Kim Tae-yeon was only sixteen years old when she wrote that small line, and she was not very sensible. Persistence, strength, and firmness, these words that are often tied to the big truth seem so obscure. At that time, she only knew that she would not be punished after asking her father to help her ask for leave, and after her father refused, she sullenly wrote her grievances on the guardrail of the Hanjiang Bridge, which was not allowed to graffiti, which was a small revenge on the society and gave herself some comfort.

Kim Taeyeon was really late that day, she deserved to be punished, she didn't go to class for a whole month, she complained about her father's old-fashionedness, and she didn't talk to her father for almost half a month. By the time she understood her father's good intentions, most of the trainees in the same period had already left, and only she and Tiffany persevered at the end.

Some things will have a second or third time at the beginning, when the terrible inertia follows, the one who should not give up is given up, and the one who should be given up can only stay by his side, it is really like losing weight, and if you can't resist the temptation of food, don't think about being slim, and if you are used to being fat, you can only be willing to be fat.

From the very beginning, Kim Tae-yeon's father did not give his daughter a chance to make excuses, from the time she aspired to become a singer until the day she actually stood on the stage. Tiffany, who had been hanging out with Kim Taeyeon all day long, learned all this and remembered her father, who was very opposed to her proposal to become a singer, and she said to Kim Taeyeon with a sour voice for several days, 'You're so lucky'.

"Taeyeon, it's here." Hearing the agent's soft reminder, Kim Taeyeon, who was in a daze, opened her eyes. First, I looked out the window vigilantly, it was ten o'clock in the morning, and the sun was shining.

The atmosphere in the nanny's car was Fo Xiao, who had to rush to a commercial performance in Busan after participating in an all-night shooting. Passing through Jeonju, Kim Tae-yeon's agent, who was going home during a rare vacation, gave her a ride. Pulling a car of sleeping girls, driving can only get more and more sleepy, and after drinking coffee to refresh herself, she unexpectedly heard Kim Taeyeon say, "Why don't I go back to Seoul with you." ”

"Don't worry, I'll have to put on the radio before I get on the highway, and I'll definitely get a few to chat with me." The agent said with a wicked smile, glancing at the sleeping lambs in the car. Absolutely ill-intentioned.

Seeing that Kim Taeyeon was still not at ease, he joked: "Captain, please rest assured, when you return to Seoul, you will definitely see these eight able-bodied girls, and there will definitely be no less." ”

Kim Tae-yeon, who was still a little confused, chuckled. He got out of the car, closed the door, walked to the co-pilot's seat, knocked on the window, and waved his hand with the agent who was driving. She stood on the side of the road and watched the nanny car go away, slowly retracted her smile, and turned to look at the door that she hadn't knocked on for a long time and changed color. I don't feel like I'm angry.

Home is such a place, I can't tell the truth, once it is identified, even if I leave for ten or eight years and then come back. It doesn't feel strange. I opened the door with the key, and the sound of the TV came from the living room. Kim Taeyeon didn't make her return exciting, and she put down her bag. After changing his shoes, he looked up and saw a middle-aged man coming out of the living room.

"Dad." She laughed and screamed.

Taeyeon's father opened his arms, although he could see his daughter every day on TV, but it wasn't a real person after all, and he really missed him for the first time in a long time. Kim Taeyeon didn't rush over, just walked up to her father and hugged him.

"What a big girl." Father Jin sighed inexplicably, with joy on his face because of his daughter's return.

Kim Taeyeon looked up and asked, "What?" It's good to rush in like Xia Yan? ”

"You can't do it now, you're really a big girl." Father Jin laughed and patted his daughter on the back.

Kim Taeyeon let go of her hand a little reluctantly, since the birth of the eldest Xiayan, most of the rights of sticking to her father have been taken away. Especially after becoming a trainee, his father always positions himself as a big girl, but fortunately, Kim Taeyeon is not a wild girl with a tiger brain, not a beautiful girl, but she can also be reserved and polite, when other girls are still angry with their parents because of their clothes, Kim Taeyeon was sent back directly by her father because she ran away from the company. Kim Taeyeon is respectful of this man at home who is always silent, but will not hesitate to act.

After going to the bathroom to remove her makeup, Kim Taeyeon, who was plain-faced, returned to the living room, her eyebrows were as pale as if she hadn't. Mother went to the store, brother and Ha-yeon were at school, and even if they hadn't seen each other for a long time, Kim Tae-yeon was quiet when she only got along with her father. She saw the washed and cut fruit on the coffee table, and sighed that her father really didn't say anything, and her mother's plan to change the old man had been going on for decades, but she hadn't seen the slightest effect.

She sat down directly on the sofa, sat next to her father, first inserted a piece of fruit for his father, and then did it herself. The living room was so quiet that only the sound of the TV was heard, and my father's concern was not to ask for warmth, but to hand over the remote control.

Kim Taeyeon shook her head and said, "I'm going to go up and sleep later, I ran all night yesterday." ”

"Then eat and sleep." Father Kim instructed.

