154. The pit is 154 meters deep: Tang Lele want to commit suicide?
He nearly strangled her to death, sucking so much blood out of her body.
She didn't look at him.
He finally remembered that the whole process of drawing blood for Lu He was going well, but he felt that something was wrong, yes, Tang Lele didn't look at him from beginning to end.
She didn't understand, everyone didn't.
When Ning Nuan was burned and covered in blood and pushed into the operating room, his mother only said one word in his ear, she said, "Look, Zhan Moqian, thirteen years later, this is your choice, you have never regretted it, right?" ”
He lost all his thinking abilities in an instant.
Didn't he regret it? How could he not have regretted it, that was the most regrettable thing he had done in thirteen years.
But the reality was in front of him, and thirteen years later, he still made the same choice.
The last mistake, he failed to save Su Su.
This time, he couldn't let Ning Nuan have an accident, absolutely not.
Out of the corner of his eye, he inadvertently glanced at a thin back, and he immediately turned his head sideways, and saw Tang Lele's fluttering figure at a glance.
She doesn't squint when she walks, it seems that she is just walking, wearing a blue and white hospital gown, which makes her look dull and her soft hair is slightly messy.
She walked slowly, her figure sometimes crooked, as if she was going to fall down at any moment, her hands propped up on the wall, and she floated like a ghost.
There was an elevator, but she took the stairs step by step.
Can she walk the stairs with her body now? He didn't even think about it, his body seemed to have its own consciousness, and he raised his feet and followed.
A heart suddenly sinks, so late? She's not lying in bed, where is this going?
Because her hospital room was downstairs, he happened to see her when she took the stairs, but ...... Going up, where can she go?
Tang Lele walked slowly holding on to the handrail of the stairs, and after walking for a while, she felt dizzy, and sure enough, after drawing so much blood, she was dizzy when she climbed the stairs now.
Every few steps, stop and rest for a while.
Zhan Moqian followed her silently, always feeling that she would roll down the stairs at any time, he was not far from her, but she seemed to be completely unconscious.
It took her nearly half an hour to climb from that floor of the ward to the rooftop of the top floor.
Pushing the door open, she looked at the endless empty rooftop, late at night, sure enough, no one walked in, and the wind immediately blew her hair and clothes.
Tang Lele walked straight forward, like a wandering spirit, and his hair was blowing on his face.
Zhan Moqian followed to the door, and saw Tang Lele walking towards the edge of the roof, her clothes blown up by the wind made her whole person look with a dark absoluteness.
His pupils instantly dilated to the maximum, and one of his hearts seemed to be tightly grasped by his hand, close to the feeling of suffocation, and he shouted loudly without thinking about it, "Tang Lele, don't move again!" ”
The girl seemed to hear his voice, and her footsteps paused, but only for a moment, she continued to walk forward without hesitation, and the rhythm of her footsteps did not change for a moment.
Zhan Moqian looked at her figure, he was even deprived of breath, his heart seemed to have completely stopped beating, and he rushed towards her direction, desperately trying to stop her.
Her heart has never been panicked, does she want to kill herself? How could she run over in the middle of the night to kill herself?
It was he who was wrong, he shouldn't have killed her, he shouldn't have almost strangled her, no, he never wanted her to die, he shouldn't have had to draw her blood after seeing her already pitiful appearance.
Tang Lele's last foot had not yet fallen, and she had already been hugged hard from behind, and her powerful iron arm scooped her thin body into her arms and hugged her tightly.
She frowned, looking down at the arm around her waist, her back against the warm body, covering her body a little from the cold wind.
The man hugged her tightly from behind, I don't know if Lu Dao was her delusion, there seemed to be a panic in his voice, and he roared angrily in her ear, "Tang Lele, you didn't get burned to death, and now you still want to jump from here?!" ”
Could it be that Tang Mufan is dead, and she just wants to die with her?
He hugged her so hard that he felt like she would jump from here as soon as she let go.
Tang Lele glanced down and reached out to break his hand, "Which eye of yours saw that I was about to jump off the building." ”
Not only did he not let go, but he hugged harder, until the two of them took a few steps back, he relaxed a little, but he still held on, "You don't want to jump off the building so late and go to the roof alone, what are you doing?" ”
He stared at her face, as if he was still angry, and he didn't dare to speak too seriously, so he looked very stiff, "Tang Lele...... I'm not going to do anything to you...... A husband and wife. ”
Zhan Moqian didn't understand how not to anger her in such a situation, and a pair of black eyes locked her face tightly, "This matter ...... I'll fix it...... You don't mess around. ”
Tang Lele raised his eyes and looked at his face that was not as cold and slightly frightened as usual, and smiled faintly, with a hoarseness, "I came up to blow the wind, does Zhan Shao also have this Yaxing?" ”
Zhan Moqian was stunned, the weather had already entered autumn, and the wind on the rooftop was indeed very strong, and the black hair was blowing on her face.
