One hundred and fifteen, Yan Ke: Do you want to break up with me?
After Su Qin received the email, she thought about it and called Fang Ru. She felt that when she used her mental power to communicate with Fang Ru, her IQ was a little insufficient.
Su Qin dialed Fang Ru's number, and it was Tang Hua who answered the phone as always. In Su Qin's opinion, Tang Hua is also a strong man, and he can stay by Fang Ru's side for five full years, and he is praised by Fang Ru without being disliked, which has to be said, it is indeed a kind of ability.
"Miss Su, Dong Fang is in a meeting, and it will be over in about half an hour." Tangerine's voice was as polite as ever, and even carried a hint of respect that he had never had before.
"Half an hour, isn't it? I'll call her again after the meeting is over. After Su Qin finished speaking, he was about to hang up the phone when another voice came from there.
"Miss Su, before the meeting, let me tell you that if you called for that stack of materials, you don't need to look for her again. She doesn't have time to go back to Old Man Yan's 80th birthday, and Yan Gongzi may be busy that day, and there will always be places that can't take care of you. You can recognize the people first, and you won't have to worry about the day. Tang Hua said it clearly gently, but after saying goodbye to Su Qin, he was extremely polite from beginning to end.
Su Qin estimated the reason for the change in Tang Hua's attitude, probably because Fang Ru's opinion of her had changed a little better. After all, Tang Hua is the person next to Fang Ru, and he can almost be regarded as an all-round secretary. If there was anything going on with Fang Ru, maybe Tang Hua knew the news earlier than Yan Ke.
Hung up the phone, Su Qin looked at the extraordinarily large character file on the computer screen, and the importance of the characters was carefully divided into levels, just like when I took the English level 4 exam, the level of each vocabulary was arranged for you, and you memorized it according to the importance.
Su Qin printed a copy of the materials herself, took it home that night and began to memorize it.
At night, Yan Kewo was in the sofa, wearing a thin silk nightgown, digging a bucket of Häagen-Dazs, holding a laptop in one hand to look at the K-line chart, Su Qin stretched his neck and glanced at the screen, only to feel that the line was dazzling, and he was too lazy to look at it.
However, Yan Ke was aroused by her movements, moved over by himself, threw the laptop aside, and began to feed Su Qin ice cream spoonful by spoon.
"If I don't eat it, how much meat do I have to grow after eating so much ice cream at night!" Su Qin suddenly turned her head aside while eating, refusing to eat. Yan Ke didn't dislike it, she took the spoon she had eaten and continued to eat.
"What are you looking at?" Yan Ke looked at her for a while, and saw that she didn't have the slightest desire to take her eyes off the pages to look at him, and while looking at it, she couldn't help but snatch the stack of materials in her hand.
"What are you doing, I'm watching!" Su Qin glared at Yan Ke dissatisfied, and there was no information in his hand anyway, so he took the spoon and began to dig Yan Ke's bucket of Häagen-Dazs.
"What are you looking for?" Yan Ke looked at a few pages and looked up to ask her.
"Aunt Fang said that after a week, she won't have time to come back, so let me memorize everyone myself, and accompany you to the banquet when the time comes." Su Qin pursed her lips, her expression very helpless. Now she has entered a dilemma, if she participates in the banquet, it seems that she is in a hurry with the Yan family. Not attending a banquet is like not getting the attention and recognition it deserves. After all, if Yan Ke paid enough attention to her, how could he not even take her to attend the occasion of Old Man Yan's eightieth birthday?
The most terrible thing is that Fang Ru was ready to find a reason to escape and not attend this banquet at all. The father-in-law who is a birthday and the daughter-in-law who is not present at all is tantamount to being slapped hard for Old Man Yan. However, it is unlikely that Old Man Yan's anger will come from Yan Ke, and all the anger can only be borne by her.
"Xiaoqin, either, you don't want to go at all." What Su Qin can think of, Yan Ke can naturally think of. He didn't want Su Qin to be talked about behind people, but he didn't want her to face those embarrassments.
