Fragile and helpless [commuter pass plus change]
If it weren't for saving her, he wouldn't have suffered that inhuman humiliation, and he wouldn't have fallen off a cliff to become what he is now.
She couldn't imagine how painful it must have been to break an arm, and how he would have survived falling from such a high cliff.
Just thinking about it makes her heart twist......
"Don't you still want to admit that you are Brother Yun? If you weren't him, how could you have this! Mu Nuanxin finally turned her head, her pale little face was full of tears, her right hand was spread out, and on the palm of her hand was a pink ragdoll doll.
Yun Jue looked at the puppet with a visibly stunned expression......
"Why don't you recognize me? Do you hate me too? You think I'm a burden, so you want to get rid of me, am I really that annoying? Mu Nuanxin sniffed and looked at him with red eyes.
"No, it's not like that! I never wanted to get rid of you! Yun Jue looked aggrieved and sad, and finally couldn't bear the boundless torment in his heart, and reached out to hug her into his arms, he couldn't love her too late, how could he think that she was a burden.
"Mu Nuanxin, I don't allow you to say that about yourself, you never know how cute and attractive you are, you are the most beautiful girl in this world...... I don't recognize you, I have my own troubles. Yun Jue's heart ached, how could he see her so sad and wronged, it was even more uncomfortable for him than killing him.
"Brother Yun, Brother Yun, Brother Yun, don't leave me again, okay? I miss you so much, I miss you so much......" Hearing that he finally admitted his identity, Mu Nuan broke down and cried, hugging his neck tightly, tears raining down.
Yun Jue quietly took her into his arms, feeling her dependence on him, and his heart suddenly overflowed with a full sense of happiness, he really liked it, he liked this girl so much, even if he gave her his life, he would not have any complaints.
"Okay, stop crying, I made this noodle myself, and if I don't eat it, it will be cold, okay to eat the noodle first?" He patted her on the head and said.
Mu Nuanxin was willing to let go of him, sniffed and looked at him and said, "The noodles you made, but your arms ......."
"Little fool, without my right hand, I still have my left hand, and I can do a lot of things with my left hand now." Yun Jue raised his hand to wipe the tears from her face and said with a smile.
"Does it still hurt?" Mu Nuan knew that he was comforting herself, but she didn't want to make herself sad, she carefully raised her hand to touch his broken arm, but she didn't dare, for fear of hurting him, and her heart ached.
She knew that he was speaking lightly, but it was an arm, not hair, not nails...... It was a whole right arm, and she didn't dare to think about how much pain he should have, let alone how he survived in such a bad situation.
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Yun Jue replied with a sigh, knowing that no matter how she explained, she would still be sad.
"Actually, it's nothing if you don't have an arm, I can do anything, don't believe me feed you noodles!" After he finished speaking, he brought the bowl to her, then picked up the chopsticks with his left hand, picked up the noodles and brought them to her lips, looked at her expectantly, and said, "You haven't eaten what I made, try my craftsmanship and see if it tastes good." ”
Mu Nuanxin looked at his expectant eyes, slowly opened his mouth, bit off the noodles and ate them, finally had a smile on his face, and said in a dumb voice, "It's delicious." ”
"Eat more if it's delicious, drink some soup first to warm up your body." He put down his chopsticks, took the bowl to her lips, and let her take a few sips of hot soup.
After eating the whole bowl of noodles, he only felt drowsy, and his little hand kept holding his left hand tightly, as if he was afraid that he would disappear, and he fell asleep after the last night.
Yun Jue sat on the edge of the bed, looking at her sleeping face greedily, as if he couldn't get enough of it, and he couldn't engrave her appearance into his mind, he slowly withdrew his little hand held by her, carefully took off the mask, and then lowered his head to imprint a kiss on her cheek, in the mirror, his ruined face was reflected, half of his face had been completely deformed, as terrifying as a ghost.
He quickly put the mask back on his face and gave her a reluctant look before he got up and left the room.
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Long Tianyue drove a car frantically looking for Mu Nuanxin, but he searched all the places, home, school, rental house, all the places she might have been...... Later, he even went to Mu's house, but the Mu family said that she had never returned home at all.
Thinking of the disappointed and sad eyes when he left, his heart was like a knife, except for him, she didn't have any relatives in this city, where else could she go?
With trembling hands, he took the mobile phone and quickly dialed Feng Siye's phone, the phone rang several times before it was picked up, and Feng Siye's weak voice came, "Hey, what's wrong with Yue?" ”
Long Tianyue's eyes were red, he looked at the boundless rain curtain in front of him, and said in a hoarse voice, "Feng Siye, she's gone, can you help me find her?" ”
There was a trace of helplessness and pain in his voice, Feng Siye, who was originally dizzy, immediately woke up, he sat up from the bed suddenly, and asked nervously, "Yue, what's wrong?" You say slowly, where are you, I'll go over right away. ”
"She's gone, I can't find her, Feng Siye, I really can't live without her, I didn't mean to, it's so empty here...... it hurts" Long Tianyue covered her chest and closed her eyes in pain, so sad, really sad, I've never felt so bad, except when my mother left......
"Don't worry, I know what to say, I'll let someone find it right away...... I'll go out and look for it right away, don't worry, it'll be fine. Feng Siye quickly hung up the phone and rushed out of bed, walking out while getting dressed and talking on the phone, his whole heart was pinched, since he met, he had never seen him so fragile and uncomfortable.
Long Tianyue hung up the phone and drove forward quickly, no matter what, he had to find her......
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In the wooden house in the mountains, it was pouring rain outside, but the house was warm like spring, Yun Jue walked in from the outside, looked at the girl sleeping on the bed, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a satisfied smile, he didn't dare to approach her immediately, for fear that the cool air on his body would hurt her, and when his body was completely warm, he walked to the bed, lowered his head and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, and said softly, "Good night." ”
After he said this, he turned around and went to the cupboard, took out a set of futon and spread it next to the bed, and lay down with his clothes......
In the middle of the night, Yun Jue suddenly opened his eyes, his dark eyes became wild, and the restlessness that made him almost lose his mind rose in his body again......