The longer it dragged on, the more desperate I became. When I went out in the morning and saw Wu Yao, I thought that I must explain to Zhao Lei and ask him not to make any more mistakes, but when I arrived at the store, my heart couldn't be hard, so I could only continue to pretend to be "affectionate" with him.

At the end of the semester, Zhao Lei came to the store less and less, which gradually opened up the connection between us. I thought this would alienate him, but he still came to see me twice a day and called me in the middle of the morning.

"Brother, remember to eat." "Brother, I'll go to the store in a while." "Brother, where are we going to eat at night?"

Call me every day, it's just a little bit of content back and forth, and after we meet, we talk about things in the candy store. Those unnutritious topics are basically full of us, and sometimes I am a little afraid to talk to him, but he still can't get enough.

"Xiao Lei... I found a problem. "Just as he was sitting at the counter, preparing for what he was going to learn in tomorrow's class, I found an opportunity to open my mouth." What's wrong? What's the problem? He didn't look up at me, he just looked at the textbook in his hand.

Seeing that he didn't care like this, I became even more cowardly. I'm afraid that if I tell him, he'll use all kinds of pestering words or promises to keep me..."I... We—" My heart was beating faster, and my body was fluttering with it. "We... Nothing in between... Topic. ”

The question shook him a little, and he put down the book in his hand, and then looked up at me seriously. "I've also found that every time we meet or go out to dinner, we don't have anything to say, and there's no point in the nonsense."

Hearing him say this, my heart also settled down a lot. At least he saw that we were not suitable, and it would be easier to confess to him. "Actually, I..." "We should get to know each other well and know each other's interests and hobbies."

As soon as I spoke, Zhao Lei interrupted me. He propped his chin on his fingers and said thoughtfully, "Really, I really don't know you well, I don't know anything other than what you told me." As he spoke, he jumped out of his chair. Brother, we need a chance to have a good exchange! ”

His unwavering eyes terrified me, and he held my hand and wouldn't flinch. How could this be the case? According to the development of ordinary TV series, shouldn't it be a breakup?

I slowed down for a long time, not knowing how to proceed, and I just stared at him in amazement as my brain spun rapidly. But it seemed to be another hint to him, and it also made him see another kind of "meaning" that was not my "meaning".

"That's what you think, aren't you? Ha ha! I knew it! You want me to know you better! He laughed, the temperature of his palm was rising a little, and seeing that I still didn't speak, he pulled me into his arms. Brother, don't worry, I won't let you down in the future. ”

In his arms, I was like a teddy bear. There is no emotion, no action, just being held by him like this, and he can't speak. How can he open his mouth if he misunderstands like this? Opened his mouth to say that he misunderstood, and then he broke down and tried to keep me?

No! I can't do that, I have to find another chance, find a chance to confess to him...

"But I've been busy lately, so I don't have time." He was a little embarrassed, "It's okay, wait until you're done, I'm not in a hurry, you can understand whenever you want." I coped with his words, reached out and took his book from the table, "Why don't you go back to the dormitory first, the dormitory manager will talk about you again in a while." ”

"Oh, okay then." He turned to pack his bag and looked at the clock on the wall, it was time for me to go home, so I just cleaned up the counter and waited to go with him.

"Huh?" He suddenly stopped moving, as if he had thought of something, "Brother? Are you busy today? He turned to me and asked.

Looking at the flash of light in his eyes, I also got goosebumps, the last time he asked me if I was busy, I said busy, but he asked for leave the next day to help me work, the last time I said busy, he accompanied me for a night to "relax" and go to a movie, this time...

"I'm not busy, I'll go to bed when I get home in a while." I replied with a smile.

"That's great!" He clapped his hands and shouted, "Come back to my dorm room, stay in my dorm tonight, we will sleep in the same bed, and we can talk quietly while we sleep." His face suddenly became rosy, and the corners of his mouth were as wide as pistachios.

Now the relationship is already tense enough, if I don't return all night, Wu Yao may say how I have fallen... No, why should I care about Wu Yao's thoughts? Didn't I talk to Zhao Lei to be angry with him?

I'm so confused that I don't even know what I think..."uh... It's not good, you sleep too late at night, and you should be out of energy in class the next day. I excused myself.

