Li was also a little confused......

No one told her what was the right thing to do, so she chose a way to protect the people around her.

This is the most daring thing she has ever done in her life.

When she was young, she was always well protected by the third brother, like the most delicate peony in the house, without going through the sun and rain outside.

But because the third brother protected her too well, when He Cui approached her, she didn't find He Cui's conspiracy.

Li hated himself for being too simple, and even more hated himself for being weak, and he didn't dare to do anything that would end up with He Cui.

She smiled sarcastically, and after a moment turned and walked towards another garden.

Cuiliu followed behind Li with an umbrella, and her eyes showed a little worry.

"Madam, it's not dawn yet, you ......" Cuiliu hesitated for a while, but still said the words, "Don't go, it's too unlucky." ”

Li's eyes showed helplessness: "It's all dead, what else is unlucky." If it's bad luck, my life will be the end of bad luck. ”

The flowers in the courtyard were knocked to the ground by the rain, and when they stepped on it, they immediately stuck with the soil, and they could no longer see the beauty of the past.

This courtyard is the darkest part of the summer house, and there is a lot of ice in the house, but these ice cubes were originally placed in the cellar to cool off.

Before I even got close to the house, I could feel a biting chill.

It's summer, but I still can't feel the heat.

Li stood at the door for a while before saying to Cuiliu, "You wait for me here." No need to follow up. ”

"Madame, let the slave and maid follow you." Cuiliu was afraid to see Li's look like this, and always felt that in a blink of an eye, Li's would disappear in front of her eyes.

Li shook his head: "You don't have to come in with you, your child is still young." I've heard them say that when children are young, they can always see a lot of things that adults can't see, and I don't want your children to get their eyes dirty. Just wait here, I'm going to get an accident. He...... Even if he dies, he is my husband. ”

When Cuiliu heard this, her eyes turned red.

No one thought of it. Miss Xia Jiasan was the night before she got married. My father died suddenly in the house.

Xia Fucheng's death was too unexpected and purposeful, if people outside knew that Xia Fucheng was dead, then the family affairs of the third lady of the Xia family would make people feel unlucky.

And. Xia Ruan will also have a filial piety period. Family affairs may be blocked.

After Lee learned the news that night. I was so frightened that I almost collapsed and sat on the ground.

This matter could not be passed on, this was the only thought of the Li family at that time.

Afterward. Li remembered that she was not heartbroken by the death of her husband at that moment.

Is it love? I still feel that love is too tired, so I am so numb.

Once upon a time, Li also thought about what she would do if her husband died.

She has loved this person for so many years, and it is impossible to cut this person out. She loves this person, so after knowing that this person is not a good husband, she also hopes that he will change his mind one day.

It's obviously an extravagant hope, but it's still stupid.

Li smiled self-deprecatingly, pushed open the door and walked in.

The room was very dark, and Li personally lit the lamp in the corner of the wall, and there was a glimmer of light in the small space.

The Nanmu coffin placed in the middle of the room had not yet been covered, and Li Shi walked over slowly, seeing that the ice around the coffin had melted somewhat, and frowned.

"Brother Cheng, I've come to see you." Li Shi spoke softly, stretched out his hand and put the ice cube closer towards the coffin, "Brother Cheng, I have wronged you to live here for a few more days, Ruan Yatou will give birth to a child in the future, and I will find a piece of feng shui treasure to bury you." After a hundred years, I will still be buried with you, and I still can't let you go. Even though you ......"

Li looked at her husband in the coffin, and tears couldn't help but flow out.

Once she complained about this person, and she wanted to use all her strength to stab the knife into this person's heart, and asked him: Do you know, how painful it is to feel abandoned.

This person used to love her so much, she always thought she was the happiest person in the world.

Her sweetheart happens to love her too.

Therefore, she is willing to give up her former identity, and even selfishly does not want to be the daughter of the Duke of Cheng anymore, leaving the big family of the Li family and him to live in a small county.

But why didn't he love her in the end?

When this person was lying quietly in the coffin, she realized that the resentment and anger in her heart had disappeared completely at this moment.

The good and the bad have become memories sealed in the depths of the mind with the departure of this person.

How so? Obviously he is dead, she should be happy, why does she feel weak.

There seemed to be a sound of something breaking in her chest at this moment, and she was gasping for breath from the pain.

Li stretched out his hand, stroked Xia Fucheng in the coffin, and muttered to himself: "Brother Cheng, do you remember when we first got married?" That year, it snowed heavily and was extremely freezing. Much colder than it is now, a lot of ......"

At that time, this handsome man held her in the palm of his hand like a baby.

That year, it snowed heavily, and the surroundings were white, and when the cold wind blew, it was biting cold.

She was so timid that she didn't dare to tell Xia Fucheng about her life experience, so she just quietly took out some silver from the dowry every day to supplement it for household use, and asked Cuiliu to buy charcoal, hoping to make the house warmer and make her husband not always cough at night.

