390: Gain and Loss
Seeing Du Ruo's panicked look, Li Changfeng secretly screamed badly.
What was colder than the cold wind in this night was Xiao Jiu's eyes.
"Nguyen, how is she?" Xiao Jiu's voice was not as calm as before, and his lips were a little pale.
Du Ruo looked at Xiao Jiu like this, and his feelings were out of control and couldn't help crying, "Madam, Madame can't do it." ”
She always thought that her medical skills were very good, but at this time, in the face of Xia Ruan's body, she seemed powerless.
Xia Ruan not only lost too much blood, but her premature birth and the fright she received were enough to make her fatal.
Xiao Jiu's hands trembled violently, and he turned around and rushed towards the house.
Du Ming, who was guarding at the door, hurriedly stopped Xiao Jiu, and his voice was also a little anxious: "Master Hou, you can't go, seeing blood will make you ominous in the future." ”
There is a custom in Daqin that when a wife is giving birth, if her husband goes to the house and sees those filthy blood. Then, the husband's future qiē will be ominous.
Some people even say that a man just entered his wife's delivery room and saw the process of his wife giving birth, so he never wanted to take care of his wife anymore and took countless concubines. Even, a few years later, his family was ruined. This qiē is all because he sees filthy things.
There are countless versions of this kind of thing, and Du Ming naturally doesn't want Xiao Jiu to see that scene.
The room was full of blood, and Xia Ruan's appearance was wolf.
Women want to show their best side in front of their husbands, and Xia Ruan is no exception.
If Xiao Jiu saw Xia Ruan's wolf side, he would dislike her. Du Ming would think it was his fault.
Xiao Jiu raised his eyebrows and glanced at Du Ming, his voice was very light: "Doctor Du, if Ah Ruan is gone, it will be really ominous." ”
When he said this, the tone of the whole person, like a thousand-year-old Xuan Bing, made Du Ming couldn't help but shudder.
Du Ming has never seen Xiao Jiu like this, whether it is Xiao Jiu who is dying in Los Angeles, or Xiao Jiu who sees Xiao Yixue lose his mind in Zhuangzi, he is not as cold as he is now.
Du Ming subconsciously let go of his body. He didn't dare to talk to Xiao Jiu like this. Such a Xiao Jiu. It was as if the people around him were his enemies.
Xiao Jiu didn't pay much attention to Du Ming's expression, but went directly into the room and walked towards the bed behind the screen.
The little girls who were kneeling on the ground saw Xiao Jiu walking in, and hurriedly retreated in fright.
There was a strong smell of fish in the house. The smell of blood made Xiao Jiu a little scared.
He was never afraid of losing anything. Even if his mother regarded him as an outcast back then. He had been scared of that before.
Xiao Jiu walked over and looked at Xia Ruan lying under the covers, surrounded by red blood.
"Ah Ruan?" Xiao Jiu called out Xia Ruan softly. I saw that his wife, who would look at him meekly on weekdays, closed her eyes tightly at this time, and her hands were still the same as just now, using the action of protecting her lower abdomen, trying to protect the child in her belly.
Xiao Jiu felt that the corners of his eyes were a little sour, and he almost had to use a lot of strength to control his feelings, "Ah Ruan, it's me, can you hear me?" ”
Xiao Jiu held Xia Ruan's hand, his wife's hand was a little cold, he put Xia Ruan's hand on his face, and then whispered, "It's me who is wrong, it's me who didn't protect you." I should obey He Yue's words, I shouldn't marry you, if I don't marry you, you won't become like this. Ah Ruan, I was wrong, I know I was wrong, can you talk to me? ”
When he was in Los Angeles, he met He Yue.
That man was both intelligent and visionary.
After He Yue saw the portrait drawn by Xiao Jiu himself, she couldn't help but ask, "Who is this?" ”
"My future wife." Xiao Jiu put away the portrait, he didn't like it for people to see it. His wife, by his side.
He Yue sat back in her chair, shook her head and said, "With your talent, it is not difficult to want to be above 10,000 people under one person, but ...... The woman in this portrait will be your hindrance, she will be your weakness. Xiao Jiu, you must stand tall, otherwise you will not be able to bear Dong Xiao's counterattack. Oh yes, and those delusional people in the Lin family, how do you want to control them? If your wife knew about those things, would she still love you? It is estimated that the time will be ...... It will feel dirty. ”
Dirty......
Xiao Jiu had heard this word countless times, but every time he didn't take it to heart. Over time, no matter how much others say, he doesn't want to listen to it anymore. But now, Xiao Jiu was afraid that Xia Ruan would know about that matter, and even every time he thought about it, he felt that he was covered in mud and couldn't wash it off.
Cheng Guogong also said that he was not worthy of Xia Ruan, but Xiao Jiu did not refute it.
Because he doesn't know where to start rebuttal.
Is it from his unbearable background, or from his unbearable family and mother, or even from his grandfather with terrible ambitions?
Xiao Jiu was extremely tired during that time, and everything his mother did was exposed in front of him, but no matter how wrong his mother was, she was his mother after all. Every time he endured, his mother had a way to follow. Xiao Jiu frowned, he was negligent this time, and he entered the trap of cinnabar, making his wife dangerous.
He Yue was right, He Yue said that if he married Xia Ruan, he would push Xia Ruan to the edge of the cliff.
If he is not careful, Xia Ruan will be crushed.
