Chapter 20 Deterioration?
In the days after returning to the army, Zhan Yilin's every day was the same as before, most of the time was spent on self-improvement, although she occasionally needed to go on missions, but they were all simple tasks such as rescuing the hostages, which was not difficult for her, let alone life-threatening.
Every weekend, Xu Rongrong will also bring Tianning over, she always seems to be happier than Zhan Yiyang, because when Xu Rongrong comes, she can go to Zhan Yiyang's dormitory to eat, not only has delicious food, but also can tease Tianning.
And this weekend, Xu Rongrong suddenly told her after coming over: "Yilin, I saw a very beautiful wedding dress in xx magazine, which is very suitable for you!" β
Recently, Zhan Yilin has always been thinking about marrying Chen Haoran, and the wedding dress naturally aroused her interest: "What wedding dress?" Sister-in-law, have you saved the picture? β
Xu Rongrong was already ready, nodded, and pulled up the picture from the ipad to show Zhan Yilin.
She won't tell SΓΉ Zhan Yilin, this is a lot of time for her and Ye Zi'an, helping her carefully select from many wedding dresses, and asking the original designer to remove the improved version of the design that is trailing.
Zhan Yilin didn't know anything, she looked at the wedding dress, but she liked it very much from the bottom of her heart.
The new and elegant design, and most importantly, the absence of the trail that she doesn't really like, is simply designed to cater to her preferences.
She asked Xu Rongrong in surprise: "Sister-in-law, how did you notice this wedding dress?" β
"I saw it by chance." Xu Rongrong didn't look like he was lying at all, "I know you don't like tailing, so I guess you'll like this wedding dress." How about it, you like it so much, do you want to make a reservation? β
"I'm right to like it," Zhan Yilin covered up her shyness, bowed her head and said, "But I haven't gotten a word about my marriage to Chen Haoran." β
"I think," Xu Rongrong groaned, "We can prepare first." Wedding dresses are only meant to be worn once in a lifetime, so they must be perfect. If you book now, you can modify any problems later. And isn't it inevitable that you and Haoran will get married, and the wedding dress will always be used. β
Zhan Yilin thought about it, thinking that Chen Haoran would come back in a while, and she really liked this wedding dress, so she nodded: "Then let's book first." She emphasized again, "However, sister-in-law, don't let others know about this matter, otherwise it will reach Chen Haoran's ears, and he will think that I am in a hurry and make fun of me for the rest of my life. β
Xu Rongrong raised a smile, made an "ok" gesture, helped Zhan Yilin measure the number of waist circumference, and sent it to Ye Zi'an, and at the same time sent a message to Min Shiyan, "Yilin will do it here!"
Time passed day by day, and Zhan Yilin and Chen Haoran still maintained calls and videos. In her free time, she would look at the ring on her hand and feel the passage of time, and a month had passed in a blink of an eye, and there were only two months left before Chen Haoran returned.
Zhan Yilin counted the time to live, becoming happier day by day, and everyone could feel that the smile on her face was getting brighter day by day.
Another month later, Zhan Yilin's wedding dress was sent, and when she went home, she tried it on, and Tian Ning supported her chin next to her and exclaimed: "Auntie, you are so beautiful." β
Zhan Yilin looked at herself in the mirror, imagining the scene of her wearing this wedding dress to marry Chen Haoran, smiled and pinched Tianning's cheek, and deliberately asked him: "How about comparing with your mother?" β
Xiao Tianning's face showed a very tangled expression: "Auntie, can you compare with others?" As he spoke, he pointed to the model in the magazine, "Well, auntie, you look better than her!" Hundreds of times better looking! β
Zhan Yilin sighed, she knew that in Tianning's mind, no one could compare to his mother, but she could look better than a model, forget it, satisfied.
She kissed Tianning, changed out of her wedding dress, and habitually looked at the calendar
Two months have passed, and there is only one month left before Chen Haoran returns.
A year of waiting, not long but not short, she finally came to an end.
After this vacation, Zhan Yilin returned to the army, and occasionally when she was free, she watched the seconds jump forward one by one, telling herself that the time to meet Chen Haoran was shortened by another second, and then her mood would become inexplicably very good.
However, her good mood did not last long.
After returning to the army, she contacted Chen Haoran once, but in the next four days, she had no way to contact him again. In the end, she really couldn't find a way, so she could only contact Min Shiyan.
Min Shiyan said: "You don't have to worry, Haoran is receiving treatment, and it is inconvenient to contact you." Don't think about it. β
Zhan Yilin didn't want to think about it, but Min Shiyan's voice was obviously not right.
"Shiyan!" Her voice was very anxious, "You tell me the truth, is there something wrong with Haoran?" Just thinking of this possibility, Zhan Yilin felt heartbreaking, a year-long treatment, Haoran suffered for a year, and finally came to an end, how could he have an accident at this time?
Min Shiyan over there was silent for a long time, and finally just said softly, "No, don't think about it."
