June 2012, Ah Sheng.

Zichu, I got into trouble a few days ago.

One day, my mother came into my room, and she said that the sun was shining outside, and asked me if I wanted to go for a walk. I nodded hurriedly, I hadn't been out for a long time, and it seemed to smell musty.

The sun was very poisonous, and my mother left me alone at the door, and she went back to get her parasol.

A woman passed in front of me, and she was on the phone. I followed her and when she finished calling, I borrowed her phone.

I want to ask why you haven't come to pick me up yet. But she didn't borrow it, and I didn't know what happened to me, so I snatched her phone.

She grabbed my hair, I don't hurt, but Zichu, the person who answered the phone was not you, he said I found the wrong person.

How could I find the wrong person? This is your phone number!

The woman scratched my face, and she called me a psychopath.

I'm not neurotic. Zichu, you know the Tao, I don't have a heart, I just miss you too much.

……

August 2012, Ah Sheng.

I haven't been out for two months.

My mother said that I hurt others and hurt myself, and it was better to stay in my room.

I'm not afraid of a person, I'm afraid of heavy memories, suddenly clear, suddenly blurred, like my sanity. There are many things that I don't remember, but I do remember the name of a man, his name is Lu Zichu.

I confused the time, and my sister-in-law brought me food that day, and she said to me that it was 2012 and that this was not San Francisco, but Seattle.

The room was quiet and I could hear my own heartbeat.

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't, not because I was afraid, but because I was afraid. It's been five years, where have my five years gone?

My sister-in-law must be lying to me.

……

August 2012, Ah Sheng.

It turned out that I was really sick and crazy.

My father died a year ago.

I don't remember that I lived in a fog at that time, and I lost my filial piety.

I knelt down for my mother, "Let me go, it's only five minutes, I just want to kowtow to my father." ”

My mother agreed, and I knocked my head out of the blood, but I didn't hurt. The whole family is crying, what are they crying about?

That day, I saw Jane. She was my brother's daughter, a very young child, who loved to laugh, and she was not afraid of me, of a crazy woman in the mouth of everyone.

She said, "Auntie, don't worry, you have written so many diaries, I tear a few and send them to him every half month, if he sees these letters, he will definitely come to pick you up." ”

At the beginning of the child, I touched her hair, my fingers were trembling, her hair was very soft, but my heart was broken.

Five years later, you couldn't find me in San Francisco, you probably forgot about me a long time ago, right? Will you blame me, hate me?

Don't hate me, I didn't mean to. I don't understand too much, it seems that I have been making mistakes, hiding in no one's corner, and I have been ill for many years, and I have lost your love.

I'm sorry for you. Now that I'm like this, I don't dare to wait for you anymore.

……

in the living room.

Wu Nai didn't dare to say anything, and after reading one of the letters, his eyes were wet.

The chest tightness was abnormal, and a heart fell heavily.

Lose your marbles? That Ah Sheng, who is usually quiet and smart, with a light smile, is crazy!

"Zichu, you talk to me." Wu Nai was suddenly very worried about Lu Zichu.

No wonder Wu Nai was worried, Lu Zichu's whole body was trembling, clutching the letter tightly, his Adam's apple trembled, as if he could cry at any time.

His face showed a near-deathly collapse.

The man, who was calm and good at forbearance and restraint, could no longer bear the pain in his heart, pasted the letters on his face, and cried bitterly