, she still couldn't hold back, and crystal tears slid down her cheeks silently.