Human energy is limited, and it is impossible to do many things in a certain time. At the same time, God is also fair, and when you give with all your heart, He will definitely give you back, but this is only one aspect...

For a long time, I was so busy with Crissy Tao's affairs that I didn't have time to accompany Ouyang Ze every day. I thought that if the two of them didn't say anything for a while, their relationship wouldn't change much, but I was wrong. Ouyang Ze is not a toy waiting for me to caress him, he is not a doll without spirituality, he also has feelings and temper, and he will be sad because of my coldness.

"I'm really tired these days, Chris Tao and the company's affairs are really annoying to death..."

Lying on my back on the couch and stretching my waist is the only "sport" I can do every day, and I don't have time to go to the gym, so it's also a lot of relaxation for me.

The nervous ten fingers and the tired body have been tortured, I don't have the energy to continue to fight with them, I just want to take a good rest and feel Ouyang Ze's care for me.

There was a time when Ouyang Ze would wait on the sofa every night when I came back from work, and when I lay down, his hands would naturally put on my shoulders to relieve my fatigue. Every day I deserve to enjoy the love he gives me but never give it, so that now I don't get anything.

Today, when I walked lazily to the sofa again, Ouyang Ze sat at the dining table with the newspaper, he just quietly looked at the boring content of the newspaper, but he didn't even say a word to me.

"Ze, my shoulder hurts, come and help me pinch it."

I shrugged my shoulders slightly, but he sat there motionless, not even taking his eyes off the other.

Maybe he's tired too, after all, his work is more tedious than mine, and he has more things to deal with than me, and it is natural that he doesn't have time to deal with me. But he didn't even give me a concerned look, and he inevitably felt a little uncomfortable.

"It's good to take a break, come over and eat."

He didn't say much, but slowly folded up the newspaper in his hand and put it on the side of the table, and then reached for the knife and fork on either side of the plate, and his eyes did not pay attention to me the whole time.

My eyes are the windows to my soul, and I'm used to having someone looking at me when I'm talking, so it at least gives me a sense of security and lets me know that my words can touch him. But once the other party chooses to remain silent, there will be an inexplicable sense of emptiness...

"Oh..."

I don't know how to take Ouyang Ze's words, there is no topic, there is no look, it is as cold as treating strangers... I've been with him for so long, and I can see his subtle changes, not to mention his obvious indifferent attitude...

None of us said a word at the table, and although the candlelight in the center of the table shimmered with a warm orange glow, the atmosphere between the two of us was still cold.

"Click..."

The sound of the former cheerful conversation was now replaced by the grinding of knives and forks against the steaks and plates, and the room that should have been noisy added to the desertion, as if two strangers were sitting at opposite ends of the table.

Although I would sometimes look up at Ouyang Ze and signal for him to say the first word, he still ignored it, and just lowered his head to eat the cut beef on the plate, and his mouth was filled with those pieces of meat.

I don't like the atmosphere, I don't like him being so cold, but what can I do?

In same-sex love, there is no love without sex, and if there is only one reason for the weakening of our relationship, the only thing I can think of is "pleasure in bed". Perhaps, I neglected his body, so that he who has always been "" will be a little emotional after being starved by me for so long.

That night, I deliberately took a shower early and went to bed to wait for him, ready to give him a big surprise, ready to make up for him tonight, so that his body that has been nervous for a long time can also relax...

"Uhh

There was the sound of running water in the bathroom from time to time, Ouyang Ze was a person who paid attention to maintenance, after all, he was almost thirty years old, so he had to pay more attention to his body, so he took a bath for an extraordinarily long time.

The waiting time is always worrying, I have never been a patient person, even if I work has not improved my restless personality, I will still be impatient after waiting for a long time, and my mood will deteriorate little by little...

When Ouyang Ze came out of the bathroom, although his patience had been almost worn out by him, I still tried my best to show a shallow smile on the corner of my mouth, so as to make the atmosphere less embarrassing.

Maybe it's really because I haven't paid attention to him for too long, so that when he came out of the bathroom, I actually had the feeling of seeing a "new person", and the whole person gave me the same feeling anymore.

He had a bath towel around his waist, and there were unwiped droplets of water on his chest and shoulders, which looked particularly sparkling in the light behind him.

The light is always the most useful tool for Photoshop, and the hazy effect on his abs only makes me feel charming and makes my eyes look at the mysterious area below.

"Ze, I thought about it..."

I moved my body to him little by little on the bed, as much as I could when we first met, instead of just lying on the bed like an "old man" waiting for his "love".

The scent of shower gel from his body is so tempting, although it is not a special fragrance, but the smell still makes me a little emotional.

Little by little, I reached for the towel around his waist, trying to rip off the white covering. But the moment my hand touched the muscles in his waist, he felt like he was being burned by fire, and he took a few steps back, and the expression on his face was very surprised.

"I don't want to."

He coldly replied with a single sentence and refused my request...

What's wrong with him? What was once the most effective method now did nothing for him. It's like he has suffered chemical castration, losing the "desire" that a normal person should have...

He's really changed, he's really changed from what he used to be, I don't know why, I don't know what made him like this, but I felt a touch of inexplicable horror...

When a person begins to become silent and speechless, then the relationship between two people will begin to deteriorate...