That night, Ah Sheng was retching on the head of the bed, and the color of the dull bile was faintly bloodshot in it.

Lu Zichu's face suddenly turned white, without any color, and even his thinking stagnated.

Wu Nai invited Lu Zichu out of Lu, "I'll help her check, you go out first." ”

Lu Zichu was not in the state, he was pushed out of the bedroom by Wu Nai, his forehead was against the door, he muttered Ah Sheng's name, his eyes were moist, and he didn't know if he was talking to Wu Nai in the room, or to himself.

"I love her," he said. ”

……

In the living room of the Lu family, Lu Zichu and Han Shuhui had their first real quarrel.

Lu Zichu stood in the corner of the living room, his eyes were like an abyss, he just looked at Han Shuhui, and said after a long time: "I said, it's not that she has to be me, it's that I can't do without her." Can't you see how hard she tries to live? It's obviously painful, but I still choose to smile, in the face of such a her, how can you bear to hurt her with words? Da"

"She is already married to someone else, how can she continue to love you?" Han Shuhui didn't think that she had done anything wrong, when her son came back in the evening, who would have thought that it would be Xingshi who asked for the guilt.

"Why can't you fall in love with me?" Lu Zichu's eyes flashed with a touch of gloom, "It's been seven years, the furnishings in Wangjiang Yuan have never changed, you go to look at the shoe cabinet, her shoes are still there, I don't dare to look back at Jiang Yuan, but I will ask the servants to come over every once in a while to clean and dry to prevent musty smell." Do you know how much money I have donated to her alma mater in the name of Ah Sheng over the years? Even if she disappears, I want her to be the pride of her alma mater. Because she is Gu Sheng, I can be kind to everyone she cares about. The one named Tao Ran, in the early autumn of 2010, there was a safety accident in the factory owned by Tao Ran's father, do you know how I rushed back to China overnight to help him clean up the mess? Even if her mother treated me like that, I was reluctant to anger her, and I did everything a man could do for a woman. I don't want to put pressure on her, she hugs her when she is sad, I put her on the tip of my heart everywhere, why can't she fall in love with such a me? ”

Such a bland question made Han Shuhui's throat tighten, and when the words burst out, her throat hurt: "You overestimate your love too much." She is no longer the Gu Sheng she used to be, it doesn't matter if you get along with her for a year or two, but after a long time, you will get tired of taking care of her. People who have a history of madness, how can they return to normal so easily, there will be a certain incubation period, Gu Sheng may get sick at any time, and he can't recognize who you are. You have to be careful to deal with all her bad moods, no matter what trouble she has, you have to help her deal with the aftermath, and in the long run you will only become exhausted because of her. ”

Lu Zichu's eyes flashed with countless emotions for a while, mixed with ice-like indifference: "Mom, can you put away your harshness, if Gu Sheng is your daughter, can you bear to stab her again and again?" She is a person who longs for family warmth, but her family doesn't want her, and there is no her in the photos on the wall in Seattle, which is what makes her the most sad. She was in the most desperate and fragile state of mind, no one came to comfort her, no one gave her warmth, and the person who should love her the most, but she was regarded as a madman, do you know how much pain she had? Have any of you tried to understand her? Put yourself in her shoes and think about things. ”

Lu Zichu's words hit Han Shuhui's heart every word, for her, talking to Lu Zichu is like fighting a battle with no chance of winning.

is so indignant, so inseparable, it's just because he is her son, a parent, who doesn't want their children to live easier.

She knew that she was harsh on Gu Sheng, but she was so harsh in front of her family, and she undoubtedly didn't have any strength.

Lu Changping got up at night, stood in the corner of the living room, looked at the mother and son with a glass of water, and pursed his lips. He didn't know about Han Shuhui looking for Gu Sheng, but after listening to it for a while, he heard some clues.

Han Shuhui has been in the business world for so long, if she is mean and doesn't lose to anyone at all, everything she does is for her son's good, but if her son doesn't appreciate it, she will inevitably have resentment in her heart, and her tone will inevitably be a little bad: "You understand her, so you acquiesce to her pathology, and don't care if she is married?" No matter how she was forced to marry Han Yu at the beginning, it is a fact that she is Han Yu's wife now, and what are you Lu Zichu? Old love? Secret love? It's immoral for you to *** someone else's marriage, you think you love her, but the person who hurt her to this point is none other than you, it's you......"

"Shuhui-" Lu Changping finally stepped forward and pressed Han Shuhui's shoulder, which was too hurtful, and undoubtedly stabbed Lu Zichu.

Something in Lu Zichu's eyes shattered instantly, and the light shone in his eyes, as if they were covered with transparent glass slag, and he felt pain, but the pain was lifted by his mother without weight, which made his already paralyzed pain nerves become sharp again.

He laughed self-deprecatingly: "You're right, I hurt Ah Sheng." I was too nervous about her, I wanted to protect her too much, so I had a selfish bad mind, locked her up in Lu Zichu's world, indulged and doted on her, took care of her in life, and helped her deal with the aftermath as much as possible if something happened, I was too afraid of losing her, so I would be doubly good to her, I hope that there is only one me in her eyes, and there is no room for anyone in the world of my relationship with her. I thought that as long as we loved deeply, neither of us could snatch us away from each other. Because I love her, I can tolerate all her flaws. But my love drove her crazy, and if it weren't for me, she wouldn't be so miserable. Wouldn't I be sad to see her like that? How many times have I wanted to hug her and cry in front of her, without caring about anything, but I can't...... I was so afraid to frighten her, her pain was not called pain, but in her eyes, my pain would be multiplied by her. I have long known that I am a despicable person, a thousand times worse than Han Yu, but my mother ......"