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After Zhang Qiyang found that the two hundred taels of silver hidden in the cellar were empty, he instantly squatted on the ground, looking up to the sky and roaring, as if there was an iron drill in his heart, poking his heart.
Staggered up from the cellar, and saw Zhang Qimu, who was radiant and energetic in the past, timidly hiding behind the door, and ran away like a fly.
Zhang Qiyang suddenly looked at the winter sky, his body was cold, he had been walking on the road of life over the years, decadent, hard, and wanted to get something for nothing, but all of them hit his head and bleed, and he was desolate into a river.
It's winter, it's been a hard year, my brother has changed, and the last bit of silver to buy carbon has become a luxury, this winter hasn't started yet, and it's cold and there's nothing left.
Zhang Qiyang's heart was full of despair, powerless, no one to rely on, they were nothing, the more they came into contact, the more they knew their father's luck at that time, married the daughter of Zhao Guogong, struggled in the court of Emperor Taoguang and raised him, and rose smoothly all the way to the left minister.
is obviously dark in his heart, but there is also a wife who is willing to take a concubine and adopt a son for him.
Zhang Qiyang suddenly laughed, and Da Lu laughed silently!
They deserve to be kicked out! If they don't get kicked out, who else can be kicked out! Their conscience is eaten by dogs, harming a family that never overdoes anything to them, trying to occupy other people's household affairs and enjoy all the wealth that does not belong to them!
He said to protect his sister, but he pulled his sister out of the only warm home and exchanged it for five thousand taels of silver! He pays attention to his brother and provokes this family, but he has never added a penny of silver to the new mother; learned the righteousness of mother and son, but did not support her mother, thinking that she was old and ashamed.
He dared to say that his hard work to support his younger brother was not a desperate gamble, he was only resenting his younger brother for his hard work, dignity and disregard, and spending all his time drinking with the money he earned by abandoning the arrogance of the literati.
He never thought about the battlefield like death, what if the little brother couldn't come back!
Zhang Qiyang smiled, laughing at himself for being a scholar in vain, laughing at himself for being a black water, and wanting to suffer all the wealth in the world! What a thing is he! It's just a rebel son out of the house! But I want to be a son-in-law, laugh at my brother, and be a master!
That's what people like him deserve! Everyone tramples! Can't turn over again!
Can...... What can he do about the unwillingness, humility, and pain of a scum like him, hehe! It's ridiculous, did the former high-level knowledge allow him to retain the last bit of humanity!
For what to have, it is more painful and humble! Let him see how disgusting he is! How filthy! Playing tricks on his mother-in-law, and trying to teach his sister-in-law badly, they are not typical white-eyed wolves from high-ranking families!
Ji Shi was so cold that he went out to see if his eldest son had bought the carbon fire, and when he saw the eldest son standing in the cold wind in a daze, he suddenly felt a chill: "Where are you standing and what are you doing!" Don't go buy carbon yet! You want to freeze your mother! β
After speaking, he walked to the house angrily, put his frozen red hand in his sleeve as he walked, and scolded and said, "Read, read!" People are stupid! What's the use! I knew that Lu Dao had two more daughters at the beginning, one of five thousand taels, which was better than the cub who only knew that Lu Dao was a loser! β
Zhang Qiyang didn't say anything when he heard this, he went out of the house in a daze, the people around him pointed and pointed, he didn't see it, time catalyzed his brother's past, the woman's departure, and pushed those romantic affairs to the highest point, and the perch was not angry, as long as he had money in hand, he couldn't help but have fun.
Beat and scolded, every time he said that he had changed his past, he said sincerely, Zhang Qiyang could also see that the moment when Qimu cried was sincere!
It's just that after that, Qimu couldn't help it, it's not that he doesn't remember them, the little brother has a good heart, it's just ...... It's just that it hurts even more, full of hope every time, disappointed every time.
After leaving the Second Army, Qimu made money by selling coolies, and the hard-earned silver was ruined when it was wasted, and he was also heartbroken and sad! Crying and kneeling at his feet and asking, is his life over, is it impossible to change again!
Zhang Qiyang didn't know what to say, he just felt that the future was gray and no longer as colorful and bright as when he was a child, even if there was no bowl of rice on the table at that time, they didn't eat badly in their room on the small stove; At that time, although the low-level habitat was first-class, the minions respected the untalented habitat more, but it was not bad for them.
What the hell is he not satisfied with! Was it the luxury and ignorance of others that made him see an opportunity to take advantage of and fueled the ambition in his heart? Ha Lu Ha! He's despicable!