"Your grandfather's birthday party, can you not go?" Su Qin looked at him with a smile.
"I can't." Yan Ke shook his head, he felt that he and the Yan family had not yet reached the point of not getting along with each other. Fang Ru is in Hong Kong City, just find any reason, he is seriously ill or something, if he can't come back, he can't come back, and no one can check it anyway. But he couldn't. Others are in City C, just to pretend to be something, and there is no credibility at all. If he didn't even attend Old Man Yan's birthday banquet, it would really be irreparable.
"Yan Ke, you are my man, you went to your grandfather's birthday banquet, are you going to bring other women to attend?" Su Qin looked at him expressionlessly, and when she came to this point, she had no way back. The fact that the engagement could not be announced as scheduled is enough to make people talk. If she didn't even show her face this time, she probably said something even more ugly. Other people's ridicule of her, she can not care. However, she couldn't tolerate the upper-class circles in City C treating the Su family as a joke, and laughed at the daughter of the Su family who was in a hurry to climb the upstart and begged for it.
"I'm sorry." Yan Ke suddenly felt that he was so powerless in front of Su Qin, he couldn't say anything except sorry. He didn't want Su Qin to be bullied by others, but the person who made Su Qin have to bear this embarrassment happened to be himself. It was because of his hesitation and soft-heartedness that things came to this point step by step.
He is always too soft-hearted, not as decisive as his mother, which is why he lives so badly.
Su Qin sighed, snuggled in his arms, and said to him word by word: "Yan Ke, I will go with you to this banquet, but this is not for you, but for the sake of the Su family, for the face of my father and eldest brother, my family has paid a lot for me, I would rather be talked about by others than be chewed by others." ”
"Yan Ke, I love you, whether it is my people or my money, I am willing to give it to you, but this does not mean that I will swallow my anger towards others in order to calm things down. If, now, you still can't protect me, or you are still hesitant to be with me. Then after this birthday feast, we can be separated for a while, so that we can all become better and stronger for each other, and be together again. I ......"
"Say no more!" Hearing Su Qin's words, for a moment, Yan Ke even felt a heartfelt fear coming from the bottom of his heart. What do you mean by 'temporary separation'? How do you separate them? Separation, or ...... Parted?
"Yan Ke, even if I don't say it, this problem still exists, I really love you, but love can't be the whole of life. Like, your mother loves your father so much, but she is still very strong and alive brightly. Su Qin sighed, she felt that she had really sighed more often recently.
The longer you spend with Yan Ke, the more obvious the flaws in Yan Ke's personality become. He seems to be uninhibited, but in fact he is a very conservative man. His outlook on life, career and love are deeply influenced by Mr. Yan, in love, he will almost demand that he be loyal to the person he loves, in the relationship, she has never had any sense of crisis, regardless of whether there is a red hard shell between them. Yan Ke chose her, then it must be her, and there will only be one woman in her life.
In other ways, however, she felt more and more worried. Yan Ke learned Fang Ru's appearance, but he was not as decisive and firm as her. Actually, there is a reason for this personal experience. If Fang Ru hadn't suffered the blows of losing her father and losing her father one after another, maybe she would only be a shrewd and capable virtuous helper, instead of looking like a strong woman now.
And now Yan Ke, in the final analysis, his growth process can even be said to be smooth sailing. He was shrewd and capable enough, he was born with the highest education, he had resources far higher than ordinary people, he lived a chic and comfortable life, and he almost never came into contact with the so-called difficult predicament. In the little life he's been through, he's faced with a choice of which one he wants to pick out of a lot of things, not just two choices, he can only pick one. And that one may not be his.
That's why it's so difficult to get him to give up something that's very important to him. Because, in his view of the world, he has always thought about how to get this and that, rather than just choosing one. Therefore, he always wanted to be able to maintain his relationship with the Yan family while ensuring his own interests, and he didn't want to give up either.