Tang Lele raised his hand to remove the hair on his face, his eyes were silent and there was no temperature, but there was a smile on his pale little face, "Why is this expression?" I slept for a long time and couldn't sleep at night to come up and blow the wind, is it hard to understand? ”
He looked at her fixedly, trying to see something in her eyes, but it was empty, and there was nothing.
Maybe it was because the blood was drawn too much, her skin looked too pale, and the pale vision made people feel that the temperature on her body was cold, Zhan Moqian subconsciously reached out and touched it.
Sure enough, the tentacles were cold, and it was cold.
The man's eyebrows instantly became angry, and he held her hand hard, "Tang Lele, what weather is it now, and you are dressed like this to come up and blow the wind?" Do you want to die in this hospital? ”
He roared as he took off his trench coat and draped it strongly over her shoulders.
Tang Lele was indifferently quiet, there was always a faint smile on her lips, she raised her hand casually, and easily dropped her clothes to the ground, "My mind is not very clear lately, so I need to come up and blow the cold wind, as for whether I am going to die in this hospital or in which grave, it has nothing to do with you, right?" ”
With that, she turned around again and walked towards the rooftop.
Zhan Moqian grabbed her arm again, "Tang Lele, don't go over again." ”
walked to her side in two steps, hugged her indiscriminately, and her handsome face returned to a cold and calm appearance, "Go back to the ward, Tang Lele." ”
Her feet suddenly left the ground, Tang Lele was held in the arms of the man, she was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, her eyebrows were a little cold, and her pale lips were curved into a sweet arc, "Speaking of which, I haven't even cared about my sister's injury?" Oh, is she still alive? Seeing that she seemed to be burned beyond recognition when she was carried out, was she disfigured? ”
Zhan Moqian lowered his head and looked at her coldly, "Tang Lele, don't speak too viciously." ”
Cursing a woman for her disfigurement is indeed vicious.
Tang Lele smiled softly, his eyebrows and eyes crooked, "Oh, yes, I'm the one who even set the fire, how vicious can I tell me?" ”
The man's footsteps stopped, and his voice was low and suppressed, "Tang Lele, do you admit that you set the fire?" ”
Tang Lele winked at him in his arms, as innocent as a little girl, "Brother Moqian, are you joking?" You all think I put it in, what difference does it make if I admit it or not? One fire is also a fire, two fires are also fire, I don't care. ”
He looked at his pale but smiling face, and suddenly remembered her silent silence outside the operating room, not resisting, not sad, and not sad or sad.
It's just quiet.
He remembered a phrase that he had seen or heard a long time ago somewhere:
Silence is a woman's biggest cry.
"You're denying that you set this fire."
Tang Lele raised his eyes in his arms, and the cool breeze blew on her body, and being held in his arms like this did seem very warm, but this kind of warmth can't warm her heart, maybe she won't be warm in this life.
Her hoarse voice was covered with coquettishness, "Brother Mo Qian doesn't care if I put the fire or not, what you care about is that you made the same choice as you did at the beginning." ”
Actually, she understands.
So even if he said it was her who damned it, she didn't feel angry.
Whether it was pinching her, scolding her, or even pumping so much blood from her, she had nothing to say, after all, he had brought her out of the fire for the second time.
If he hadn't had anything to do with framing his brother back then, she would have completely withdrawn from his life like this, and wouldn't bother what he wanted most.
Zhan Moqian's fingers holding her body unconsciously exerted force, and her eyes gradually became jet black.
Tang Lele yawned lazily and smiled coquettishly, "Since I am not allowed to blow the wind, then carry me back to the ward, it is really tiring to climb up all the way." ”
Zhan Moqian carried her back to the ward without saying a word, obviously there was an elevator, but he also took the stairs and carried her downstairs step by step.
Go back to the ward and put her on the bed.
At first glance, he found that the divorce agreement placed on the bedside was gone, and only a gold card was left, he retracted his gaze and said lightly, "It's late, rest, you are weak." ”
Tang Lele quietly pulled the quilt over his body, and it wasn't until he turned around and walked to the door of the ward that she spoke out behind her back, "You thought I was going to commit suicide just now, so you were scared?" ”
She smiled softly, hoarse, "So you didn't ask me when the divorce agreement wasn't there," she slowly lay down and closed her eyes, "I found something interesting, you seem to be particularly afraid of my death, as soon as I have a little bit to do with death, you will have no principles, how bad is this." ”
——————I'm especially sorry today, because I hung up the group number in the article last night, which caused a large number of readers to pour in, and delayed a lot of effort, so it's only six thousand tonight, and I will make up for it tomorrow, and the red envelopes and monthly passes I owe will also be made up, please forgive me