The more this is the case, the more suspicious Zhan Yilin feels and wants to ask more clearly, but Min Shiyan said at this time: "I'm going to be busy, let's do this first." β
Listening to the sound of the phone being hung up, a heavy worry filled Zhan Yilin's heart, and she couldn't sit still, and called Xu Rongrong, trying to find a little comfort from her.
Xu Rongrong's voice is naturally very comfortable, soft and soft, coupled with her gentle tone, soothing people do have a good effect, but now, even she can't comfort Zhan Yilin.
The anxiety in Zhan Yilin's heart showed no signs of stabilizing, she was afraid that Xu Rongrong would be worried, so she had to say to Xu Rongrong: "Sister-in-law, I'm fine." Let's do it first. β
After hanging up the phone, Zhan Yilin tried to dial Chen Haoran's phone again, but she was still unreachable, and her heart was hung high in the air.
This whole day, Zhan Yilin was restless, and after waking up the next day, he immediately contacted Chen Haoran, and the result was still the same, and then called Min Shiyan's phone, but was prompted to turn off the phone.
In the year since the shutdown, this is the first time she has encountered Min Shiyan's shutdown.
Intuition sues sΓΉ Zhan Yilin, there must be something very strict zhΓ²ng happening, and it is related to Chen Haoran.
No, she can't stay like this anymore, she wants to find Chen Haoran!
Thinking about it, Zhan Yilin had already gotten up and turned on the computer, searched for flight information, and was planning to book a ticket.
However, at this moment, her mobile phone resting on the table vibrated slightly.
On the caller ID, it is Xu Rongrong's name.
So early, if it weren't for the urgency, Xu Rongrong wouldn't have called her.
The bad premonition in Zhan Yilin's heart became stronger and stronger, and she went to get her mobile phone, only to find that her hands were actually trembling.
Don't panic, "she told herself, don't panic, nothing can't be solved."
However, after connecting the phone, she realized that in this world, there are really things that she can't solve.
For example, "She can't save Chen Haoran's life."
That's right, Chen Haoran had an accident, Xu Rongrong told her on the phone, at the last moment of treatment, Chen Haoran still couldn't hold on, his condition suddenly deteriorated sharply, and after Min Shiyan was rescued by several people for a day and a night, he died. His body has been cremated in the United States, and Min Shiyan took him back to China, arriving at twelve o'clock at noon.
With a "bang", the mobile phone in Zhan Yilin's hand fell to the ground, and for the first time, she really felt the feeling that the strength of her whole body was being drained.
It was also at this time that she knew what despair was, and what it meant to feel like she couldn't live anymore
All her strength was crushed at this time.
The place of her heart, as if someone was holding a chisel and constantly chiseling, the sharp pain spread throughout her body, and she crouched down, trying to hold herself tight, but she still felt cold
I don't know how long it has been, Zhan Yilin seems to have suddenly sobered up, she got up, ran to the parking lot, drove the car casually, and went home.
On the way, her tears finally slipped down.
When she got home, Xu Rongrong was waiting for her at the door, and she walked over and hugged Xu Rongrong as if she had seen the greatest dependence: "Sister-in-law." β
Xu Rongrong saw Zhan Yilin crying like this for the first time, and he couldn't bear it, so he patted her on the back: "Let's go, let's go to the airport." β
"Wait a minute." Zhan Yilin suddenly let go of Xu Rongrong and ran back to the house.
Xu Rongrong could probably guess what Zhan Yilin was going back to do, but when he really saw her come out in a wedding dress, he almost cried" Yilin knew that Haoran had already put on a wedding dress for him.
However, her wedding dress was originally made for Haoran. In her life, she may only be willing to put on a wedding dress for Chen Haoran.
Xu Rongrong resisted all the impulses, pulled the car door and let Zhan Yilin go up: "Let's go." β
On the way to the airport, Zhan Yilin didn't cry, but Xu Rongrong could see that she was very sad, no less than when she knew that Zhan Yiyang had just died six years ago.
After arriving at the airport, the time was approaching twelve o'clock, Zhan Yilin got out of the car and ran to the exit of the arrival flight, she was outstanding, a white and delicate wedding dress carefully outlined her delicate and graceful figure, which naturally attracted a lot of attention, but she didn't squint, Xu Rongrong could only follow her closely, but she only followed half the way, and disappeared halfway
After Zhan Yilin ran to the exit, she looked at the flight news, showing that it had arrived, but there was no Min Shiyan among so many people at the exit, she thought that her vision was blurred and she couldn't see clearly, so she wiped the tears in her eyes, and looked again, but there was still nothing.
"Sister-in-law." Zhan Yilin subconsciously wanted to ask Xu Rongrong, but turned her head, but she didn't see Xu Rongrong's figure, and swept around, but there was still nothing.
Still unable to understand what this qiΔ was about, Zhan Yilin heard a familiar voice at this moment: "Yilin." β