Xia Fucheng treated her very well for a while, but her legs and feet were cold at night, Xia Fucheng would always put her legs and feet in his arms, and then pretended to make fun of her: "Those young ladies are not as afraid of cold as you...... Xiao Yue, look at you, these legs are cold, like ice ballast outside the house. ”

Although he said this, he still stubbornly put her feet in his arms, and the warmth brought by her skin made her smile with satisfaction.

It's just that he didn't know that she was a famous lady in the boudoir.

She loved this man, so she gave up everything for him. Those fine clothes and food life. It's a thing of the past.

The snow finally fell heavier and heavier, and Xia Fucheng didn't go out again, sat in the house with her and watched the snowflakes in the sky, and comforted her: "The old man said that Ruixue is a good year, and the harvest in Zhuangzi next year will definitely be very good, and I can buy you good rouge when the time comes." ”

At that time, she nodded happily.

Li clearly knew that what she wanted in her heart was never good rouge, nor those beautiful fabrics.

What she wants is for this person to be by her side all the time, to accompany her as she grows old.

Xia Fucheng was afraid that she would be bored, so he built a few small snowmen outside the house. While building a snowman, he smiled at her: "Changyue." By this time next year, we'll be three of us, like this snowman. ”

At that time, Li couldn't wait for a blink of an eye. and this man grew old together.

Just a long time later. Lee remembered that winter. felt that all the words were like a slap in the face to her. The words were still in her ears, but the man was no longer with her. It made her feel strange.

When she looked into the courtyard again, tears blurred her vision, and she thought that she would be happy by letting go of all nobility and being as thrifty as a country woman. But that man couldn't resist the temptation from the outside after all, and forgot the oath he had made.

Oaths are often the words of people who accidentally lose their words.

In a hazy moment, she seemed to see the half-melted snowman in the yard again, like the most painful sourness in the depths of memory, which weighed her breathlessly, and seemed to suffocate and forget in the next moment.

She blinked, and the cold aura on her body told her that the man was no longer with her. There is no going back, everything has changed inadvertently, and it can no longer be the same as before.

Just, why did it change like this?

Li Shi collected his thoughts, and the tears in his eyes couldn't help but slowly roll out.

The man she loved most in her life was lying peacefully in the coffin at the moment, with his lips closed and not speaking.

"Brother Cheng, I don't hate you anymore." Li's voice was choked, hoarse and low, "I really don't hate you anymore......"

……

When he came out of the house, a faint light appeared in the dimness of the sky.

It's almost dawn.

Cuiliu stood outside the courtyard worriedly, looking at Li's haggard, red and swollen eyes.

She is not the Li family, so she doesn't understand the Li family's thoughts at the moment.

"Madam-" Cuiliu called tentatively, "Go back to the house and rest, the slave here let Wang San come over and watch, there will be no accident." ”

Li Shi's eyes were full of exhaustion, and he turned around and closed the door of the room before slowly walking towards Cuiliu.

The flowers in the yard fell to the ground, and the delicate flowers on weekdays actually emitted a bad smell of decay at this time.

Li nodded: "You tell Wang San to be careful, it is definitely not an accident that such a thing will happen to the master." I'm not sure who did this now, but I still have to pay attention to the girl Wen, this girl is different from before, she ...... Something scary. ”

Xia Fucheng's death came suddenly, so that the Li family was not prepared at all.

She boldly hid her husband's body, and then told the people outside that her husband was sick, so it was inconvenient to meet guests. However, the only thing Li couldn't understand was why Xia Wen insisted on seeing her husband and said that she had important things to discuss with her husband?

Is there really something you want to discuss? Or is it an excuse to find out if her husband has died?

Li couldn't guess what Xia Wen was thinking.

But at this moment, she couldn't send Xia Wen to Zhuangzi, she was afraid that Xia Wen would reveal the news. Therefore, the Li family ruthlessly put Xia Ruan under house arrest in the courtyard...... At least, Xia Wen is under her nose, which can also make her feel more at ease.

She wants to protect her daughter and not let anyone destroy her daughter's happiness.

Li sighed secretly.

When she was a child, she always liked to read the book, and many times she would complain about her own cleverness, and the things written in the book were too illusory and unreal.

But now Li knows that things in reality are much more complicated than what is written in the book.

She clearly remembered that on the day her daughter got married, she received the broken statue of Guanyin.

Who sent it? Li was puzzled. (To be continued......)

PS: Thank you Shunshun 666 pro for the pink ticket, thank you waitingaaa pro reward for the peace charm and peach blossom fan, welcome to the starting point ^-^.

PS: Today was supposed to be the third watch, but something happened in my hometown yesterday, and Ma Ma was scared and hurriedly bought a ticket to go back today.

I was also depressed and worried about my grandmother's health.

I'm sorry for the mistake, but I'll add it in a few days.

I'm sorry to everyone again, and when things at home come to fruition, I will definitely do more.