The Defects of Angels, The Language of the Devil [4000]

If someone asked Han Yu: "Why do you want to park your car outside the gate of T University?" ”

Maybe Han Yu will say that he just happened to be passing by.

Under the morning light, Han Yu pressed the car window, and instead of welcoming the girl's question, he ushered in a cup of soy milk and a bag of fried dough sticks.

Deep eyes locked on her, but Han Yu didn't answer. Overtures in disguise? He knew she wasn't that kind of person.

The morning was windy, and if she knew the difficulty and retreated, she would leave, but she insisted on giving him soy milk and fritters, but she was a little childish.

"I'll take the soy milk, and forget the fritters." The sound of the exit is hidden helpless.

Ah Sheng smiled, put away the fritters, and saw that Han Yu took the soy milk in his hand, and then put it on the front desk of the car, as if he was not in a hurry to drink it, so he reminded: "The soy milk is warm, and it will be cold if you put it down." ”

Han Yu had to pick up the soy milk and take a few sips perfunctorily, the flavor of the beans was very strong, and to be honest, he was not used to drinking it.

Seeing that Gu Sheng was still standing outside, this was a little different from her previous temperament, and if she didn't leave, she must have something to say to him.

What is there to say between him and her? There are still some, such as Gu Qinghuan.

Opening the car door, Ah Sheng sat in with fried dough sticks, and Han Yu realized that she had only bought one soy milk and fried dough sticks.

Impressed? No, as the saying goes, if you have nothing to do, you will be a thief, Gu Sheng is a courtesy before a soldier.

In the car, Han Yu's hair fell down on his forehead, covering his cold and depressed eyes, which were originally darker than ordinary people, but now they are even darker than ink.

This is the Han family, there is a compelling momentum oozing from their bones, if the mall responds to the enemy, they will have won three points without fighting.

He and Lu Zichu are completely different people, Han Yue is indifferent, Lu Zichu is just indifferent. The former is a cliff, the latter a swamp.

After a moment of silence, Ah Sheng finally spoke, and his voice was very weak: "Han Yu, in fact, I'm afraid to face you." ”

"......" was the first time she called him by name, without provocation, without excitement, without indifference, but with an incongruous solemnity.

She lowered her head and continued: "Because of my aunt, the Gu family has always owed something to the Han family, so I will always lack confidence and be a little shorter in front of you." ”

Han Yu glanced at her lightly, "Aren't you afraid to face me now?" ”

The one who took the initiative to face him seemed to be her.

Ah Sheng smiled: "I'm afraid now, but there are some things, some words, I can't escape for a lifetime." Ah Sheng stated lightly: "My aunt stole your mother's marriage and made your mother go from expectation to pain, but all this is not my aunt's fault alone. If your parents have a deep relationship, they will never part ways at the fork in the road of marriage because of a third party who has no idea, and they have come to this point, only to blame them for not loving deeply enough. ”

Han Yu's face sank, but Ah Sheng's expression was still the same, calm and indifferent.

He really wanted to strangle her, exonerate Gu Qinghuan, and beat him up, a top student in the law department, but he was really not good.

Ah Sheng didn't look at Han Yu, his expression remained the same, and his tone remained the same: "When I was a child, the old man told me that there may be reincarnation in this world, some people are reborn as human beings in the next life, and some people are animals in the next life, or birds and beasts. At that time, I thought, if I had a choice, I would still like to be a person, and I was very determined that I would never change, but when I grew up, I began to realize that the happiest thing in the world is never humans, but fish swimming in the ocean. With seven seconds of memory, seven seconds of life, love is like a rock, love is stronger than gold, and then after seven seconds, forget all love and hate, and wander away from the world. I think your parents must have loved each other deeply, but time flies and hurts, and the love between them misses the initial flowering period. On the road to marriage, they are not not deeply loved, but they are too thoroughly hurt by reality. You see, there are so many people coming and going on this street, and there are too many people who have no knowledge of the wind and snow, but there are very few people who can join hands for a lifetime. ”

There was only Ah Sheng's voice in the car, so cold that the atmosphere in the car was stagnant.

