Encounter warmth, love has an old appearance [5000]
In the face of Han Yu, the language has become very scarce, and those words that have been accumulated for a long time obviously want to say, but they don't know where to start.
Although the phrase "exchange your body for it" is abrupt, Ah Sheng is not annoyed and angry. This is unnecessary, after all, he said in advance that these words came from the bloody plot of the TV series, and now ...... They live in the earthly world.
She thought that no matter what Han Yu did, she had no right to resent him. Everyone has a selfish side, just like her, even if her relatives are at fault, she will subconsciously guard to the end, Han Yu just did the same thing as her, she guarded Gu Qinghuan, and he guarded his family, that's all.
This man was born cold, saying frivolous and sarcastic words, but he could look at Ah Sheng's eyes seriously, his dark eyes seemed gloomy, but they were mixed with love and hate.
She understood, his soul was struggling because there was nowhere to take refuge.
There are some bad emotions, no need to explain in words, Ah Sheng has also experienced the death of a loved one, and grief drowned out all the joy in the world. She thought that at this moment, she understood Han Yu's pain and hatred.
But understanding doesn't mean letting go.
"Han Yu, if I exchange my body, do you want it?" Ah Sheng said softly.
How would an ordinary woman react if she heard him? Is it angry, or angry, or a slap in the face?
No, she is Gu Sheng, no one can grasp the joy and sorrow of the woman in front of her, she can treat each other indifferently when everyone is sad, or she can hide her shallow little sadness when everyone is happy, she is always silent in front of him, occasionally bad and quiet, occasionally ruthless and decisive.
When she said this, the distance between her and him was actually very close, only a stone's throw away, so close that he could see her eyes clearly.
Those eyes faded away from the cold of the past, blending with a rare charm, but they were cold and sharp, as if they could drill into people's hearts inch by inch.
Lips are close to each other.
Han Yu suddenly understood that Gu Sheng must be annoyed now that he was so calm and relaxed, but he knew that it would be stupid to get angry at this moment, so he could only suppress his patience.
The heavy rain washed over the body, but it seemed to wash on Han Yu's body.
If Gu Sheng really traded his body for it, would he want it?
Why did he Han Yue fall into such a field? To put it mildly, a woman's body structure is the same, fat or thin, or exquisite, or like an airport, wandering the world for many years, if he is just lusting for the sake of desire, why is it so painful to face her?
He wanted to live in her heart more than physically, but she didn't want it.
At that moment, Han Yu slowly distanced himself from her, and while leaning on the back of the chair, his heart felt as if he had been slashed by a knife.
He said: "From the time I learned the bad news to the death of my father, I never shed a tear. ”
Ah Sheng wanted to say something, but when he saw Han Yu, who was numb to pain, he suddenly couldn't say anything.
"When I was a child, my dad told me that men can't cry easily, and if I want to cry, I have to keep my head high before crying. After my father died, I kept leaning my neck, and my neck was sore, but the person I was talking to was doomed to never see him again in this life. ”
Han Yu smiled silently, without the slightest emotion, the smile froze at the corner of his mouth for a long time before he spoke again, his tone fluttering: "Looking at the problem from my point of view, I can't forgive your aunt, but more than hatred, I want to know what happened that night in Lu Dao, who is the person who really stabbed your aunt?" ”
Ah Sheng frowned slightly, and calmly narrated: "Before your father died, he said that he was the one who stabbed my aunt. ”
"You believe it?" Han Yu's eyes sank instantly, as if embedded in an iron nail, staring straight at Ah Sheng.
Ah Sheng met Han Yue's sharp and clear eyes, "If your father is really lying, then have you ever thought about his motive for lying, maybe he is trying to protect someone?" ”
Ah Sheng didn't hide her intentions, there was obviously something in her words, how could Han Yu not hear it? He glanced at Ah Sheng lightly, and his eyes narrowed slightly, as if he could spy on people's hearts.
"Like, my mother?" A smile tugged at the corner of Han Yu's lips, but it was a sneer.
Ah Sheng pursed her lips and said nothing, she really thought so. Otherwise, why would Han Yongxin protect that person when he was dying? Except for Chang Jing, she can't think of who else it is?
"Not my mother, I was with my mother that day."
As soon as these words fell, Ah Sheng's breathing stagnated for a moment, and he seemed to be getting colder and colder after sitting in the car for too long.
Actually, it's not her cold hands and feet, the person who really has cold hands is Han Yu.
In the wordless silence, he suddenly clenched Ah Sheng's hand, which was very cold, with a weakness that was not easy to show, as long as he held on to her tightly, he could stick to it for a lifetime and go to old age together.
He didn't explain why he would suddenly hold her hand, in fact, no matter how strong he was, he also hoped that in the darkest time of his life, there would be such a person who could be firmly held by him with one hand.
Ah Sheng's hand trembled, but she was still very calm, let him hold it, and was silent for a long time.
"Why don't you refuse?" He asked, his voice stoic.
Inside and outside the car, because of the rain to visit the world, isolated into two spaces, the late autumn coolness hits, many leaves fall wantonly, looking sad.
Ah Sheng said quietly: "Do you remember the midsummer of 04, when we first met?" ”
"He is young, but he is bleak and difficult." Han Yu's voice was very soft, and when he first saw her, he didn't like her