dating, she has long been deeply involved in him [4000]
Ah Sheng asked himself: "Why can't you like Lu Zichu?" ”
If someone asked her, she might say that because Lu Zichu was her teacher, because Lu Zichu was related to the Han family by blood, and because Lu Zichu was excellent, she was not worthy of him...... And so on, any reason is fine, but the person who asked this question was Lu Zichu, and she didn't know what to say.
Lu Zichu is like a poppy, only by learning to appreciate it can he save himself; If you love, you must hand over all the joys and sorrows of your life to him, even if the lingering is replaced by tears, you can't bear to be separated after all.
This kind of man himself is a kind of poison, and there is no cure for the person who is involved.
With Lu Zichu, her life is destined to be spent in turmoil, she needs to catch up with him, and always work hard to be worthy of him... Wash...
Ah Sheng's heart can be described as a battle between heaven and man, Lu Zichu was looking at her, his dark eyes fell on her face, and his eyes were soft, "Hate me?" ”
"No, it's not annoying." She had never hated him, really, how could it be...... Hate him?
Lu Zichu then asked, "Afraid of me?" Taki"
After thinking about it, she said, "You are my teacher, and I respect you." ”
"I'm only four years older than you." It's a fact.
"The senior is also my teacher."
Lu Zichu raised the corners of his lips: "A teacher for one day, a father for life?" ”
Ah Sheng stared at the ground with lowered eyes and muttered in a low voice: "You are so young, you can't be my father." ”
Lu Zichu felt funny, seeing that her eyebrows were lowered and her face was very small, he moved his hand and held her face, and the skin under his palms was extremely hot.
Ah Sheng's heart was beating erratically, staring at his beautiful lips, watching him get closer to her little by little.
Heavy snow in the middle of winter, biting cold wind outside, and spring indoors.
Lu Zichu kissed Ah Sheng, not on the lips, but on a smooth forehead.
Ah Sheng was dizzy, suspecting that it was not a kiss that fell on her forehead, but a soldering iron, otherwise how could it be so hot?
At that moment, all the voices disappeared, only Ah Sheng's slightly unsteady heartbeat and breathing, she didn't dare to look at Lu Zichu, and her face was blushing terribly: "Teacher Lu, you shouldn't kiss me." ”
"Hmm." Someone had a smile on her lips, perhaps not even noticing that she had changed her address to him, no longer "you", but "you".
Ah Sheng's brain was a little messy, it was all the kiss that killed him, "I haven't promised to be with you yet." ”
"Hmm." It's going to be together.
Ah Sheng thought of a possibility, and finally raised his eyes to look at Lu Zichu, his eyes were a little timid, as for whether he was cowardly, it was hard to say.
"If I refuse you, will you take revenge on me under the guise of public welfare?" Ah Sheng is serious.
"No, it won't." I kind of want to laugh. Is he that bad?
Ah Sheng was silent for a while, and then said: "I haven't liked boys, and I don't know how to like someone, how to be the best for him." ”
Lu Zichu smiled sultryly: "It's good to be like this now." ”
Ah Sheng sighed lightly: "I don't understand. ”
The indoor temperature is very high, Lu Zichu is wearing a white shirt, obediently lining the shoulders and arm lines, such a man, the more quiet, the more unpredictable, the enigmatic man, obviously experienced thousands of sails, but he claims to be ordinary, why would he fall in love with a her?
Lu Zichu said lightly: "Gu Sheng, I'm serious." ”
Although he had hesitated at first, he didn't want to miss her.
Sending her back to school that day, she told him about Gu Qinghuan, he looked at her serious eyebrows, and suddenly realized that in his subconscious, he no longer regarded her as his student, but a woman, a woman who needed him to protect well.
Because of her, he wanted to try to support her for the rest of his life; Because of her, she began to be stationed in his dreams; Because of her, he felt what it means to be obsessed.
A sentence of "I don't like him" can control his bad mood all the time. I came to school on Monday to check her homework, and I thought it was funny when I said it, and this excuse was terrible.