Zhang Qiyang walked for a long time, from the gray early morning to the cold and biting noon, shaking through the streets that made him remember vividly, some painful, some nostalgic, and some self-deprecating......
When a snow fell from the sky this winter, Zhang Qiyang suddenly looked up and found that he had walked for a long, long time, standing on the street full of his countless dreams, and saw the blue and red gate, majestic and serious.
Zhang Qiyang looked at the two stone sculptures at the door, his bitter cheeks smiled faintly, Qidian climbed to the highest point, raised his usual arrogant head, and laughed at them for not being able to climb up. At that time, he felt that his brother's smile was dazzling.
Now that I think about it, what did my brother know at that time, but it was just a child who won the younger brother who had never been able to compare with reading, proudly showing off his existence.
What blinded him, made his thoughts as muddy as ink, gradually dissatisfied with the status quo, no self-esteem, and ended up today, how difficult the world outside is, to be born in the door wall behind the green tiles, even if it is not a place of refuge.
Suddenly, a small door opened on the side of the main entrance not far away, and a low-key dark green carriage sped away with people.
Zhang Qiyang was calm for the first time when he saw this, there was no resentment, no envy, no dissatisfaction, the four corners of the carriage were decorated with sachets, and it was a dark color used by married women, and he came out of the side door, only followed by two or three servants, it was the third girl of the Xu family.
How could Miss Xu agree to marry him back then, no matter how good the son of the concubine is, it is not worth letting the Xu family gamble with his daughter-in-law, it turns out that the old man Xu knew that he was right after being deceived, just because he still wanted to get involved with his girl!
Hurt her to succumb to the oppression of the young lady who was inferior to her in the Zhou family, did she resent him! She should blame him!
Zhang Qiyang knelt down, the ground was white like light, and the light snow was falling, like rain but not rain, and the green bricks were immediately moistened when they fell to the ground, without any traces.
"Madam, Qiyang is not filial!" Zhang Qiyang knelt at the corner of the street in the cold wind: "I have a wolf heart and dog lungs, you provide me with food and clothing, but my father and I want to harm your children, so that they are ignorant and looked down upon, and I also instill in my brother every day the view that only hard fists can overcome everything, instigate him to fight and brawl, and bully the prince." β
Zhang Qiyang looked at the void and looked at his conscience: "You deserve to be driven out!" Then he laughed at himself: "I have failed your good intentions for not starving us, and you have lived a lot of tolerance for us to this day, Mrs. ...... "It's so tiring outside, if we sincerely repent, are you willing...... Willing to take in unfilial sons again......
Zhang Qidian stood behind Qi Yang, his eyes changed from shock and anger to calm and waveless, he stood behind Qi Yang, this younger brother who made him ashamed of himself, he couldn't imagine that the past......
No wonder Yue'er is always in a hurry, looking at him with hatred of iron and steel, laughing heartlessly when he was sent to his uncle's house, at that time he felt that Yue'er had no heart and no lungs, he was so happy that he was leaving, and now it seems that he is heartless.
He had never realized that his father and his sanctimonious brother had such a deep plan against them!
Zhang Qidian thought of that possibility, and there was a cold sweat behind him, if he didn't go to his uncle's house, if he had been growing up in Zhang's house, he still didn't understand Wenmo's discomfort and responsibility, and walked among Yanjing to enjoy the rights brought to him by his parents' family.
In fact, what right does he have, he relied on his mother when he was the emperor, and now he relies on his sister, if it weren't for them, what would he be! How to protect your mother and sister!
People are stupid and deserve to be exploited, but fortunately, everything is the same now, he can control his own life, there is a docile wife, a mother who worries about income every day, a nephew who is very weak, and a Yue'er who wants to play his brother's friendship, but always has no chance.
Zhang Qidian, like Zhang Qiyang, looked at his home not far away at the same time, and his heart slowly became quiet: "Get up." β
Zhang Qiyang was startled, turned around in a frightened moment, and suddenly fell to the ground after seeing the person who came: "It's not me...... Not me...... I didn't do anything......"
Zhang Qidian looked at him, shabby clothes, messy mind, and gray eyes, how could he be a little high-spirited, the appearance of the young master of the Zhang family, looking at him cowering and afraid of himself.
Zhang Qidian suddenly felt that the creation was making people, and even the heart of wanting to beat him was light, what sense of revenge did he have for beating Zhang Qiyang like this, and now he didn't deserve to dirty his fists at all, and his breath was contaminated: "You go." β
Zhang Qiyang was slightly stunned, and when he looked at him again, his timid eyes condensed a weak courage, he didn't take him to prison? After learning about something like that, will he let him go?
