Before Ah Sheng came to the hospital, Lu Zichu talked to Han Shuhui on the phone: "Ah Sheng is coming, if you don't like it, but please don't embarrass her." ”

Han Shuhui stood in front of the window, and her son used the word "please", why didn't the gap gradually grow?

Looking at her husband who was sick in bed, Han Shuhui only felt that life was impermanent, and at her age, it was inevitable that she would have too much stubbornness and unshakability, but when she woke up from a dream, even she was at a loss.

When people go to the empty building, the song will be dispersed, whether those so-called stubbornness still have meaning.

Seven years is not enough for Lu Zichu to forget Gu Sheng, and will she and Lu Changping have another seven years waiting for a miracle?

Hanging up the phone, Lu Changping asked her with difficulty: "Zichu called?" ”

"Hmm."

Han Shuhui didn't tell him that Gu Sheng was coming, and Lu Changping was already able to speak simply, but it sounded mostly vague, and he felt tired, so he simply didn't say it. Easy to get tired and drowsy, Han Shuhui fed him a liquid diet in the morning, and then fell asleep again.

When Ah Sheng went, Lu Changping had already slept, and Han Shuhui had not slept all night last night, and was sitting on the sofa napping at the moment.

Ah Sheng's pace was light, and he put the bouquet in the vase, which still alarmed Han Shuhui.

Turning her eyes, her eyes collided, Han Shuhui pursed her lips unconsciously, and the dislike in her eyes was lost in the struggle.

Han Shuhui didn't speak, Ah Sheng also chose to be silent, the most important thing was that he was afraid of waking up Lu Changping, so he finally restrained his eyes, and nodded at Han Shuhui, which was regarded as a greeting.

When Han Shuhui got up, she tidied up her clothes and walked towards the study on the side, Ah Sheng bit her lip and followed.

It's not so much a ward as a family suite, with a separate kitchen, a restoration room, and good soundproofing.

Han Shuhui poured a cup of tea and handed it to Ah Sheng, Ah Sheng quickly stood up and took it, Han Shuhui glanced at her, and then walked to sit down opposite her.

This woman is polite and polite, Han Shuhui has known about it a long time ago, but every time she comes into contact, she will inevitably be touched.

"It's unfortunate that Changping slept this time, I'm afraid I won't wake up until noon."

Han Shuhui said this with another meaning, Gu Sheng had better be able to leave the hospital before Lu Changping woke up. Ah Sheng is not stupid, how can he not hear it?

Putting down the cup, Ah Sheng thought for a moment before raising his eyes to look at Han Shuhui: "Auntie, I know that I am telling you this at this moment, the time period is very inappropriate, but there are some things I still want to tell you." ”

Han Shuhui rested on the sofa with one arm, supporting her forehead, her expression indifferent, but no one would doubt whether she was listening.

Ah Sheng said lightly: "You are right, no mother can tolerate her son being with a woman like me, how bad I am after seven years, I understand." In their shoes, if I were you, I would make the same decision as you. I can't bring warmth to Zichu anymore, so it seems that I can only give up on him. ”

Han Shuhui was stunned for a moment, and raised her eyebrows to look at her: "So you mean, you plan to give up Zichu?" ”

Ah Sheng turned the water glass, and the hot air swirled in her eyes.

After a long time, she spoke, as if she was telling Han Shuhui and herself: "I tried to give up on him, love has long been a luxury for me, and I no longer have the ability to support its weight." I lived in Hangzhou for more than half a year, whenever I dreamed back at midnight, I would always tell myself that I was fortunate to leave, and if I continued to entangle with him, I might even be exhausted of my past feelings, but I met him again, and I suddenly found that I really liked him, liked him until I was crazy for several years, and I could remember everything about him, and he made me still believe that I was loved when I was most desperate. ”

Han Shuhui rubbed the corners of her forehead and asked Ah Sheng rhetorically: "Some people are strangers when they walk, the most unreliable thing in this world is time, how can you guarantee that time will not blur Zichu's face, and at that time, you don't even know what he looks like, how can you love him?" ”

Ah Sheng said: "The most ruthless thing in this world is time, but many times it is also time that people can't let go. I didn't like to eat carrots before, and he always said that I was a picky eater, but every time I went out to eat, he would pick carrots out of my bowl. Later, when I was in Seattle, my family took me downstairs for dinner during the Spring Festival, and I picked up the carrot in their surprised eyes, and I didn't know what was wrong, and I suddenly cried very sadly. Auntie, time may blur his face, but I will never fall in love with anyone else as much as I love him. ”

Ah Sheng didn't want Han Shuhui to see the tears in the corners of her eyes, she hung her head, there was a faint hoarseness in her voice, she said: "Look, he loves me, I love him, but it's so difficult to be together." ”

When these words came out, there was a long silence, and no one spoke again.

Han Shuhui only felt at a loss in her heart, sour, helpless, and at the end of the year, there were only five mixed tastes left, and what was left was complicated.

Later, Han Shuhui turned on the TV, as if to relieve this suffocation, but in fact, she just suddenly remembered that her son seemed to be holding a press conference today.

Ah Sheng didn't expect that the TV protagonist would be Lu Zichu.

In the conference hall of Lu's headquarters, at least hundreds of cameras were densely arranged, and when Han Shuhui turned on the TV, her eyes were stung by a burst of dazzling light, which was a flash, "crackling" to take pictures, so shaking that people couldn't open their eyes.

The camera stopped at the podium, the man who was still having breakfast with Ah Sheng in the morning was standing there as quietly as water at the moment, and Ah Sheng was watching Lu Zichu through the TV.

Such a Lu Zichu is unfamiliar to her, her sharp eyes are like a mountain spring and a cold stream, which looks particularly quiet and cold under the light, and her appearance is amazing in her memory