"Tell me, where are you?"

Lin Weiran's tone calmed down again, the man who was out of control just now seemed to have never appeared, he seemed to have changed back into the man who was both rational and calm, although it may be a little cold, but it can still make people feel reliable. But Kim Taeyeon knew that he was trying to bite every word in order to show composure, and he could hear his unstable breathing, he was in a hurry, he never felt that they had reached the end, he didn't agree with their end and was not afraid of any obstacles, he was doing the one who could shelter her from the wind and rain, but unfortunately some things are never as simple as heroes saving beauty.

There was silence on the phone for a while, Kim Taeyeon's non-opening was a little bit of a drain on Lin Weiran's reason, a man who can speak calmly would never have such an expression, his brows were fiercely tangled, and his face was terrifying.

"Let her answer the phone," he said. ”

Who to ask to answer the phone?

Kim Taeyeon turned her head to look at Jung so-yeon not far away, she was leaning on the guardrail of the second-floor auditorium, wearing enough clothes to blow the wind in a daze, she had been looking at the empty stadium in front of her for a long time, and her nose should be red. Kim Taeyeon realized that the weather was cold, even if her hands and feet were already frightening before this, she opened her mouth, and before she could speak, Lin Weiran opened her mouth again.

"I promise, I'm not going to threaten her, I'm not going to hurt her, I'm just talking to her and I'm calm," he said. ”

Kim Taeyeon looked in Jung so-yeon's direction: "How did you tell her?" ”

There was no sound in the earpiece, which had long been expected by Kim Tae-yeon, just like a Catholic and an Islamist who can never communicate religiously, relying only on conversation, neither Lin Weiran nor Jung so-yeon will give in. And the long history of religion has long taught everyone the consequences of not giving in on both sides.

Lin Weiran's suppressed voice came from the earpiece: "Then tell me where you are, I'll go over soon." You can listen to what we all have to say. ”

Kim Taeyeon responded softly, "I don't believe you." ”

She reminded Lin Weiran: "And we broke up." Remember? ”

The silence that followed, as if something was brewing.

Kim Taeyeon has no reason to refuse Lin Weiran, so she needs to break up as this reason, she can't control her heart, and the breakup becomes a shackle, she looks forward to the breakup one day that will calm her down completely, even if she gets his news from TV or even Yuna's mouth, she can guarantee that her heart will not have a trace of waves.

It's a pity that breaking up is not a panacea, it is not an enduring love. It's not a panacea, it can't explain too many problems, it can't do too many things, it can't put an end to a relationship completely, unless it's supposed to be over.

"I remember."

Finally, Lin Weiran's somewhat calm voice came, sometimes Kim Taeyeon let go of all constraints and thought about it, she didn't know what she rejected Lin Weiran for.

Men say that women need to be conquered, and this is a good sentence. But it is not so easy to conquer a woman who is not a vulgar vase. Too many men have conquered a little woman like Congo by 'masculinity' disguised as machismo, and then become complacent, but only arrogant, and they never know what it takes to conquer a woman like Rome. Responsibility, respect, tenderness, and many more, and true conquest is always based on the love of the two. A woman who can be conquered by the false and strong will never have a future.

Kim Taeyeon doesn't feel like Rome. Many times she felt that she was at best a small country somewhere in the Middle East, just in Lin Weiran's eyes. She seems to be even stronger than Rome.

Every girl longs to be cherished by others, and every girl longs to be the most beautiful in the eyes of her lover. So here's the problem, everyone seems to think that she is an indomitable moth to the fire, but in fact she also wants to get more from Lin Weiran, she has fantasized that she is in Yun'er's position, and the terrible emotions that follow have become her nightmare, she is not the kind of woman who will be at ease to be a shadow at a glance, and what she longs for is also a life that can be written in fairy tales.

"We broke up." She repeated it, saying it to Lin Weiran, and also to herself.

"I know it." Lin Weiran also repeated, "But for me, that's not the end. ”

Kim Taeyeon suddenly asked curiously, "What's that?" ”

There was silence in the earpiece for a moment, and Lin Weiran seemed to be brewing something. Zheng Xiuyan cast an inquiring look in the stands, and Kim Taeyeon waved her hand, and there was not enough time for Lin Weiran to say too much.

"I'll call you when I get back." As she spoke, she wanted to hang up the phone.

"Wait......" a voice came from the phone.