Ah Sheng looked sideways at Han Yu, a person who was originally so good-looking, but now his eyes were gloomy.

Ah Sheng angered him.

People who know Han Yu know that he rarely gets angry, but this time he was really angry, his eyes were too cold, as if he was frozen.

How angry he is shows how sensitive and vulnerable he is in this matter.

Ah Sheng didn't accept it when he didn't see it, and continued to get worse, "It's not that my aunt is bad too suddenly, but your parents are in too much of a hurry on the road to marriage." ”

"Gu Sheng." Han Yu burst out from between his teeth and stared at Ah Sheng, as if if she said one more word, he would strangle her without hesitation.

Ah Sheng looked at Han Yu quietly, and there were many father-son photos of Han Yongxin and Han Yu in the living room of the Han family. The relationship between father and son is harmonious and intimate, but as time goes by, in the later group photos, Han Yue rarely smiles, even if he smiles occasionally, it is still mocking.

In this matter, in addition to Chang Jing, there is also Han Yu who was hurt.

Ah Sheng knows the way, and it is precisely because of the knowledge of the road that she understands what words can pierce Han Yu's weakness.

During the summer vacation, she learned from Feng's mother that Han Yu respected Han Yongxin since he was a child, took his father as his idol, and took his father as his goal after school, but Han Yongxin betrayed his family, hurt Chang Jing, and hurt him.

Han Yu couldn't withstand such a betrayal, let alone someone tearing his wounds.

The calmer he is, the more angry he accumulates in his heart, ruthlessly devouring his joys and sorrows, such a person can only be ruthless, otherwise it will be difficult to support his hatred.

The two were silent, their eyes collided in the car, and they competed silently, no one who saw this scene would not think that their relationship was ambiguous, but would worry about whether the two had potential safety hazards.

After a long time, Ah Sheng spoke: "Actually, it is not my aunt who you hate, but your father, because you know better than anyone else that the biggest fault in this kind of thing is usually not with the woman." ”

As soon as the words fell, there was really a dead silence in the car.

Today, the sun is very good, shining brightly on the windshield, the light and shadow are stacked, but it is indescribably pale.

After a long time, Han became more and more silent: "Gu Sheng, do you think you know me very well?" ”

Ah Sheng's expression was indifferent: "I don't know you, and you don't know me, you may know about the past, but I don't know, but I still said today, not for anything else, I just think that you put all your hatred on my aunt, which is not fair." ”

Han Yu looked at her, his eyes were meaningless, and his voice was stagnant: "Gu Sheng, I underestimated you." ”

"I'm sorry, she is my aunt, in China, I am her only relative, we are tolerant of relatives and harsh to outsiders, I was originally a layman, I only care about the people and things closest to me."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Get out. Han Yu closed his eyes and coldly gave the order to evict the guest.

Ah Sheng got out of the car, walked a few steps, and looked back at Han Yu, who was still sitting in the car, and the black windbreaker lined him more and more beautiful and lonely.

Ah Sheng bit her lip and said what was in her heart, she was not happy, but sad.

She successfully forced out Han Yu's vulnerability, but at the moment of witnessing his vulnerability, she realized her cruelty and unbearability.

The sunlight shortened her figure, and the early morning sun blended with the cold wind, which was somewhat cool.

A familiar vehicle whizzed past her.

……

Han Yu drove away, and a cart of beans smelled.

The cup of soy milk that he only drank a few sips was particularly eye-catching, passing by the traffic light, there was a trash can placed at the intersection, picking up the soy milk, I wanted to throw it in, but hesitated.

Behind, a row of cars honked to urge, Han Yue pulled his lips and smiled, throwing things around because he was angry, when was he so naΓ―ve?

It can be seen that he was not lightly angered by that girl.

took a sip of soy milk, frowned and swallowed, and put the soy milk back in its original place, the originally warm soy milk had already cooled down during the conversation.

……

Seeing Chen Jun again, Ah Sheng was stunned for a few seconds before walking over.

The face is bruised and swollen, and the possibility of a fall is not very large, and it is obvious that he has been beaten before.

There was still some distance before the class time, and the two went to the corner of the safety staircase, where there were few people and it was easy to talk.

