After meeting Ah Sheng, Gu Xingyuan went back to his hometown.

In October, when it was raining in the sky, Gu Qinghuan saw him off at the train station and asked him, "Do you still come to T City?" ”

After being separated all year round, Gu Xingyuan's attitude towards his sister was much calmer, but his voice was still cold: "Before leaving, no matter what, you should see Ah Sheng again." After being silent for a few seconds, he said to Gu Qinghuan: "I have taken care of Ah Sheng in my heart for the past two years, thank you." ”

Gu Qinghuan smiled, and her brother said to her, thank you! So rusty, as if they were strangers who had nothing to do with each other, the rain was blowing on her face, sometimes she was really envious of the rain, carefree like a child, when she wanted to cry, she could cry to her heart's content, unlike adults, crying would only make herself brittle.

"I have too much to apologize for Ah Sheng, as an aunt, I seem to be a failure." Gu Qinghuan's voice was soft, and Gu Xingyuan's heart felt a faint pain when he heard it.

After all, she is her sister, who is middle-aged, and has not dared to go home for nearly ten years, being alienated by her family, annoyed by her, and deeply pity her.

Therefore, people's emotions are sometimes really fickle and can't stand up to memories......

Gu Xing walked a few steps past the security check, walked a few steps, and looked back at Gu Qinghuan, she was still standing there, looking at him quietly, her eyes were warm. When she was a girl, there was a dazzling style between her eyebrows and eyes, and now her eyes are unwavering, and the years have polished her into a joyless person.

Lying soft, Gu Xingyuan sat on the lower bunk, his eyes closed tiredly, and a wave of wetness welled up in his eyes, he only had such a sister, but even this only sister didn't seem to have a way to make her happy.

The road was chosen by her, why did she live so unhappily?

In court, he can save a lot of people; In life, he was powerless to redeem his sister.

"Brother." The gentle call could not be her, Gu Xingyuan only thought that he was dreaming, but ...... When I opened my eyes, it was really her.

A minute before the train started, she took the train ticket she bought in a hurry, and at the urging of the conductor, she ran and ran fast, like when she was a child, she caught up with Gu Xingyuan out of breath, pulled his sleeve, looked at him with expectant eyes, and said to him: "Brother, take me to play!" ”

When he was a child, Gu Xingyuan felt that this sister was too clingy and annoying; When she grew up, she no longer followed him, but gave birth to a lot of loneliness.

Now, she smiled and wrote her expectation in the subtle wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and she said, "Brother, I'll go back with you to see my parents, I miss them." ”

Gu Xingyuan looked out the window, the train started, and at this moment he finally realized that it was too late to count the days, and before he knew it, he and his sister were already old.

……

The moving train and the dark tunnel seem to be able to bring people into the past that they don't want to look back, Gu Qinghuan curled up on the bed and fell asleep, Gu Xingyuan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her with heavy eyes.

Now that she is now, who will see that she is a well-known investment control master in T City?

I still remember that when Gu Qinghuan was like a flower, he returned to his hometown and was depressed for a long time, for unknown reasons.

The year was 1988, and Gu Qinghuan was 25 years old.

Later, news came out that she fell in love with a married man, the old man of the Gu family went to T City and slapped her in the face, at that time she had no tears, as if the pain was not her own, turned to leave, Gu Xingyuan reached out and grabbed her hand, wanted to say something, but was silent for a long time.

After the last, she said, "Brother, you don't care about me." ”

Okay, he doesn't care about her, watching her get older day by day over the years, watching how she begs for perfection in the Han family, this is what she asked for, it has nothing to do with him, but is it really irrelevant?

They are the closest relatives in this world!

After immigrating to the United States, during the New Year's holidays, she would take the initiative to call him, and the greetings were short, and there was a small warmth in the shallow words.

Many times, he was silent until the end of the call, not saying a word, but she still remembered him all the time, her tone was relaxed and natural, and the occasional laughter would make him feel that she had been doing well.

Towards five o'clock in the afternoon, she woke up, a box of rice appeared in front of her, and a voice sounded in her ears: "Eat some to cushion your stomach." ”

Gu Qinghuan sat up, raised her hand to press the slightly messy hair, took the rice, her nose twitched, and she lowered her head and ate silently: the rice provided on the train was very hard and the taste was too light, but she ate it very deliciously.

She was used to eating delicious food, so she ate a box of rice cleanly, and when she got up to throw the box, she looked at Gu Xingyuan and smiled embarrassedly: "It's delicious." ”

Is it delicious? Before she woke up, he barely ate half of the box and eventually threw it away, which was a little unpalatable.

……

On the night of returning to the county seat, Gu Qinghuan fell ill.

Rainy night, very cold.

In the small clinic, Gu Xingyuan was busy and put a warm water bag under the palm of her infusion. The palms of his hands were warm, Gu Qinghuan gently rested his head on Gu Xingyuan's shoulder that night, and those tears that had been withheld for a long time finally burst out of his eyes.

Gu Xingyuan didn't look at her crying, stared at the back of her hand, which had needles and strips of white tape, and asked her after a long time: "What are you crying about!" ”

The voice came out with a sigh.

"Am I being willful?" She asked.

Gu Xingyuan said: "It is said that niece Suigu, Ah Sheng, like you, is usually docile and kind, but in his bones he is a cold person, and he is persistent in what he believes to the end, even if he touches his head and bleeds." Speaking of this, Gu Xingyuan condensed