……

After the typhoon, it's a sunny day, and it's nothing new for the Girls' Generation gang to quarrel, and it's inevitable that they will get off the beaten track when they live together, and they occasionally don't like each other. But every time a conflict breaks out, the two people who are arguing can quickly release their suspicions, and the girls themselves can't say anything, maybe everyone is so heartless, or maybe the unique experience is enough to make them special.

The cold war between Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon is not a big deal, and everyone can just talk a few words, only Lin Yuna still can't let go of it with a worried face, and always feels that the contradiction between the two may be irreconcilable.

When Tiffany returns from a follow-up visit, she begins to make a fuss when she hears the story of his oral deed, and everyone else thinks that Tiffany is concerned and blamed, but for Yuna, she has found a like-minded person.

It's a pity that Tiffany apparently knows what to say, but she doesn't keep her shut.

"I'm a sick person and need to recuperate, don't come and pester me."

"What's the patient, the plaster has been removed, and the crutches are no longer needed, I see that your legs and feet are neat."

"It's Lisuo now, I'll blame you when it's not good, I'll go back to the house, I'm tired of reviewing, I want to take a nap."

Tiffany ran away for shameless reasons, leaving Lin Yuna alone, and finally there were people who had the same idea but couldn't move forward side by side, and Lin Yuna was still quite depressed.

Tiffany poked her head out behind her, "You're too worried, although I don't know why Lu Dao so Yeon went to Xiao Hyun and had to quarrel with Taeyeon when he came back, but it's better than them having a cold war all the time." ”

Lin Yun'er just wanted to ask a few more words. Tiffany shrank back into her room.

'Shh', Lin Yun'er broke a bite.

The press conference on the hospital's side is about to begin. When Xu Xian picked up his phone, he was surrounded by people. When Lin Yuna relayed the conflict that occurred in the dormitory. Xu Xian didn't seem so surprised and flustered, she calmly muttered a few words to the agent, and then took the phone to a no-man's corner.

"I don't know what's wrong with them, but I always feel that something is wrong." Lin Yun'er muttered, "A few days ago, Sister Xiuyan went on a date with Xiujing, and I also sent a text message to Xiujing, but she hasn't replied yet...... Actually, I don't think the contradiction between Sister Taeyeon and Sister Xiuyan is not so big, no matter if there are other people in the house, it's called Sister Taeyeon a crazy woman, isn't Sister Xiuyan doing a bit too much? ”

Xu Xian said calmly: "We are also too much to evaluate these things in private. ”

Lin Yun'er: "How come? The two of us are not busy hoping that the sisters can reconcile soon. And then Girls' Generation reunion? How good the eyes of the current fans are, the posts are flying all over the sky in such a short time, 'Kim Taeyeon, Jung so-yeon are not in harmony', and I don't know when the media will come in to add fuel to the fire...... Wait, Xiujing is texting. ”

Xu Xian paced a few steps in place, looking a little uneasy.

"Xiaoxian, Xiujing said that Kang Minjing had inquired about Sister Taeyeon, so Sister Xiuyan was very angry, and then went to Kang Minjing to talk about it alone a few days ago...... She—She's not going to be L.E.S., is she? ”

I have to say. This kind of speculation makes Xu Xian, an insider, a bit of a joke.

"No, it won't." That's all she could answer.

"No, no, no...... Wait, Kang Min-kyung's words...... Xiujing said a mouthful of him on a text message, how could this matter have anything to do with him? ”

Lin Yun'er obviously asked and answered herself, but Xu Xian didn't say a word. But he was visibly nervous.

"I'll call him and come back early in the evening if the two can come back together. Let's go out and eat something good together, if we can't...... Then you need to come back and sacrifice! ”

Lin Yun'er's tone was as pleasant as ever. Apparently not thinking too much. The phone hung up for a long time before Xu Xian took it off his ear, and his expression was unimaginably complicated for fans.

Even if you don't meddle. She didn't want to help Lin Weiran either.

……

Accustomed to standing on the stage, she is very unfamiliar with the stands, Zheng Xiuyan, who could only be under the stage back then, has now become one of the people who shine on the stage, and when she first debuted, just this contrast made her proud and proud. Now standing in the stands again, the center of the huge stadium is empty at this time, winter is the absolute off-season for outdoor performances, similar to this kind of large-scale outdoor stadium that can hold a dream concert is naturally unattended, in the end it is the fourth year of debut, those pride and pride have become modesty and hard work, sometimes Zheng Xiuyan will also have this illusion, debut is just another practice career, continue to work hard, if you are lucky, you will become a star of tomorrow.

