She almost lost the will to live, but at this moment-

She seemed to go back in time and see her childhood self, sitting on the lawn in the hospital, between her parents.

Mother Jing tilted her head slightly and smiled softly at her, while Father Jing also looked kind.

She saw herself grow up to junior high school again.

Wen Xinnuan rode a milky yellow battery and waited downstairs in front of the small bungalow, which was the window of her bedroom, calling her name.

And she opened the window and wore the plaid uniform of her junior high school days......

She saw that she had grown up a little more, and she was cold and arrogant in high school.

He pursued her passionately and gentlemanly, and waited for her intimately and meticulously.

Every day there will be an apple in the drawer and a bottle of breakfast milk......

And the person who waits for her to go to school every morning has also changed from warm heart to him.

Countless memories are flooding in~ coming.

Jing Jiaren's figure moved slightly, for the sake of these people who walked in her life, she couldn't die. She doesn't want everyone she loves to suffer because of her.

Morning.

The morning light shines through the glass windows.

After a night of heavy rain, water droplets slowly dripped on the glass.

Jing Jiaren felt a great fishy smell in her throat, of course, it was not the smell of blood, but ......

Her lips squirmed, she wanted to vomit, and her eyes opened in pain.

He was tightly held in Simon Longting's arms, his body temperature was transmitted, he tortured her for a night, and he didn't get better, Junyi's face was full of exhaustion.

Jing Jiaren stared at him blankly, remembering the dream.

She is different from Ximen Longting, in addition to aiqing, she also has family, friendship, and dreams.

She longs for a life other than aiqing......

If one day she imprisons Simon Longting and traps his freedom, presumably he will also rebel and hate her love that is imprisoned like this.

Jing Jiaren quietly took away the hand he put on his waist and got up and got out of bed.

In front of the bathroom mirror, she rinsed her mouth vigorously while seeing the traces of her bruises.

Some of them were deliberately pinched out, some were screwed out, and some were caught......

It hurts.

She had seen these traces on Wen Xinnuan's body, but she didn't expect that she was now completely reduced to Wen Xinnuan and received the same treatment!

Of course, the most painful thing was her legs and lower body.

She didn't know how she got into the bathroom.

She doubted that she would have sexually ~ cold feelings in the future, and she was afraid and scared of love.

Because now she is afraid of men touching her......

Jing Jiaren shrank and spat out the taste in her mouth vigorously.

Ahem......

The toothbrush brushed up and down vigorously until red bubbles appeared, the gums bleed, and the toothbrush was completely skimmed.

She kept pouring water, trying to get rid of the smell in her mouth.

I don't know if it's a mental effect, she can't get rid of this smell!

Suddenly, the door was pushed open.

The handsome figure of Simon Longting appeared behind the mirror.

Jing Jiaren reflexed, the water cup in her hand fell on the sink, and her eyes widened, as if she had seen a ghost.

Simon woke up when he heard the sound of her washing and vomiting......

His gloomy gaze was fixed on the little woman, who was like a frightened bird, and her face clearly radiated fear of him.

Fear?

He pursed his lips, she had never been afraid of heaven and earth, even when he pointed a gun at her, she had never been afraid.

And now, is she afraid of him?