He shook his hand and said, "It's okay! Tomorrow I'm in class at 10 o'clock, so I can get up a little later. Seeing that I was still a little hesitant, he was also a little puzzled, "Brother, you don't want to sleep with me, do you?" Do you hate me? ”

"No, no, how is it possible." I hurriedly explained, "I just think that the people in your dormitory may not be able to accept it, after all..."I didn't mention Wu Yao's incident, after so long, although it was a stalk in my heart, but it didn't do any good to tell Zhao Lei, but it hurt the feelings between their brothers.

"Oops, it's fine!" He guessed my concerns, "They already know about us!" He said cheerfully.

"What!" I was a little surprised, "Didn't I tell you not to tell them?" How do you say it! "I was a little anxious, and in a fit of anger, I also hit Zhao Lei's arm lightly and heavily.

"The last time Huzi helped me come to you, he knew. I didn't say it, I just told him to surprise you by tricking you, and he guessed. Zhao Lei is still shirking responsibility, "I can't be blamed for this, I can only blame him for being too smart." When he returned, others followed. ”

"It's over, it's over..."I sighed, this was not a good thing originally, but now there are a few more people who know, and things will end even worse, if I break up with Zhao Lei now, with the relationship between their brothers, won't they eat me alive?

"Don't be afraid, they are all very supportive, and they all say that gender is not a problem, and age is not a gap." Zhao Lei explained disapprerovingly, "Besides, you're not much older than me, you're only six years old." ”

I didn't know how to answer, I wanted to smile reluctantly, but the corners of my mouth couldn't hold up. "Alright, don't shirk. Let's go! "When he finished the bag, he also pulled me out of the candy store in a hurry...

He didn't tell anyone about our relationship, but his actions told everyone that I had an illicit relationship with him... All the way, he put his arm around my shoulder. Although I am older than him, with his height half a head taller than me and his "older" face, uninformed people do not know that I am 6 years older than him.

However, acquaintances are not so easy to fool. They are all people who have come to my store to buy things, and some of them are still Zhao Lei's classmates, when they pass by us, I want to find a crack to drill down, only Zhao Lei still greets them happily.

I didn't dare look them in the eyes, I was afraid, afraid that they would look at us with contempt. No, it's not me, it's Zhao Lei, my reputation is already a rag and worthless, but Zhao Lei is different, he still has a great future, and he can't be delayed by me...

Later, I slowly withdrew my hand from his hand and continued to talk and laugh with him about the store, but he always continued to find an excuse to pull my hand back again... In the end, I had no choice but to give up the struggle and let him hold my hand tightly.

I've found that I use my sense of smell to remember a person. I have been with Zhao Lei for so long, and I have gradually become familiar with the smell on his body, which is a unique taste of teenagers, as fresh and natural as the green grass in the sun, and as pleasant as the fragrance of epiphany in the moonlight.

"Brother, I don't want to call you brother in the future, it's a bit too raw, it's not like a couple at all." When he was about to get to the dormitory, he opened his mouth, "Uh... So what do you want to call it? As long as it's not called Rui Rui, my wife is like a numb woman, anything. ”

He stopped, stood in front of the dormitory building, and thought for a long time. "That's called... Call the baby, right? ”

Hearing this word almost scared me to death, and it almost didn't make me laugh to death... In short, the moment I heard this word, seven emotions and six desires rushed to my brain at once, and I couldn't accept it. "Do you dare to come up with a high-class title? It's so cheesy that it's dead, and it's all rotten. I said disdainfully.

"No way... It's incompetent. He scratched his hair and said embarrassedly, "I don't know what to call it, I just want to change the name so that it is closer." As he spoke, he leaned over to me, his hand unconsciously around my waist.

"Actually, I'm used to listening to my brother." The people who came and went in the building, as well as the people who passed by us, they all looked at me with strange eyes, and their faces had almost been destroyed by them, and I deliberately pushed Zhao Lei away, alienating the distance between us.

In order not to let him be disappointed, I also continued, "Why don't you wait for you to think of something good, it's still a long time anyway." I pulled his bag and walked on, "Let's go, hurry up and get in." "It's not that I'm really in a hurry, but I'm afraid that standing in the doorway for a while will attract more contempt.

"Hmm!" Zhao Lei replied and also sped up his pace...