Until the Su family's birthday banquet, Su Qin felt that Yan Ke could do this, but now, when Fang Ru decided to put the burden on and ignore this matter, she felt that both she and Yan Ke thought about this matter too simply.
From the beginning of the war between Yan Ke and the Yan family, Fang Ru was in front of Yan Ke, except for the time when Yan Dongye attacked him, Fang Ru didn't care, and at other times, she could even be said to have shared most of the pressure for Yan Ke.
Whether it was Su Qin or Yan Ke himself, they all felt that Fang Ru was blocking the sky when it fell. Even until yesterday, Yan Ke told her that the engagement could not be announced, and she was not too sad. Because she felt that it didn't matter if the Yan family didn't recognize her, they could hold an engagement ceremony in Hong Kong City.
However, they forgot that Fang Ru was originally a resolute and resolute character who did not play cards according to common sense. She now told Su Qin that she would not come to Old Man Yan's birthday banquet, and Su Qin realized that Fang Ru could choose to stand in front of them, or she could choose to ignore this matter at all.
It's her Su Qin who wants to be with Yan Ke, it's they who want to stay in City C, if they go further with Yan Ke in the future, and Yan Ke is always soft-hearted towards the Yan family, then the person who has to face those embarrassments and gossips is none other than her, Su Qin! She has always made one mistake, love itself can't give her anything, everything has to be fought for by herself, and she must be responsible for her own actions. She can't continue to be indifferent to be a 'sensible' woman, she has to tell him about her difficulties and her forbearance.
Either the east wind overwhelms the west, or the west wind blows the east wind, once Yan Ke is formed, she doesn't care about anything except his love, and she is no longer a treasure that needs to be cherished and cared for for him, but a dispensable concoction, because a woman who doesn't care about anything except men's love is just a vassal in the final analysis, not an independent personality. has come to that point, and their love is really over! She is willing to be wronged for him, but if that person really loves her enough and cares about her enough, why should she be wronged?
Yan Ke loves her enough, so, in the final analysis, it was she who cared too much about his feelings and didn't want to embarrass him, so she knocked out her teeth and swallowed blood, and Yun Danfeng made him feel that she didn't take everything to heart!
She must take responsibility for her choices, because she is the one who pays for her life. Either train this man well, or leave this man in pain, there is no third choice, because of the days when she was angry and wasted, she Su Qin couldn't get by, and there was no need to go there!
It was night, in the center of the spacious, beautifully decorated and comfortable room, there was a large size bed, and the white curtain hung down from the top of the bed, which looked seductive and misty in the hazy night.
Yan Ke was lying on the bed, even though his brain was extremely tired, he still couldn't fall asleep for a long time. He felt that his heart was cold, and no matter how warm the body of the person he was holding was, it couldn't warm his heart.
He was really scared by Su Qin today.
In fact, in the past year and a half since he and Su Qin confirmed their relationship, what he was most interested in Su Qin was actually the first half year when the relationship between the two was established. Because his heart was full of anxiety at that time, and he was afraid that he would not be good enough to make her dissatisfied, and then leave him and choose someone better.
However, the deeper his relationship with Su Qin, the more reassuring he felt about Su Qin. His subconscious was relieved of Su Qin, Su Qin's character was too stable, and she handed over her body to him, which was actually the same as delivering her own heart. Her thinking is very conservative and steady, and to a certain extent, she fully agrees with the saying that one life is one life. Therefore, he is generally used to asking for forgiveness in bed for anything he has done wrong, and as long as she is willing to open her body to him in bed, it means that her heart is open to him at any time.
He likes to do some things with Su Qin as a husband and wife, because it can give him a sense of security.
However, while Su Qin gave him a sense of security, he became more and more unable to give her a sense of security. Because, after determining that this woman belonged to him, so, to some extent, he was also selfishly ignoring her thoughts. Didn't Su Qin say it, wouldn't he know the grievances that the Yan family gave her? It's not that he doesn't know the way, he subconsciously wants to ignore it. He felt that one day he would be able to balance the relationship between the Yan family and his own interests, and when the time came, he would have a lot of time to make up for her, they were both young and had a long life to squander.
