"I know that my sister wants to say that I am very willful, but I really don't want to, all my life, when everyone sees me, they all say, look, that's Tian Yuan's sister, not say, look, that's Tian Lu."

This is Tian Lu's words hidden in her heart for a long time, "I have a very good sister, I am very proud, I am very proud, and I am also happy for my sister, but, sometimes, I am also sad, I have such an excellent sister, so that no matter what I do, everyone feels that I should be like this." ”

"On the school anniversary, I play the piano, and everyone will say, look, this one plays the piano is the sister of Tian Yuan, a celebrity in City A, Tian Yuan's group, how well does she play the piano? I've heard her sister play at a drinking party before, and her sister plays better than her, and I tell you, she's not as beautiful as her sister! ”

"My grades are out, I am among the best, others will say, Tian Yuan's sister, no wonder the grades are so good!"

"Sister, it's like, because, I'm your sister, all my grades are taken for granted, I should play the piano well, so I should do well in the exam, if I don't play well one day, people will point at me and say, look, that's Tian Yuan's sister, why Tian Yuan is so good, but she is like this!"

"Sister, in order not to have this day, in order not to embarrass you, I have to tremble every day, I have to tense my own nerves, talk and talk, grades, everything, I have to be perfect, no one can see the effort I have made, I am excellent, this is what your sister should be."

"Sister, unconsciously, I am like your shadow, so I know better than anyone how tired you have been for this family over the years."

"However, I also hope that one day, I can no longer be Tian Yuan's sister, and I also hope that when everyone sees me, they will applaud me for Tian Lu's excellence, instead of praising me for being Tian Yuan's sister."

"Sister, growing up under your glory, although I have suffered from everyone's flattery and envy, but it doesn't really belong to me Tian Lu!"

"So, sister, I think you can forgive me for being selfish this time, I want to live for myself once, in the place of my dreams, no one knows who I am, no one knows my identity, I want to be there, work hard, until one day, everyone will say, look, that's Tian Lu, you see how good she is! I think that one day everyone will applaud me Tian Lu as a person, instead of applauding for you and applauding me by the way, I want my own glory. ”

This is what Tian Lu said in her heart, how many years, she can't remember clearly, when it started, as soon as she left the house, she also began to need to bring herself a mask of a perfect lady who was a beautiful lady, even if she couldn't be as good as Tian Yuan, but she also needed to do a good job so as not to let people find faults.

She is very tired, and she also understands that Tian Yuan, as an older sister, is facing the whole society, and she is even more tired.

Sometimes, she even thinks without conscience, how good would it be if her sister wasn't Tian Yuan? What if her sister wasn't that good?

While she was proud of Tian Yuan's excellence, this pride also overwhelmed her.

Tian Yuan drove the car and listened to Tian Lu quietly, her voice went from choking at the beginning, to sobbing, and then to crying loudly now, Tian Yuan's heart was twitching and hurting.

She really didn't know that her excellence would have such a big impact on Tian Lu.

She only thought about trying to protect her family and strengthen the Tian family, but she didn't expect that her big umbrella would be so heavy that it would overwhelm the people she wanted to protect.

At this moment, Tian Yuan suddenly understood Tian Lu's insistence this time, if it was her, this time, she would do the same as Tian Lu.

Self-blame, guilt, distress, at this moment, Tian Yuan's mood she almost didn't know what to use to describe it.