Kim Taeyeon really put the cut fruits into her stomach one by one, and then looked at her father after eating, and the smile of the silent old man was really a little bigger. She couldn't help laughing, got up and said that she was going back to the room first, and her father just nodded, this is a silent father-daughter relationship, but as always, the two of them feel at ease.

The room is not big, only a dozen squares, Kim Taeyeon, who has spent most of her adolescence here, has created this only private space in her girlhood to create a difference, there are three star pictorials posted on the wall, all of them are famous singers with strength, one of which is a girl who looks less than sixteen years old, it is the predecessor of the same company Boa.

Before her debut, Kim Taeyeon was called Boa's second, and she was sincerely proud.

After entering the door, to the left, there is a whole row of wooden bookshelves, only up to Kim Tae-yeon's waist, and now it looks really short. Instead of a bad student's graphic novel or a good student's textbook, there are practice CDs and stacks of sorted staves. The most striking thing was the tape recorder with a microphone attached, which her parents bought as a gift to celebrate her 10th birthday, and it still works to this day.

The bookshelf faces the single bed, and at the end of the bed is a wardrobe, in order to have this wardrobe that now seems too simple, Kim Taeyeon also fought a fierce battle, although the end ended in victory, but the monthly cut of pocket money also made her define this as a victory.

The wardrobe is second-hand, and its previous owner kept it very well, and it is the same when it comes to Kim Tae-yeon. Except for the hinge, which makes a 'creak' sound, the rest is fine.

Kim Tae-yeon opened the cabinet door and didn't hear a soft sound.

Neither was what was in front of hers.

For a moment, she almost felt like she had come across a sci-fi or fantasy movie, opening a dilapidated wardrobe that was full of 'treasures'.

Chanel, LV, because of the label on the bag so she can easily recognize, a pair of high heels inlaid with a metallic logo 'CL', Kim Taeyeon has heard of it, this is an American brand, where it is very popular with young stars. I can still recognize those Hermes silk scarves, because I happened to see other colleagues bring them. As for the clothes that hung up, she didn't recognize them at all, and you can't expect a girl whose taste in private clothes is still stuck in the fourteen-year-old to recognize the fashion brands that these thirty-year-old women dare not say can be said to be all-recognizable. They hung there, all of them were suits and skirts, so you didn't have to bother with matching them yourself, because the people who sent them had already sorted them out.

Standing in front of this cabinet for a long time, Kim Taeyeon didn't feel any surprise, and after being overwhelmed by shock, her hands trembled lightly with anger.

Who sent it?

What do you want to do?

She knew she needed to be calm, but the answer that had been determined for a long time made her unable to do so. How dare that man? How can it? How can you insult yourself like this? If he showed up, she would definitely give him a few mouths with her own hands, even if she knew that there might be consequences that she couldn't bear.

Kim Taeyeon stood in front of the closet for a long time, her hands in the posture of opening the cabinet door, and finally hung weakly at her sides.

She walked out of her room and over to her father. After hesitating for a moment, he said, "Dad, just ask what you want to know." ”

Father Jin smiled and patted the sofa next to him: "Sit." ”

Kim Taeyeon was sitting precariously, like a child ready to admit his mistake.

Grabbing his daughter's hand, it was cold, and Father Kim covered it with both hands and continued: "We Taeyeon are big girls, no matter what we do, we have our own ideas, our own ideas, if Taeyeon doesn't want to say it, Dad doesn't want to know anything." If Taeyeon wants to say anything, Daddy will listen to everything. Your mother doesn't know this, I received the things, and I put them in your cabinet when I received them, those things are so beautiful, no matter which girl in the whole state wears them, you are not as beautiful. You are a sensible child, so you never do anything wrong, even if you are really wrong, it is my fault, the fault is that I, a father, want to realize my musical dream in my daughter, and send you to such a difficult circle prematurely. ”

Kim Taeyeon lowered her head and bit her lip.

"It's hard to be an idol, you have to be sneaky even to fall in love, and your agent always calls me during this period of time, asking me if I'm in Seoul, if I'm with you, and if you've been home a few times in recent months. I said yes, and said that I would go to Seoul to see you when I miss my daughter in the future, you are at the age of falling in love, wouldn't it be a pity that you can't talk about it because of work? ”

Father Kim turned his head to look at Kim Taeyeon, and his tone suddenly became serious: "If you have the opportunity to bring him to me, this is my only request." ”

"Okay."

Kim Taeyeon got up in response, she pulled out her hand and muttered, "I'll go back and rest." ”

Running into the room and closing the door, Kim Tae-yeon squatted down along the door and covered her mouth with her hands, like a child who didn't even dare to cry.

I don't know how long Lu Dao cried, she took out her mobile phone and dialed a number on a blacklist. When someone over there picked it up, she pleaded: "Lin Weiran, please get out of my life, can't you?" (To be continued......)