Xiao Jiu once thought about giving up this relationship, and he silently protected Xia Ruan in the future, guarding her to marry and have children. Just keep looking at her from afar, as long as she's happy.
Let her beloved get a lifetime of happiness.
There are some things that he can't do with all his might, and his life is destined to be extraordinary from birth, and the road will be very difficult.
The people around him were envious of him, his position and the current power in his hands, but Xiao Jiu would rather give up these and become like ordinary people.
He wanted to be as ordinary as they were, and the ordinary would disappear immediately from the crowd. In this way, he can give her an ordinary family, and let her live an ordinary and ordinary life for a lifetime.
It was his selfishness, his selfishness, that bound Xia Ruan to his side.
He thought he was going to do well-
But now, he saw his wife lying beside him with her eyes closed. He didn't have any way, Xiao Jiu at this time felt extremely powerless.
"Ah Ruan......" Xiao Jiu put down Xia Ruan's hand and stroked her cheek, "Ah Ruan, wake up." ”
Xia Ruan's fingers trembled slightly, Xiao Jiu was stunned, and before he could react, he saw Xia Ruan open his eyes.
Her gaze was a little dazed, but soon a pair of delicate brows wrinkled again.
"Ah Nguyen. Ah Nguyen. Xiao Jiu almost cried with joy. Nguyen, can you see me? ”
Xia Ruan was in the dark, and saw her father laughing and telling her that she was wrong, saying that he would be good to her in the future. Let her follow him.
Her father's smile was more kind than she had ever seen.
Such a father. It's kind of unreal.
But soon. She heard her name being called again.
Xia Ruan looked at her father in front of her, and all those memories came to her mind. Her father is a person who has never known change, how can he be good to her? She subconsciously struggled. But I didn't want to find out that it was actually a dream.
The content of the dream was very small, but it felt incredibly long for her.
She woke up and her husband was calling her name.
Xia Ruan looked at the red-eyed man in front of him and couldn't help but smile softly.
He is so good-looking, and his handsome eyebrows are still so elegant. This person is her husband, someone who will be by her side at all times.
"Master Hou." Xia Ruan's voice was hoarse, "I'm fine, I'm fine." ”
Xia Ruan stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Xiao Jiu's cheek.
Xiao Jiu hurriedly got closer, at this time, the corners of his eyes hurt so badly that he was about to cry almost the next moment.
"Master Hou, I'm really good." The pain in his abdomen made Xia Ruan couldn't help but take a cold breath. She looked at the man in front of her who was about to cry, and her heart was very distressed, "Go and let Du Ruo come in, you go outside and wait for me, I'm ...... very good"
After speaking, Xia Ruan put Xiao Jiu's hand on his abdomen, "Baby, this is Daddy, don't be naughty." ”
Xiao Jiu looked at the satisfied smile on Xia Ruan's face, and tears finally fell from his eyes.
He turned his head away to keep his wife from seeing his look.
At that moment, he knew that even if he was asked to give his life in exchange for his wife's stability, he would not hesitate.
From beginning to end, she didn't blame him for half a sentence, let alone mention Aunt Lin in front of him.
His wife knew that he was in trouble, so she never embarrassed him.
Xiao Jiu took a deep breath, and then comforted Xia Ruan, "Ah Ruan, promise me, it's okay." ”
"Okay." Xia Ruan didn't think about it, so he replied with a smile, "I'll be fine, me and the baby will be fine." ”
Xiao Jiu wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then kissed Xia Ruan lightly on the forehead, "If you promise me, you must do it." You are my wife, and you are going to live for me, and you are to fulfill the obligations of a wife, you know? ”
His lips trembled a little, which made Xia Ruan's heart ache terribly.
has been a human being for two lives, and she has never seen Xiao Jiu who is so out of shape and still crying.
She scared him.
Xia Ruan closed his eyes, inhaled, and exhaled......
"Okay." Xia Ruan waited for the pain to settle down, and added, "Master Hou, believe me, let Du Ruo come in." ”
Xiao Jiu saw that his wife was ready, so he walked out of the house.
At this time, Du Ruo was kneeling on the ground, like a person who had lost his soul.
Xiao Jiu walked up to Du Ruo and said to Du Ruo, "Du Ruo, Ah Ruan has woken up now." Remember, don't protect your children anymore. I can't, without her. ”
Du Ruo raised his head with a stunned face, "Bao...... My lord? ”
"Well, keep Ah Ruan." Xiao Jiu's voice was very low, but Du Ruo still heard it clearly, "If the child is gone, you can ask for it again, but if Ah Ruan is gone, you will never be able to find it back." ”
Xiao Jiu's tone was pleading.
Li Changfeng, who was on the side, was a little surprised by Xiao Jiu's words.
When the Jiang family gave birth to Li An in the past, Wen Po asked him if the Jiang family had a difficult birth, he wanted to protect the adult or the child.
Li Changfeng didn't think much about it, so he told Mrs. Wen, naturally he wanted to protect the child.
He needed this child to strengthen the Li family's position.
Xiao Jiu's current situation is more dangerous than he used to be, Xiao Jiu has no children under his knees, if he doesn't have a son, then it will be even more difficult for Nan Xiao to stand up in the future.
It's just that Xiao Jiu didn't think much about it, so he sued Du Ruo to keep Xia Ruan.
The child is gone, you can ask for it again.
If the wife is gone, there is nothing. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to M. to read. (To be continued......)
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