Inferiority
Su Qin didn't hesitate for long, and took the small apartment. Thinking about it for a while, I still said hello to Mrs. Lin. After all, she won't live in the dormitory after school starts, and she won't go back to the Lin family often, and as for the Su family, she won't go much.
Therefore, instead of letting Su Baichuan and Mrs. Lin worry about where she went at that time, it is better to report it directly now. It was convenient to talk to Mrs. Lin, after all, the two of them were now living under the same roof. It's just that when he called Su Baichuan, although he answered the phone, the first thing he said was to tell her that he was in a meeting.
Su Qin naturally didn't continue to bother without knowing it, she wrote a text message and sent it to Su Baichuan's mailbox, telling him where her newly bought house was. It's just that out of selfishness, she didn't tell him, specifically in a few buildings.
Of course, she hasn't realized it yet, for a person like Su Baichuan, checking where a person lives in a community is a matter of phone calls.
At first, she didn't expect that Su Baichuan and Mrs. Lin would behave so indifferently when she quietly bought a house outside. At least, she thought that Mrs. Lin should be able to say two words to her, but there was nothing. I don't know if in their eyes buying a house at the age of twenty is as simple as buying a house model, or if they are really at ease with her. Su Qin guessed that it was the former.
Before you know it, most of the summer vacation has passed. Su Qin barely picked up some paintings that were not very good, at least to go to school to take professional classes, so as not to make people think that she was a complete layman.
In her free time, she made a list of people from what happened to Su Qin, combined with the scattered diaries she had written, to determine her relationship with other people. In the process of getting along with other people, she found that in fact, the original Su Qin still had an influence on her, for example, when she saw Mrs. Lin, she would feel very close. And when he saw Su Baichuan's third wife, Li Rong, a faint disgust appeared.
Fortunately, these effects are not obvious, and she herself has been able to control them well.
What has bothered her a lot lately is that in college, except for her roommates, most of her feelings for her classmates are very shallow. This kind of shallowness is expressed in the memory of the original Su Qin, that is, there is no expression at all. For college classmates, except for the roommates in the dormitory, everyone else has blurred faces at all.
Faced with this situation, Su Qin was really a little distressed. You can't go back to school after the start of school this time and even have no impression of the classmates who have been studying together for a year, right?
But fortunately, Su Qin was originally indifferent to people in school, and she will not live in school in the future, so she has less to do with others, so she should not be seen by others.
Su Qin's little worry was not noticed at all in the Lin family, after all, when the school was about to start, there was a big event about to happen in the Lin family.
The penultimate day of school is Lin Yueran's twentieth birthday. As early as a month ago, Mrs. Lin began to prepare for this matter. She booked twenty tables of banquets for Lin Yueran in the most exclusive hotel in City C.
As the only girl of the third generation of the Lin family, the only daughter of Lin Donglai, and the future heir of the Lin Group, Lin Yueran's twentieth birthday was held very grandly.
Of course, this grand does not refer to the scene, but to the grade. After all, the Lin family has countless partners in the shopping mall, plus Lin Donglai's uncle's friends in the political career, and the banquet with 20 tables is not high-profile.
As Lin Yueran's "best" playmate and "dearest" cousin since childhood, it is naturally impossible for Su Qin not to participate in this banquet.
Fortunately, there were evening dresses and makeup bags, and Su Qin spent two hours dressing herself up before the banquet began, and then entered with Mrs. Lin. After all, she is not the protagonist of this banquet, as long as she dresses up formally, she doesn't need to be very colorful. Stealing the limelight from the heroine is something that must not be done.
Although Su Qin repeatedly reminded herself not to show her timidity before entering the venue, after entering the venue, she couldn't help but find a small corner to stay and try not to run into others. Although I have seen a lot of such luxurious banquets in the memory of the original Su Qin, what I see from my memory is indeed a completely different experience from the real experience.
The grand hall was brightly lit, the three-story crystal lamps were illuminated without a hint of variegation, and the tray held by a young waiter in a black waistcoat was full of tall glasses with red wine, which shone in the light of this luxurious light. The guests who came and went were all well-dressed and elegant, with fragrant clothes and sideburns, and Su Qin only felt that he was out of place with everything in front of him.
Although she was wearing the same dress as theirs, she knew in her heart that she was different from them. In such a prosperous scene, she was very depressed in her heart. She knew that the feeling that lingered in her heart was nothing else, but inferiority.