However, he ignored her wishes, was she willing to wait for him? She can choose to leave him at any time, or even leave City C, leave Huaxia, and withdraw from his life.
At that point, what is the point of what he is doing now? Whether it is the Yan family or his mother, it is impossible to accompany him for a lifetime, and those who can accompany him for a lifetime and share his weal and woe with him will only be his partner and his woman. If one day she gets impatient and doesn't want to wait any longer, and leaves first, what's the point of everything he does? No matter how much money he had in his arms, no one would help him spend it.
Maybe one day, he will succeed in reaching the top after becoming famous, but the scenery of a person is too lonely. If no one wants to enjoy his power and wealth, then what is he going to do? He wasn't that great, and he felt completely unnecessary to make a man who made countless sums of money and then used it on some people who wanted nothing but his money in exchange for some hypocritical curry.
He liked her at first because she didn't want anything from him, and then he was uneasy because she didn't want anything from him. And now, he finally understands that if it wasn't her, she was really indifferent to fame and fortune, broad-minded, and didn't want anything. She is also just a little woman, and she has her own joys and sorrows. She didn't say it, not because she wasn't wronged, but because she didn't want him to be embarrassed. She cares more about him than everyone else, but he often ignores her feelings because she cares.
"Baby, I'm sorry, don't leave me." Yan Ke's heart was very sour, it turned out that he was unconsciously making her so sad. Ironically, he's still complacent about it, thinking he's doing a good job.
He eagerly held her face, kissed her, hugged her, it turned out that he loved deeply, and he really wanted to crush that person and melt it into his body, so that she could not leave him for the rest of her life.
When Yan Ke felt uneasy, his favorite thing to do was to ask her for pleasure. At that time, Su Qin could generally feel his uneasiness, as long as he apologized and succeeded in asking for joy, it meant that the previous page had been successfully turned.
But this time......
Su Qin's dazed Yan Ke woke up, and his mood was unimaginably bad. It was originally a lot of things on the set, but I was memorized until midnight, and I had to get up early the next morning to go to the crew to continue working. is very busy at work, and life is also a mess, Su Qin is not easy to put down those bad things, and fell asleep, but he was woken up by Yan Ke kissing him just after falling asleep.
At that moment, Su Qin was as annoyed as a delicate kitten who suddenly turned into an angry lion, and she pushed away Yan Ke, who was sticking to her and begging for pleasure: "Don't make a noise with me!" Do you do anything else besides doing it? If you have no place to vent your energy, don't sleep and keep going to work! Anyway, you can't do anything but work and do! ”
After speaking, Su Qin, who was in a state of rage, grabbed his pillow, and then hugged the bed quilt and ran to the living room. Yan Ke didn't expect Su Qin to have such a big reaction at all, he was simply frightened by Su Qin's actions, he had never been yelled at by Su Qin like this. Su Qin has always been very soft-hearted to him, at most, he kept a cold face and kept silent, and then he didn't want to be embarrassed and coaxed.
Yan Ke didn't have time to react for a while, and by the time his brain continued to work, Su Qin had already successfully pulled out a thin quilt covered in summer from the cabinet, and ran to the sofa to sleep by himself.
Yan Ke: What does this mean? Now that we're going to sleep in separate beds, what's next? Separate? Or is it a more decisive breakup?
"Su Qin, I know that I didn't do well, but you have to give me a chance to make amends." In the dark night, Yan Ke's voice was muffled, with a sense of danger that the mountain rain was about to come and the wind was full of buildings.
"If your remedy is to make up for it with your stuff, I don't need it! Master, you are delicate and tender, and you can't sleep on the cold sofa, can I sleep? No one will let you sleep on the couch in the future. Su Qin felt that her temples were exploding and hurting, she wanted to get a good night's sleep now, no matter what happened, she would wait until she woke up to deal with it. But Yan Ke doesn't, he is like an annoying fly, he must force her to speak clearly when she is the most annoying.
