283. This Child Can't Have It!

Under the dim light, Qiao Zhengyan stroked the diamond ring between his lover's fingers with a solemn expression, and asked himself silently: Why can he conquer this world, but he can't solve a poison called Qiao Muxue?

As long as she frowned, as long as she looked at her, he couldn't help but waver. At this moment, the tremor and fear written on her pale little face, he could only swallow his heart.

The next day, she accidentally overslept, she was in a hurry to go out to work, in a hurry, Qiao Zhengyan thought about it, grabbed the car key and pulled her out, got into the car, "I'll send you." ”

Accelerating all the way to overtake, I finally got stuck at the point and arrived at the hospital, and before I got off the car, I heard a familiar song from the convenience store at the entrance of the hospital.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ They all said that they would break up at the next intersection, and no one was allowed to turn back again, and the two of them walked along the street, and no one could stay...... Why, it's the next intersection again, but we are still holding hands, please don't look at me again, I'm afraid I can't control it...... Saying that we want to break up peacefully, you and me have no choice, we smile and agree, accept it silently, and become more mature with each other.

Time passed little by little, getting closer and closer to parting, the will gradually collapsed, the reserve was gone, and the hands were painful, didn't it mean that after the hug, the two of them would let go together? Why don't you go yet? Because I hugged it for too long, it was unbearable. It's not that good tears are not allowed until the two of them turn around...... Why can't you say that goodbye, stay ...... next second?"

It is Xu Liang and Xiao Nuan's "Peaceful Breakup", a sad and nostalgic melody that makes people unable to sink into the sorrow of falling out of love......

At the entrance of the hospital, which was filled with the smell of disinfectant, Qiao Muxue took one last look at the man beside her, and there was calm under her cold and resolute face, but the action of the cigarette she was holding between her fingers after smoking for less than two minutes before it burned to the cigarette butt made her realize that there must be a deep pain hidden in his heart.

I really wanted to reach out again to smooth the wrinkles between his brows little by little, but the outstretched hand was only in mid-air, but she restrained herself from taking it back, perhaps, what she could give him was only a cruel tenderness.

She lowered her eyes slightly, and said in a low voice, "Brother, you go, I'm going inβ€”"

Reaching out to push the car door, the hand that just touched the doorknob was covered and clasped by a big hand, Qiao Zhengyan had already thrown away the cigarette butt in his hand, and looked at Qiao Muxue sadly, "Xiaoxue, I can't wronged you like this-"

Qiao Muxue turned around and pressed one finger on his thin lips, under his frowning gaze, his gaze was firm and calm, "If my brother wants to marry me, that will be the biggest harm to me." ”

Qiao Zhengyan shook her hand away, "But, Xiaoxue, you might get pregnant, I-"

Qiao Muxue was stunned for a moment, and then smiled faintly, "No." Brother, I've calculated, I've been in a safe period for the past few days. ”

Qiao Zhengyan's cold ink eyes flashed with a hint of surprise, "Last time, too?" Because he didn't know if she had taken the medicine she bought for her, Qiao Zhengyan asked tentatively.

Qiao Muxue silently lowered her eyelids, "......"

In fact, that night, after having a relationship with her brother for the first time, she has been living in Lin Li's house, if it weren't for Shen Shaoyang to inform her that her brother's plane crashed, she wouldn't have had the courage to go home.

It wasn't until her brother's condition stabilized that she took the time to go back to her apartment. Naturally, he also found the box of Ma Fulong that his brother left on the table. She knew what it was, and she knew she had missed her deadline.

Qiao Muxue raised her little face slightly, her fair complexion had a cold and poignant look in the halo of the morning light, "Yes, safe period." ”

Qiao Zhengyan was stunned, how could she be so calm? She doesn't know what kind of damage she will do to herself if she gets pregnant? His face sank suddenly, and he let out a low roar, "That's not exactly right, just in caseβ€”"

Qiao Muxue immediately made a resolute, almost ruthless statement, "There is no case! ”

After a sonorous blow, she looked deeply into his dark eyes, and her voice was low, but it hit the two of them the most painful at once, "This child, you can't have it, can you?" ”

"............" Qiao Zhengyan's brain was like a slap in the head!

Yes, even if she had, she couldn't have this child! He obviously knows, why is he unwilling to face it, why do he still expect that the relationship between him and her can be complete?

In the CD player of the convenience store, the melancholy melody still lingers in my ears," ...... It's not that good tears are not allowed until the two of them turn around...... Why can't you say that goodbye, stay ...... next second?"

Qiao Muxue pushed aside the big hand held in her hand, the familiar roughness in her fingers, but somehow it stabbed her heart again, she reached out and pushed the car door, and rushed into the hospital......

