Shuyan coaxed the child softly, and glanced at Shu E. Shu E turned around and nodded to Lilac and Ju Dou, motioning for them to go out and wait first.

Shuyan gently touched her lips on the child's forehead, while patting the child's quilt with her hand, with a look of love and pity on her face.

Shu E stood quietly to the side, watching Shuyan turn around and untie her clothes to feed the child. At first, the crane was still crying, and the milk in his mouth was choked, and the cry immediately turned into a whimper, and the whimper turned into a very light and soft sound, and finally closed his eyes and fell asleep, but the small mouth still retained the sucking posture.

Shuyan gently pulled the placket of her clothes, gently put Minghe aside, and gently uncovered the quilt on her body, but her eyes were still on Minghe's face, refusing to let go for a moment.

When Shu'e was about to persuade Shuyan not to catch a cold, she saw that Shuyan's feet had fallen to the ground, and she had already landed on her knees and knelt down next to the edge of the bed without even putting on her shoes. The arm holding on to the edge of the bed just couldn't stop shaking.

Shu E was shocked, and hurriedly stepped forward and reached out to help Shuyan, but saw that Shuyan's beautiful eyes had turned red.

Shu E stretched out her hand and put it under Shuyan's elbow, but found that Shuyan's body was soft and weak, and she couldn't use her strength at all. However, Shuyan was still stubborn, reaching out to grab the edge of the bed, refusing to get up.

There was no pleading, no tears of pleading, but Shuyan's eyes still conveyed a thousand words to Shu'e.

Shu E nodded, again, without saying a word.

Shuyan no longer had the strength to resist, and her hand holding the edge of the bed softened. Shu E almost half-supported and half-hugged before placing Shuyan on the bed, although she was in a hurry, she didn't use much strength. Because of the weight of Shuyan, it is extremely inconsistent with her slightly plump appearance.

Shu E covered the quilt for Shuyan, and for a long time, the two of them just thought about their own thoughts and were silent.

"Help me take care of Naruzuru." Shuyan turned her head sideways, and a pair of eyes just looked at Minghe.

"You're asking me to take care of Narutsuru for you?" Shu E sat on the edge of the bed and looked down at the patterns on the quilt.

As if they had a heart, they were silent with each other, without exchanging glances, but the words of the two people were spoken almost at the same time.

The two looked at each other in amazement at the same time, and after a moment of surprise, the two smiled at each other.

Shuyan's eyebrows stretched slightly, and she whispered, "Do you know the truth?" "It's like asking, it's like answering.

"Licking the calf is deep," Shu'e said with Shuyan's left hand, "You obviously don't have any strength, but you still have to kneel down slowly with your hands." Are you afraid of waking up the crane? ”

Shuyan stared at Shu E, and said softly: "Liao Biqi is really lucky, and when I was about to go against the holy decree because of my affairs, my family was in trouble, but I was able to meet you." ”

Shu E smiled faintly, "It's just that Shu E happens to have a scar on her face, and her face happens to be three points like you, a girl." ”

"It doesn't matter if you have a scar or not, like me or not. Even if you have nothing, you won't suffer if you enter the palace. Shuyan still looked at Shu E without a moment, "You are very smart and wise." ”

Shu E smiled slightly.

"Did you say yes?" Shuyan asked again.

"I ......" Shu E hesitated slightly, and before the words came out, Shuyan's expression had changed greatly, and she held Shu E's hand tightly with her backhand, and said hurriedly: "You ...... Didn't you say yes? ”

"With you to take care of you, isn't it a hundred times stronger than me?" Shu E asked rhetorically.

Shuyan's tears burst out of her eyes, and she said stupidly: "I take care of it, I ...... I want to take care of him for the rest of my life. As he spoke, he looked at Shu E with wide eyes, and said very hard: "One day with me, I will do my best." If I die, please raise him for me, and let him not suffer any grievances. ”

Shu E's eyebrows jumped suddenly, and she wanted to say something, but her lips opened slightly, but they slowly closed again.

"You know how to heal, you know how to read - I don't ask about any of this, including your background and your origins. Shu'e, no matter what you came to Cao Mansion for, whether it is to repay your kindness or revenge, just to be a maid or have ulterior motives, I don't care. Shuyan said, "You have a good heart, and that's enough." I entrust you to take care of Minghe, do you agree, willing? Shuyan said eagerly, and she couldn't help coughing when she took a breath. Just afraid of waking up Minghe, he buried his head in the quilt, his body trembled slightly, and only a soft whimper remained in his throat.

Looking at Shuyan's face that was flushed from holding back coughs and the tears overflowing from her eyes, Shu'e was sad for a while, moved for a while, and nodded lightly.

Shuyan was happy in her heart, sighed softly, but couldn't help but want to cough, stretched out her hand to press her mouth, and forced herself to hold back, but tears had already flowed down the corners of her eyes.

Shu E reached out and pressed the depression in the middle of the two collarbones under Shuyan's throat and pinched it hard.

Shuyan closed her eyes, took a deep breath, slowly let go of her hand, and looked at Shu'e in surprise and joy. After a moment, Shuyan calmed down and said softly: "You are still young, and you are unmarried and have children, I know that it is difficult for you." It's just that the palace maids and concubines in the palace also have precedents for adopting children, although the palace women only adopt girls, but I believe you always have a way to ......"

"How did your body become like this?" Shu E said with concern.

Shuyan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "I drank the fetal pill myself, and I drank it willingly." Now that the retribution has come, I will not complain ...... anyone."

"Fetal pills?" Shu E asked, "Is it the bowl you drank when I found it that day?" ”

Shu E's face was very solemn: "That's not a fetal pill, I told you, it's adding two other drugs to your fetal pill, it's a poison that will kill your mother and child." But—" Shu Eqi said, "When I found out, you didn't drink it for a long time, and let Zihao Sumo and the others boil the antidote for you, and told you to drink it......"

Shuyan's tears fell, and she simply closed her eyes, and tears flowed all over her dull jade face.

"You...... You...... Have you taken it again? Shu E couldn't help but ask in a trembling voice. She didn't want to believe it, she didn't want to imagine it, but the scene in front of her told her that this was the case.

"It's just that I'm confused," Shuyan closed her eyes and shook her head: "I don't dare to drink the fetal pill brought by Liao Biqi, even if I know that before you enter the palace smoothly, she doesn't dare to harm my life, I still don't dare to drink it." But I ......" Shuyan opened her mouth and laughed silently, and the tears flowed down her cheeks and into the corners of her mouth.

"I found the medicine myself, but someone poisoned it." Shuyan continued: "I don't want to die, but I want Minghe to die. You saved my life, but I did even more to harm Naruzuru's life. ”

Shuyan shook her head in pain, slowly opened her eyes, and looked at Shu E distractedly: "Minghe was sent by God to punish me. He wants my heart and my life. I gave it all to him, and gave it all to him, and from the moment I saw him, it was all his. Wrong, I said wrong, like me, what else can I give him? I don't even ...... I have nothing. But Shu'e ......" Shuyan's voice was painfully like a wounded beast: "I want to be with him all the time." ”