But unlike her practice career, she has a partner by her side, and the debut of the group has this kind of benefit, and the competition between everyone and each person is put under the combination, and she can work together with others towards the same goal.

The practice career is lonely, but at least I have a partner after my debut.

After a long time of practice and then the group debuts artists often form a group-centered collective, although unity is not commonplace, but it is not the acting skills of deceiving fans, the acting experience of girls' generation is not smooth, right here, tens of thousands of people have firmly tied them together.

It was painful at the time, but it was fortunate afterwards.

Kim Taeyeon finally put down her phone, and Jung so-yeon had blown enough wind, she completely curled herself up in a down jacket and sat in the first row.

"Maybe one day we'll be able to tell everybody in front of the camera what we've been through here, what it's like, have we had a breakdown. But it's more likely that we only have one standard answer when we say this, and we're so focused on the stage that we don't know what's going on off the stage, because we can't turn those fans into the ones who broke down nine teenage girls, and we can't say we're victims. At best, we can only think of crying and breathlessness after stepping down as a trivial thing to laugh at, as if we didn't know anything when we were on stage, and when we got off the stage, everything was over. ”

Kim Taeyeon sat next to Jung so-yeon, her eyes looking at the same place, while Jung so-yeon withdrew her gaze and looked at her with a smile: "But one day we can unload our responsibilities and tell others the real truth, and on that day I just want to say how we supported each other and encouraged each other to reach the top, instead of having to tell others that the two sisters who are my best don't want to see each other again because a man looks at each other coldly." ”

Kim Taeyeon chuckled: "Those seven years have really changed you a lot." ”

Zheng Xiuyan smiled: "Otherwise, how could I have been appointed as a captain?" Leaning on the stage to be lazy or lazy? ”

Kim Tae-yeon fell silent.

Zheng Xiuyan: "Actually, I was really unhappy at the time, I have been practicing in the company for seven years, I am more mature than most of you, why did the company choose you and not me?" When I make my debut, it's still more than a year or two years later. I'm glad that first of all, I'm not the captain so I can be ignorant, and then, the captain is you. ”

Kim Taeyeon's voice was cold: "You have something to say, you can just say it." ”

Zheng Xiuyan looked away and whispered: "You are the captain, we will see you no matter what." ”

Kim Taeyeon's voice gradually raised: "It's not so exaggerated, don't force me with the word captain, I don't want to do it, I don't want to do it from the first day, I did it when the company asked me to do it, you asked me to be responsible for it, I was responsible, and now what do you want me to do?" Kim Taeyeon, you have to be a captain, so give up on yourself, you belong to the team...... You, each of you, who is qualified to say this to me? ”

Jung so-yeon's smile was very annoying in Kim Tae-yeon's eyes, but she still smiled: "You don't care about this." ”

Kim Taeyeon frowned: "Why wouldn't I?" ”

Zheng Xiuyan said firmly: "I've known you for seven years since I first met you, and you're not that kind of person. ”

Kim Taeyeon opened her mouth and was speechless.

The phone rings softly.

Kim Taeyeon glanced over to check the text message.

Jung so-yeon didn't say a word, indeed, she is not that kind of person, words such as dedication and sacrifice are too suitable for her Kim Taeyeon, and now I don't know how many people in Lu Dao tell others on the Internet every morning how much Kim Taeyeon has contributed to the group of Girls' Generation. In fact, many times, dedication and sacrifice are not so great, more often than not, dedication and sacrifice come from you can only be so.

Because that's who you are.

Kim Tae-yeon's mind went blank when she clicked on the text message, and the dense handwriting couldn't catch her eye until she noticed the sender.

The time with that man is not short, Kim Tae-yeon knows how difficult it is for him to type on a small mobile phone keyboard, and the skit may be okay, but he has never typed such a large one. He wrote: I don't know what I want to do with you, and I won't let you go, but I know that after a long time, you will be annoyed, painful, and glottis, and I know that you are tired, because I will be sad, and maybe heartbroken. You're going to have trouble with yourself, you're going to be stuffy with no one to talk to, you're going to hide everything, you're going to make me look incompetent. I don't know what else can make you a little easier than breaking up, I'm afraid you'll want to leave. I can give you space and time, I'm not a good man for you, but for me, I have to be your man. (To be continued......)