It wasn't until she turned into a corner that he could no longer see, that she slowly crouched down, buried her face deep between her legs, bit her lip, and whimpered......

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Qiao Muxue fell ill when she returned to the hospital, her heart was too serious, and the high fever was repeated, Lin Li saw that she didn't improve much after taking medicine, so she got her a ward and gave her a drip. It made her feel weak and lazily lying on the hospital bed.

However, she couldn't sleep, even if she closed her eyes and lay on her stomach motionlessly, her mind always remembered uncontrollably that her brother's face was like ashes in the car in the morning, and he said: Xiaoxue, you may be pregnant with my child.

What a hopeful and happy thing it was, but now, it made them look dirty/dirty and dirty! If she was pregnant with her brother's child, what a heinous thing it would be!

In the snow-white ward, Lin Li saw that her face was haggard overnight, but she refused to rest, only opened a pair of big and godless eyes, stunned, and had nothing to do, so she had to go to the office to move her laptop to the ward, and found a popular costume TV series "The Legend of Lu Zhen" that she had watched before on the hard drive, opened it for her, and let her watch it online on the computer......

With Qiao Muxue, who is distracted by TV, the situation seems to be a little better? At the very least, the pupils are no longer dull! Lin Li breathed a sigh of relief, and asked Qiao Muxue again, "What do you want to eat?" I'll go to the cafeteria and buy it for you. ”

"............" didn't get a response from her for a long time.

Then he glanced back at her, but unexpectedly found her face full of tears, she was shocked, thinking that the TV showed some sad picture, and she was busy trying to turn off the computer.

"Thank you, thank you, I met you, the beauty of this life, only you, the wind and rain come and go, how grateful, hand to hand, eye to eye, warm perch. How I want to spy on you, the mystery in my heart, how I want to capture you, gentle breath, in a thousand reincarnations, to find you, hand to hand and eye to eye, the tide comes and goes. How many endings are scattered with the wind, I and you, heaven and earth, life and death together, even if we will be separated, we must work hard! How many expectations, engraved in the stone tablet, me and you, heaven and earth. The destined encounter, even if you have to give up, you must cherish the ......" (see Li Yuchun's "Cherish" for details). οΌ‰

Lin Li's heart couldn't help but become sour, closed the laptop, walked over, and hugged her gently, "Muxue, cry if you want to......"

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The news of Qiao Muxue's illness somehow reached the ears of Dean Nie Yuye. When it was close to night, he held a bouquet of fragrant lilies, and came to Qiao Muxue's ward gracefully, and after several cold noises and condolences, he suddenly held her hand emotionally, "Xiaoxue, promise me!" Every day in the future, I want to be by your side to protect you, love you, and spoil you! ”

is so serious, so scorching, so enthusiastic, it seems that he is not the flowery and handsome son Nie Yuye she knows, but the brother who used to be in love with her, and it is Qiao Zhengyan who makes her extremely painful at this moment.

Qiao Muxue's eyes were inexplicably sour, tears slid across her face, and when Nie Yuye reached over and wiped her with her fingertips, and lovingly hugged her into her arms, she cried even more sadly, such a familiar and intimate action was also what her brother had done, but now it only left a burst of heartache, and all kinds of heartfelt feelings between her and her brother before can only stay in memory, and can no longer be delusional!

She lay on his shoulder and didn't say a word, but the tears had already soaked the clothes on his shoulders and sticky to his body, but Nie Yuye felt that her heart was one step closer to herself!

"Xiaoxue, I know, if I say this now, it may be a little bit of a danger, but I am sincere, although I have a lot of shortcomings, maybe in your heart, I will never be perfect enough for Qiao Zhengyan, but I still want to ask you to give me a chance, let me replace him to love you, love you, and spoil you...... May I? You can observe it and say yes, I'll work hard-"

His tender kiss landed on her trembling shoulders, almost cautiously, for fear of frightening her!

The night of the hospital was extraordinarily quiet, outside the door, there was a slender and lonely black shadow, he heard her choked sobs, filling the entire room, and Nie Yuye gently hugged her, and kept muttering something in a low voice......

In the darkness, he clenched his fists tightly, and his fists were white, revealing the great pain he was enduring in his heart at the moment: such a love that is open and can stay together towards the morning and twilight is what Xiaoxue should have and enjoy, isn't it?

However, the person who can give her such happiness is not him! It can't be him!!

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Thank you yunuo2016 for the gift, thank you for the monthly pass of the "Red Rose" family, Mo Mo Da. PS, don't feel sorry for Brother Qiao, feel sorry for me! Woo woo woo ~~~~~~. It's really going to break my heart, and I want to strike tomorrow, so what's the swelling going on?