When Yan Ke heard Su Qin's words, he was almost about to have angina in an instant, he put his heart in her hand, as long as she exerted a little strength, he would be in pain. Not to mention 'no one will let you sleep on the sofa in the future', this kind of saying is like poking him in the heart with a knife? He gave her the right to punish him, but she didn't even want the right anymore.
When she gave up her rights, she abandoned her obligations. She no longer longs for him, nor does she want his heart, nor his people. If she doesn't want anything, then what's the point of his so-called persistence?
After Su Qin scolded Yan Ke, he continued to sleep. She confusedly knew that what she said might be too much, but she really didn't want to care anymore and didn't have the strength to do it. She was so tired.
Yan Ke lightened the sound of breathing in the dark, then climbed down from the bed, walked lightly to the sofa, and squatted beside the sofa. He looked at his sweetheart so quietly, he didn't dare to kiss her, nor did he dare to hug her, for fear that after she woke up, the first thing she would do was to leave him in the middle of the night.
After squatting for a while, Yan Ke felt that his feet were numb from squatting, so he simply sat on the long-haired carpet in front of the sofa without feeling dirty, and looked at his master in a daze like a big dog sitting.
Even when Su Qin fell asleep, she could feel a sense of oppression staring at her all the time. In her sleep, she vaguely knew who this was her gaze, but she didn't want to open her eyes, she didn't want to respond, she just wanted to try her best to go into a deeper sleep, ignore him, ignore him.
Although he didn't get any response, Yan Ke didn't feel tired at all, he seemed to have returned to the night when he hadn't confessed to Su Qin. At that time, he and Su Qin were still living next to each other in an apartment building near Gongmei University, and he was determined to be with her at that time, but he did not get the consent of his family, and he did not dare to confess rashly.
Therefore, on that watery night, he only dared to look at her, and then restrained himself from leaving a faint kiss on her lips, superfluous, and did not dare to do anything.
It seemed that time had been reversed in an instant, and it was back to that time, Yan Ke took a light breath and imprinted a kiss on her lips, and the feeling of kissing her was so wonderful that he couldn't help but want to get closer, a little closer. In the past, he could have complied with his wishes and brought her a carnival of pleasure, but now, he only dared to touch her lips with a shallow taste.
Probably because there was one less person, the bed that used to make him feel comfortable and warm now seemed to be cold and terrifying. He took the quilt from the bed, covered himself, sat on the wool carpet, and slept on the sofa all night.
Early the next morning, Yan Ke got up with a sore back, and he only felt dizzy. Su Qin hadn't woken up yet, and he didn't dare to quarrel with her. Woke her up last night, and it turned out that she slept in a separate bed with herself. In order to get closer to her, he could only sit on the ground and lie on the sofa to barely sleep, and seemed to have a little cold. He looked at the time, if Su Qin didn't get up again, he would be late for work.
He wasn't sure whether it would be more serious if he didn't call her to work, or if it would be worse if he disturbed her sleep.
Yan Ke hesitated for a while, first called the nanny to make breakfast, and lightly put it on the small dining table on the second floor. Usually when he lies in bed with Su Qinzhu for a day on the weekend, he will only use this small table, but he didn't expect that he will use it now......
"Baby, get up, I'm going to be late for work." Yan Ke arranged the breakfast, and then gently woke up Su Qin. The voice was so gentle that it was like a trembling little daughter-in-law.
Su Qin woke up from her sleep and heard Yan Ke's voice in a daze, and the first thing she did was to look at the time. Great, half an hour before she goes to work!
Su Qin rushed into the bathroom like a whirlwind, pulled a random piece of clothing from the closet and put it on, and then stepped on his high heels and went out. During the whole process, she didn't even throw a look at Yan Ershao, who was looking at her pitifully.
"I'll pick you up from work......" Yan Ke didn't finish his words, and the rest of his voice was interrupted by the sound of the door closing.
He sat down on the couch dejectedly, and for the first time he tasted the feeling of being ignored and treated coldly. She really didn't care about him, really.