After living for so many years, he has never been so reckless and has lost his cool.
Such a man made him feel very strange.
He knew what he wanted, what he needed, who was suitable for him and who was not suitable for him, her special attracted his attention, and since then every smile has been hidden in his eyes, he never knew that his motivation can last so long.
He didn't know how much he liked Gu Sheng, the only thing he was sure of was that she was the first person to enter the deepest part of his soul over the years.
Lu Zichu smiled and said, "That day, I heard everything you said to Chen Jun. You talk about "Titanic", you say that love is very short, so short that Jack and Ruth don't want to say goodbye so quickly; I want to tell you that if you don't say goodbye, I will never rush to tell you again. You said that there is an infatuation in this world called 73 years, even if Jack disappears, Ruth can still miss the years; I want to tell you that my infatuation may not have been 73 years, but I am willing to tie all the old and vicissitudes of my soul with you. ”
Ah Sheng didn't expect that what she said to Chen Jun was actually remembered by Lu Zichu. Looking up at him, the light warmed his eyebrows, less cold than usual, and a little softer.
She had never seen Lu Zichu so serious, and he was so serious, but he was more effective than being a man.
Ah Sheng's eyes were a little wet.
Lu Zichu's thin lips curled and his smile was charming.
He said, "My love is not grand or grand, so you can afford it." ”
Ah Sheng was stunned, his face turned even redder, this is very familiar, Chen Jun confessed to her drunk before, she seemed to reject Chen Jun like this at that time, but when he arrived at Lu Zichu, he changed some words, and the meaning changed in an instant.
She rejected other people's words, and he learned to apply them, isn't it as simple as being smart?
He said: "I am sincere to you, so for the sake of this sincerity, you can give me all the joys and sorrows that you have guarded for 18 years, and from then on you will lose ground in me." ”
Ah Sheng couldn't help laughing, this man must have been born to restrain her.
He said, "We can't stop here, you can rest assured that you owe me, respond to me with your passion, and if I say I love you, please don't be afraid to be loved by me." ”
Love? Although she said the original words, Lu Zichu was very serious when she said this, and her tone was emotional and inclusive, and these words were specially said to her.
This man is really scary, he knows how to take every step of the way, and he knows that she is not easy to be moved, so he rehearses it on the spot with what she once said.
In her words, gag her mouth, powerful. Thinking about it, he couldn't help but be deflated, of course he was powerful, otherwise how could he become her teacher.
Teacher? Alas, the teacher-student love is too advanced, and she doesn't want to be the target of public criticism.
"I'm a little confused right now."
At this time, Ah Sheng said such a sentence, which was actually very disturbing, no wonder Lu Zichu couldn't stop laughing.
Lu Zichu deliberately let her go, she deliberately pretended to be stupid, just to hide that she was embarrassed. Perhaps, she is just not mentally prepared yet.
Wait, it's not impossible, I'm afraid she's thinking alone.
Lu Zichu handed the mobile phone to Ah Sheng, "Store your mobile phone number in my mobile phone." ”
Ah Sheng was not reluctant, he was indeed a little confused, like a dream, although he had thought about this possibility before, for example, Lu Zichu might be interested in her, but she was instantly stifled by her, and now when she heard him say such a thing, she was not untouched, and those emotions that she tried so hard to suppress seemed to be showing signs of relapse because of his words.
Lu Zichu took the mobile phone, made a note on Ah Sheng's mobile phone number, then raised his eyes to look at Ah Sheng, hooked his beautiful lips, and touched her head: "Wait for my call." ”
Ah Sheng nodded absentmindedly, if it wasn't clear that this was December, she would suspect that today was April Fool's Day.
It can be seen that she is a little preoccupied.
Lu Zichu helped Ah Sheng tie the scarf, put his hands on her cheeks, and his eyes were gentle: "What are you afraid of?" Isn't there still me? ”
Ah Sheng lowered her eyes and didn't speak, there were some things she couldn't say, but Lu Zichu was like a mirror in his heart, how could he not know?