Zhang Qiyang looked at Zhang Qidian and saw that his eyes were as clear as when he was a child, standing in a brocade robe with his hands in his hands, standing in the cold wind and ice and snow still resolute and straight, full of a man's heroic and hard-hearted!
Zhang Qiyang suddenly understood, and then smiled bitterly, if he was Zhang Qidian, he would not have to do it, the enemy had already been abolished, and he would be promoted by this move, is this what the eldest brother wants to say!
Zhang Qiyang suddenly grabbed Zhang Qidian's trouser legs, hung his head, and spoke with a humble voice from the depths of dignity: "Brother...... Can I follow you? β
Zhang Qidian looked at him, and then felt ridiculous: "In your eyes, am I such a kind person!" It's already my mercy that I didn't kill you, and you still want to follow me, hehe, are you forgetting your humanity when you haven't been in front of people for a long time, or do you look down on your own humility and think I must pity you! β
When Zhang Qiyang heard this, he felt that if he was still a man, he should turn around and leave, and never set foot here again, but in addition to being a man, he was also a desperate person who bled on the head: "You...... It's my big brotherβ"
"You are not worthy to be my brother!" Zhang Qidian's heart is like a mirror!
Zhang Qiyang looked up at his former domineering but kind-hearted brother, and let go of his hand, humble as mud: "It's my whimsical ......"
After speaking, Zhang Qiyang stood up with difficulty, dragged his single clothes stained with muddy snow water, and stepped on the snow step by step to leave.
Zhang Qidian looked at his back, and didn't retract his gaze until he disappeared, and the calm in his eyes just now suddenly changed to terrifying: "Send someone to follow him, if he has any actions that are unfavorable to Miss and Madame, put people-"
"Yes!"
After Zhang Qidian finished speaking, he walked home, now he has changed, he can't take any risks, admitting his mistakes and kneeling may be his true emotional outpouring of repentance.
But Zhang Qidian didn't dare to bet that one day Zhang Qiyang would be cornered, would he betray everything he once knew about the Tao, such as publicizing Yue'er's past with Rui Shizi, or making up more secret texts of the Zhao family for his future children.
At this moment, Zhang Qidian believes in him, but he doesn't believe in him from now on, and he doesn't want any unexpected accidents in his life.
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"Mother, it's snowing so hard outside." Wanting shook her cloak, quickly hung up her coat, walked to the stove to warm up, and looked at the queen mother who was teasing Her Highness walking far away: "When I went out just now, it was just snow and sand, and now it has drifted into goose feathers and snow." β
Wanting stomped her feet, snorted into her hands, and then roasted them on the fire: "Niangniang, the clothes in Chuxiu Palace have been added according to Niangniang's instructions."
The slave maid said to the storage department, Niangniang pity the ladies of each house just entered the palace to catch up with the heavy snow, on the basis of the original clothes and bedding, and then rewarded a set, charcoal fire also added accordingly, the ladies are grateful for the great grace of the mother, under the leadership of the mother of Chuxiu Palace, kowtowed in the direction of the palace, the queen is virtuous, so sympathetic to the new ladies of the palace. β
After speaking, when he saw that his body was warm, he dared to walk towards Niangniang, and helped the little prince who had learned to walk for Niangniang.
Zhang Qiyue smiled and looked at his son's small appearance because of the change, and nodded his little nose: "There is no manhood, they are all used to it, did Mama Chu say anything?" As he spoke, he wiped the saliva from the corners of the emperor's mouth, and his eyes were loving and gentle.
Wanting helped the little master to climb on the soft couch: "Back to Niangniang, no, Mama Chu reassured the queen, Mama Chu has managed many show girl elections, so that the queen can rest assured to take care of her body." β
Zhang Qiyue waved off his son's little foot on the pillow and pretended to look at him angrily.
The little guy in the pale yellow shirt immediately grinned the most stupidly when he saw this, and stepped on two more feet excitedly, and after stepping on it, he showed the three teeth that had just grown out and drooled at his mother.
Zhang Qiyue shook his head and smiled, the emperor has been seven months, her cheeks gradually detached from her appearance, and she walked towards Jiuyanluo, the little guy has a bad appetite, but he pulls it up, so he looks soft, and he never walks hard, but he likes others to support him and rub his long legs.
Jiu Yanhuang's illness of vomiting after eating a little more is a little better, but he still can't feed more, and if he feeds more, he will get sick, so compared with the baby of the eldest brother's family, he looks thin and weak, and everything else is fine.
"Mama Chu can rest assured that the palace will do things, let her spend more time, and the palace will not have her benefits."
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Who didn't dig their pockets! rob