There are some things that must be explained.

After waking up, Chen Jun was a little embarrassed to face Ah Sheng, probably worried that Ah Sheng would ignore him, or not give him a good look, his eyes would drift, but he didn't dare to look at Ah Sheng.

But he obviously came to see Ah Sheng.

Ah Sheng asked, "Who hit it?" ”

"Xu Fei."

Sure enough, fortunately, there was no resentment between Chen Jun's words, otherwise the matter would really be endless.

"I apologize to you on his behalf."

When Ah Sheng said this, Chen Jun was embarrassed: "Don't blame him, I was at fault first." ”

"Anyway, it's just not right to hit someone."

Ah Sheng's words originally had no insinuation, but Chen Jun knew that he was at a loss, and when he took a seat, his face immediately turned red, he cleared his throat, and said embarrassedly: "I was wrong yesterday, I got drunk and caused trouble, don't be angry." ”

Ah Sheng smiled: "You also said it, you were just drunk, and it was not a good memory, I forgot, you forgot too!" ”

"Gu Sheng......" Chen Jun looked at her, his eyes burned, and he hesitated: "Do you really have no feelings for me at all?" ”

Lowering his head and thinking about it, Ah Sheng raised his eyes and looked at him: "Chen Jun, I am not a grass and tree, I know all your feelings for me." I have a good friend, her name is Yiyi, she usually likes to watch "Titanic", she never gets tired of watching it, and every time she watches it, she will burst into tears. She said that love is very short, so short that she doesn't want to say goodbye so quickly. But fortunately, there is still an infatuation in this world, and its name is: 73 years. Even though Jack is long gone, Ruth can still miss the years, and she has entrusted all the wasteland in her soul to time. Therefore, love is not about the length of time, but about whether they know each other and whether the person in their lives can warm the cold winter in each other's hearts. ”

Chen Jun smiled lossily: "I'm not that person. ”

Ah Sheng sighed lightly: "I'm sorry, I can't remember you unforgettable." ”

"What does it mean to be unforgettable?" Chen Jun asked her.

"I don't need to recall, he is already etched in my mind; In front of him, no matter how many years have passed, I can still recklessly go back in time and become a child. ”

Chen Jun is dead, he likes her, tries his best to behave, and carefully pleases her, but he can't make her heart move, just because the only thing he can give her is exactly what she doesn't need.

Chen Jun asked her, "Have you met this person?" ”

"Maybe there won't be this one." There are so many flowers in the garden, and there are several that are not pleasing to the eye, how can she know that the one she picked is the most suitable for her?

There are people who are suitable to be together, destined to withdraw from her life in the choice.

"Has anyone ever made your heart flutter?"

Ah Sheng hesitated briefly, is there any? A man's face flashed through her mind, too fast to catch a trace.

"Nope." She said.

Although he was dead, but hearing Ah Sheng's words, Chen Jun felt a lot better. In this way, he is not the only poor man.

Chen Jun sighed with emotion: "I thought you would like people like Mr. Lu. ”

Ah Sheng frowned unconsciously: "...... Why do you think so? ”

Chen Jun said with a smile: "Girls like him." ”

There was silence for a few seconds, only to hear Ah Sheng say, "No, I don't like him." This was said to Chen Jun, but it was more like she was saying it to herself.

Class time was approaching, and Ah Sheng and Chen Jun said goodbye again.

Seeing Chen Jun's figure disappear at the corner of the stairs, Ah Sheng stepped upstairs.

The sunshine was really good that morning, better than early in the morning, Lu Zichu put one hand in his trouser pocket, held a textbook in the other, his body was shrouded in shadows, and his dark and deep eyes were locked on Ah Sheng.

Ah Sheng never knew that a person like him could have such a burning gaze.

He stood at the top of the stairs at some point, heard the conversation between her and Chen Jun, and also heard the sentence: "I don't like him." ”

By the time Ah Sheng was clearer, Lu Zichu had already left.

Ah Sheng wanted to cry without tears, Lu Zichu stepped on the ladder every day, and he never expected to be bumped into this scene.

It's normal for a student to dislike the teacher, so he shouldn't be angry, right?