Chapter 120: Remembering Zhan's Mother
"Bah, forget about the little one." Xu Rongrong smiled in surprise.
Everyone burst into laughter, and Xu Rongrong picked up two oranges and handed them to Dongdong and Xixi.
The two little guys were not polite, they took it and stuffed it into their mouths, biting the flesh hard with their small teeth, they were already three years old, and they could eat some fruit, so Xu Rongrong also turned around with confidence, and Sister-in-law Li looked at it, very relieved.
After everyone finished eating, they ate some fruits, which made Sister-in-law Li clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
Liang Shuxia originally wanted to help, but Sister-in-law Li knew that it was time for her to rest, so she repeatedly urged her to rest and did not allow her to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
Seeing that Sister-in-law Li was thinking about herself, Liang Shuxian had no choice but to give up.
Because it took some time to wait for Zhan Yilin and his wife before, and there are more people to eat today than usual, so it is already ten o'clock now.
Normally, at this time, the two of them slept as a couple, although it was not appropriate to sleep immediately after eating today, but for tomorrow's outing, the war commander Liang Shuxian and his wife still chose to sleep five minutes later.
At this moment, Dongdong and Xixi, who were well fed, had fallen asleep, and Sister-in-law Li took them to her small room, where she lived to take care of the two little ones.
Zhan Yilin was very satisfied with her food, so her feelings were high, and she kept discussing with Chen Haoran what to bring.
Tianning and Bai Yi took a short walk and went to sleep.
For a while, there were only two Zhan Yiyang and his wife left.
"Go to bed early." Xu Rongrong took Zhan Yiyang's hand, and the two of them smiled tacitly and returned to the room.
Lying on the bed boringly flipping through the magazines on the side of the bed, Xu Rongrong was still surprised that Zhan Yiyang proposed this trip, in the bathroom, Zhan Yiyang was taking a bath, Xu Rongrong hesitated a few times, but decided to ask him later.
After about a few minutes, Zhan Yiyang simply took a shower and came out.
"Still not taking a shower?" After taking a bath, Zhan Yiyang didn't wear clothes, but only wrapped a bath towel around his waist, and the curvy muscles on his strong chest were all exposed to Xu Rongrong's eyes.
Although they have been married for more than ten years, Xu Rongrong still coughed unnaturally, and then looked away.
"Yiyang, as for why you suddenly proposed to travel, I still ...... I'd like to ask you. Xu Rongrong said very tactfully, she didn't want to give Zhan Yiyang a feeling that she didn't trust him.
Hearing this, Zhan Yiyang smiled faintly, he still knows Xu Rongrong's character very well, if he really didn't tell her at all, maybe she would always want to know the answer, before the dinner table, he just hoped that Xu Rongrong could wait until he returned to the room to ask him.
Sure enough, there was no clothes that were out of Zhan Yiyang, and Xu Rongrong couldn't help but speak.
However, although there are some things that can't really be told to her, it seems that it is okay to reveal a little bit about what is wrong.
Thinking of this, he stroked his hair a little, sat on the bed, and then reached out to hug Xu Rongrong.
Xu Rongrong did not resist, and obediently approached his arms.
Silence ensued.
After a long time, Zhan Yiyang took a deep breath before he said slowly, "Twenty-five years ago, also this season, my father took my mother, as well as me and Yilin, to have a first, and only outing for our family. â
His tone was very light, and he didn't feel too much sadness, but Xu Rongrong could hear the sadness hidden behind each of his words.
Zhan Yiyang is already in his forties, many years of military career, plus three years of shopping mall career, so that his concentration and ability to cover up are very strong, if it weren't for Xu Rongrong who has been with him for more than ten years, he has already understood him in his bones, and he will definitely not notice the ups and downs hidden behind his seemingly calm words.
After all, a child who is only eighteen years old, lost his mother overnight, and was indirectly killed by his father, Xu Rongrong thought, that kind of pain must not be something that ordinary people can know.
And now, she actually hurt him and remembered this pain, she was at fault, she was a sinner.
Filled with distress in his heart, Xu Rongrong stretched out his hand and comfortingly hugged Zhan Yiyang's neck, "Yiyang, don't be afraid, don't be sad, it's all over, Mom, she definitely doesn't want you to be sad." â
Zhan Yiyang took a deep breath, as if he was calming the ups and downs in his heart.
He lowered his head and landed a gentle kiss on Xu Rongrong's forehead, and then said in a hoarse voice, "If Dad hadn't carried out that task willfully at that time, if Mom hadn't died, I don't know if this is still the case." â
If Zhan's mother hadn't died, and Zhan Yiyang's temperament hadn't changed drastically, then the Zhan family might still be a warm family.
Zhan Yiyang will marry a woman from a family, get married and have children, for the rest of his life.
That woman from a family would not force him to retire from the army, so he would not open a company, let alone become a president.
Thinking of this, Xu Rongrong hugged Zhan Yiyang tightly, as if he would leave her as soon as he let go.
Thinking that Zhan Yiyang's future is very likely to have no of his own existence, Xu Rongrong's heart is filled with a faint sense of trepidation.
