Along the way, the phone rang non-stop, disturbing my mind again and again.

I don't have to think much about it to know that it must be Ouyang Ze's, looking at the constantly flashing mobile phone screen, and then seeing the caller ID on it, I didn't want to answer, I just hung up again and again.

My home is deserted and lifeless, but at least it's the only harbor I can rely on... This time, I didn't turn on all the lights in the room as before, but just silently walked into the room and lay on the bed covered with a cold quilt.

"Leman... Help me take a week off... I dialed Li Man's phone under the covers, and I wanted to rest for a few days.

Is this a big blow? Why am I like this? It's normal for customers who have been here to go to someone else, why am I upset? I do not know... I really don't know...

"Oh, are you alright?" Li Man still asked me about my situation out of concern, and listened to the tone as if he realized that something "bad" had happened to me.

"It's okay~ I just want to rest at home for a few days, nothing else~" I pretended to be happy because I didn't want her to worry about me...

"That's good. Oops, you don't know how happy I was playing today..."Hearing my answer, it seemed to let her hanging heart relax, so she began to talk about her day with "Wu Yao"...

"Well, yes." I perfunctory her with a few short words, and I was too embarrassed to interrupt her when she was so happy, so I had to continue to pretend to be happy in response to her.

"I'm sleepy... Sleep first... Let's talk about it another day..."I hung up the phone without waiting for her to continue talking about her... After pretending to be for so long, everyone will get tired, and now I just want to have a good rest...

As soon as I hung up the phone, I saw dozens of missed calls and two text messages.

"Rui Rui, I was wrong. I don't like him, I love you. I'm just looking for him because of my physical needs... There is no other idea... Forgive me. Love you."

"On the weekend, I hope you will come, I am waiting for you, the place is the Mutian Hotel, waiting for you at the door. Love you."

Are you really that brazen? A sentence of physiological need completely tore this page over? A physical necessity can make me forget what I just saw? A sentence of physiological need can make me pretend to be smiling again to accompany you to a drinking party?

I didn't bother to say anything more, skillfully touched the phone screen, and put these two text messages into the end point that most spam text messages will reach... Dustbin...

In the past few days, I must have a good rest and not think about Ouyang Ze... It's not love, it's not like, it's just a special feeling of non-love and non-joy...

Looking out the window at the dark sky, the pollution of the city has obscured the light of most of the stars, and only a few faint stars are reflected in my eyes through the thick clouds...

Although the moon is high and the moonlight is more pure, there is no starry starlight to be more soft...

Looking at such a beautiful night, I quietly closed my eyes, let the light shine on my face, and waited to fall asleep... Waiting for the "holidays" ...