Dragging a body that has been trampled on countless times, attaching to a soul that has been hurt countless times, looking at the vague future, my friends around me can't always be with me... Sometimes, leaving this world may be the best option.

This complex society has tormented me all over my body. I can't tell the difference between truth and falsehood, good and bad, and I can't see all of them for what they really are. After many years of wandering, I thought I had seen through this world, but in the end I still had to be calculated, isn't this result really ironic...

Wu Yao, who I hated the most in the past, did so many things for me, and everything was in my consideration; Li Man, who had broken off friendship with me in the past, went to another country to protect me in order to protect me, and came to my side to protect me; As for Ouyang Ze, who I trust the most, he is also the one who hurt me the most, and he is also the one who closed me to a dead end.

For days, I didn't bother to go out. The physical pain and the mental torture brought to me by Ouyang Ze made me have no desire to go out, everything outside is too terrible for me, I don't know what else is waiting for me to face outside.

Li Man and Xu Shaohui took turns to accompany me every day to take care of me, and Wu Yao personally went to discuss with Ouyang Ze in order to get justice for me, but all this was of my own volition, even if he went, he didn't get any explanation, and he still returned empty-handed...

"Rui Rui, what are you going to do? I'll go back to find your parents, maybe I'll find their whereabouts. "In order to appease me, Xu Shaohui, who had been tortured by work for a day, still wanted to help me do something. But looking at his haggard face, how could I bear it.

"Forget it, no matter how you look for it, it's useless, Ouyang Ze hid them, it's not something we can find..."

Now my mind is full of what my parents look like. Memories of the past flashed in front of my eyes one by one, when I was a child, junior high school, high school... I remember the appearance of my parents in various periods, but in the past few years, their appearance has not appeared in my memory.

At first, I just hoped that they were doing well, that they could forgive me, and bless me and Ouyang Ze, who would have thought that they would be arrested by Ouyang Ze because of me, and even hurt because of me.

From beginning to end, it was my fault, it was I who put them in a difficult situation, and it was I who prevented them from enjoying their old age. Perhaps, as long as I leave this world, as long as Ouyang Ze can't get me anymore, he can let my parents go...

That night, while Xu Shaohui was asleep, I quietly pushed open the window. The wind outside was so strong that it was whirring in my ears, and the pale blue curtains were like a waltz jumping in the air. Tonight is the time when I leave this world, the moment when my life freezes.

Although it was late at night, the downstairs was still full of traffic, the buildings in the distance were still shining with golden light, and the most prosperous area was also shining with colorful neon lights.

I sat lightly at the window, leaning against the glass window and enjoying the last minutes of my life. The wind was still blowing, as if urging me to hurry up and jump into his arms. But I was about to let go and let myself float in the air when a sound of a stop came from behind me.

"Chen Rui! What are you doing! When I turned my head, I found that Wu Yao had just opened the door, and when he saw me sitting by the window, his face was frightened, and I saw his body trembling, and his lips trembling.

He hurried over to stop me, but I stopped him two meters away from me. "Don't come here! I'll jump off again! ”

Hearing me say this, Wu Yao quickly stopped his steps, but his hand still kept open, for fear that I would accidentally fall.

After hearing the movement in my room, Xu Shaohui also walked out of the room. He watched the movement in my room with sleepy eyes, and when he saw me sitting on the window and preparing to commit suicide, he was also frightened to wake up, and quickly stood by Wu Yao's side, ready to "save" me.

"Rui Rui, don't be impulsive, there is something to say, there is no hurdle that cannot be passed." Wu Yao pretended to be calm and persuaded me, but from his expression, I still saw his uneasiness and his fear.

Wu Yao has already helped me a lot, and this time I can't let him lose everything because of his own affairs. "Let's go, as long as I die, Ouyang Ze will let go, and I won't embarrass my parents and you anymore."

I moved out of the window little by little, trying to get out of this world as soon as possible. But at this moment, Wu Yao pounced on me and pressed me against the window and couldn't move. Even though my ass was in the air, I couldn't fall because of his confinement.

"Let go of me! Let me die! I'm dead, you'll be fine! "A few seconds before I passed away, I still couldn't hold back my tears, and I cried once to ask Wu Yao to give up on me, but he still refused to let go.

At this time, Xu Shaohui also hurriedly ran over to help Wu Yao's help, and grabbed me tightly. Looking at the two people who are so good to me, I am also even more ashamed...

"Chen Rui! I won't let you die! Come up on me! Wu Yao yelled at me, and the area around his eyes was a little moist.

But for the sake of my parents, for their safety, I still have to choose death, because death is the only way to solve this matter.

"You can't solve the problem if you're dead! I've been with Ouyang Ze for many years, and you can't solve it alone! "Wu Yao was still pulling me desperately, but because I gave up struggling, no matter how hard he tried, I could only hang in the air and not move.

Slowly, Wu Yao's hand began to relax, and I also began to slide little by little, "I will give him the company!" I won't fight with him anymore! "In the end, Wu Yao shouted at me, and the tears in his eyes flowed wantonly." I gave up! As long as you can survive! I don't want anything! ”

This is exactly what I am most afraid of, I am afraid that Wu Yao will give up these because of me, and let Ouyang Ze's conspiracy succeed because of me.

"No, you'd better let me go, please, I can't let you lose the company again..." Just as I was about to get out of his hand, he suddenly strengthened his strength again, and the green tendons on his arms burst out.

"Rui Rui, I beg you, come up! I don't want anything, and if you die, I'll die with you! With that, Wu Yao also stepped out of the window.

Seeing Wu Yao like this, how could Xu Shaohui cope with it alone. "Wu Yao, what are you doing! You are crazy! ”

"Yes! I'm crazy! Chen Rui is dead, and I will die with him! "Wu Yao was holding on to me, and at the same time, he was moving outside little by little.

I already owe him a lot, how can I make him pay for me with his life again? "Good! I'll go back! I'll go back..."