Well, it doesn't matter if she's rebellious, or if she's a villain, now, Xu Rongrong suddenly rejoiced, fortunately, Zhan's mother died......
However, after this rejoicing appeared for a second, Xu Rongrong's heart was full of guilt, especially when she saw that Zhan Yiyang missed her mother very much, she felt that she was a bad person.
Villain......
Xu Rongrong closed his eyes and hugged Zhan Yiyang tightly.
It's useless to think about it, time has come to the present, and there will be no return, Zhan's mother will not die, and Zhan Yiyang will not leave her.
However, Xu Rongrong suddenly had an idea in her heart, she wanted to ask Zhan Yiyang, the question she was entangled with just now.
If Zhan's mother's immortality is exchanged for meeting Xu Rongrong, then Zhan Yiyang, do you still want things to go according to the current process.
But she opened her mouth, but closed it again.
She herself finds this kind of difficult question difficult, so why bother to embarrass Yiyang.
But, don't ask, she's not reconciled.
After thinking about it for a while, Xu Rongrong finally decided to tap on the side, she would not directly ask what would happen if Mother Zhan did not die, but chose to tap quietly from the side.
Thinking of this, Xu Rongrong raised his head and looked at Zhan Yiyang with a pair of innocent eyes, "Yiyang, if my mother is still alive now, can you still meet me?" â
Zhan Yiyang was stunned, as if he didn't expect Xu Rongrong to ask this question, but after a while, he understood Xu Rongrong's purpose.
Compared with Zhan Yiyang, Xu Rongrong is too weak.
The question she was entangled in, the question she wanted to ask the most in her heart, was exposed to Zhan Yiyang's eyes after just tapping on the bridge deck.
There was a faint hint of amusement in his heart,
Zhan Yiyang is not Xu Rongrong, he doesn't have so many little woman complexes, so he naturally won't be bound by such a simple question, but after thinking about it, he still decided not to answer the question too succinctly, lest Xu Rongrong think that he was not serious.
So, Zhan Yiyang frowned and pretended to think hard.
And Xu Rongrong just stared at him with wide eyes and looked at him without blinking.
His eyes opening or closing can cause Xu Rongrong's heart to tremble.
Well, she had to admit that she was afraid to hear the answer that Zhan Yiyang wanted Zhan's mother to live.
For a moment, Xu Rongrong regretted it, she shouldn't have asked Zhan Yiyang, even if it was a side tap, she didn't know how smart Zhan Yiyang was, why should she ask so stupidly.
What kind of side knocking, maybe in the bottom of Zhan Yiyang's heart, all his goals and questions have unfolded nakedly.
I have to say that Xu Rongrong knows Zhan Yiyang too well, and her understanding of Zhan Yiyang has surpassed her understanding of herself. And she is also very smart, she has a quick reaction ability, entangled with Zhan Mother and her, who Zhan Yiyang wants to choose, this question is just a problem that all women will fall into.
Just like a woman will always ask a man "Your mother and I fell into the river, who do you save first", although Xu Rongrong's question against Yiyang involves words such as if, past, and resurrection, it still can't be changed, and the essence of the question "Me and your mother fell into the river, who do you save first".
So at this moment, Xu Rongrong regretted asking, she especially wanted to retract her clever side attack just now, Nai Zhiguang would not regress, so she could only bluish her bowels, and watched Zhan Yiyang frown and gradually stretch out.
"Don't answer." Before Zhan Yiyang opened his mouth, Xu Rongrong covered his mouth in advance, "That question just now is simply a brain-dead question, and it is not worth answering." â
Zhan Yiyang smiled, he gently pulled Xu Rongrong's hand away, and then kissed the back of her hand.
"Whether it's worth answering, do you have to read my answer before you judge." He looked at her gently, his expression did not show any dissatisfaction or anger, and the play that Xu Rongrong was carrying gradually put down.
Zhan Yiyang loves his mother very much, and because she has passed away, in Zhan Yiyang's mind, she has basically become an unsurpassed being.
Although Xu Rongrong knew that Zhan Yiyang loved him very much, it was not ruled out that she could not compare to his mother.
Although it was nothing, she would mind, she would be scared, and she would be sad.
What woman doesn't want to be the first in her husband's heart?
But now that Zhan Yiyang had already thought of the answer, Xu Rongrong still had the courage, staring at Zhan Yiyang's thin lips with a pair of innocent eyes, watching him spit out the answer word by word.
"Rongrong, there are no ifs in this world. Some things can't be avoided, like my mother's death, like when I met you. â
Zhan Yiyang smiled faintly, he lowered his head and landed a soft kiss on Xu Rongrong's eyes, "It's late, you still have to buy ingredients tomorrow, go to sleep." â
"Yes." Xu Rongrong nodded obediently, with a smile and relief on the corner of his mouth.
She was the one who drilled the horns before, and there is no if in this world. So there are no choices for zĂ i, she is stupid.
By Zhan Yiyang's words, Xu Rongrong's heart knot was released, she closed her eyes, and slowly fell asleep. R9