"At school, you and I are teachers and students, and we can talk about everything in private." Ah Sheng is low-key, she doesn't like to be in the limelight, she originally wanted to be good, everything is based on her, she is comfortable.
Lu Zichu has talked about this, what else does Ah Sheng have to say?
Looking at his warm eyes, she was full of emotion, and she had a lot to say to him, but she didn't know where to start.
Under the light, the man's smile was like a bright flower, and he asked her gently: "How true is that sentence 'I don't like him' true and how false?" ”
Lu Zichu's eyes were too clear, Ah Sheng was a little embarrassed, he didn't expect him to hold such a grudge, it was impossible to answer him, and he simply used his actions to represent the unopened language.
She reached out and wrapped her arms around his waist, and the previous chaotic thoughts seemed to have lost the meaning of persistence in his arms.
She thought, she likes him, if she doesn't like it, how can she, who is calm and rational in front of people, be nervous in front of him repeatedly......
She told Chen Jun that once she meets the right person, a man or woman will unconsciously go back in time and become a child without a city.
She occasionally makes some small jokes in front of Lu Zichu, occasionally nervous, occasionally has some bad emotions and little awkwardness, which behavior is not like a child?
It turned out that the person who had already fallen into the mud was her.
At the age of 18, there are too many hesitations in her heart, since her parents immigrated to the United States and her grandmother died, she has rarely hugged anyone again.
His embrace was so warm that it warmed Ah Sheng's eyes.
For Lu Zichu, Ah Sheng's embrace is worth a thousand words in this world.
He never knew that a Gu Sheng could make him so moved.
On the computer screen of the desk, the figures of Lu Zichu and Ah Sheng are reflected.
The man's lips are raised, and the woman's eyes are bent, and the most beautiful encounter is complete, and from then on, there is an emotion that will remain in each other's hearts for a long time.
……
For Lu Zichu's sentence of "wait for my call", Ah Sheng waited for most of the night.
Ten minutes after the lights went out in the girls' dormitory, someone finally called.
Unfamiliar number, when Ah Sheng connected, he was still wondering if it was Lu Zichu calling, and he heard his voice faintly coming from his mobile phone: "There is a temporary dinner in the evening, just ended, are you waiting for me?" ”
"Nope." I want to sigh after speaking, is this considered duplicity? She's getting more and more slippery in her lies now.
Lu Zichu seemed to laugh, and he didn't tear her down, and the phone was connected by her before it rang twice enough, whether he was waiting for him to call, and they knew each other.
Lu Zichu said: "At this time period, the lights should be turned off. ”
"Hmm." There are many people in the dormitory, Ah Sheng's voice is very low, he was about to get up, as if he heard the movement, Ah Sheng even wondered if he had installed a monitor in the 508 dormitory, otherwise how could he be so aware of her every move.
Because he said, "Don't get out of bed, it's cold outside, it's easy to catch a cold." ”
Ah Sheng was embarrassed, she really planned to go out to answer the phone, Jiang Ning and their sleep was shallow, and she was afraid of waking them up.
"You should have called earlier." It's not that she is wronged, for the sake of two sentences, she has waited so long, it is like scraping a leaf above her head, and she feels desolate.
Here, Lu Zichu stood in front of the hotel window, watching the lights dot the dark night, hearing her complaints, the corners of her mouth rose, is she pouting now, looking unhappy?
"It's my fault." Lu Zichu helped her come up with an idea: "Next time if I forget, you can call to remind me." ”
"It will disturb your work."
Lu Zichu's words were gentle: "No, there is still time to answer your call." ”
Ah Sheng's face blushed on the other end of the phone, and the deeper the smile on the corner of Lu Zichu's mouth became when she didn't speak.
Han Yu walked out of the banquet living room, and saw Lu Zichu leaning on the windowsill and talking on the phone, the originally indifferent temperament didn't know who Lu Dao was talking to, and the smile between his eyebrows diluted the innate sense of alienation, adding a little warmth.
Girlfriend? Han Yu smiled, it was still very possible.