Tang Xi: I'll sing me to you (1)

On December 22, 2007, it was cloudy in T City.

On this day, I got married.

My husband's name is Cheng Yan, he is young, shrewd, and confident, and my father said that if he was placed in ancient times, he must be a general, but unfortunately his family background is not good. It was the first time I heard my father say about him, and he was just a stranger to me at the time, but I remembered his name. Just because in this world, there are really not many people who can praise my father.

For his father, he admires Cheng Yan, but this appreciation is based on the relationship between his subordinates and subordinates, and it can't climb to the level of the relationship between his father-in-law and son-in-law anyway.

But in May 2006, my father went on a business trip abroad to negotiate a contract, Cheng Yan accompanied him all the way, my father worked for many days in a row, the old disease attacked, and during the hospitalization, because I was worried about my mother and me, he kept the matter a secret, and the person who accompanied him at that time and took care of him was Cheng Yan.

After returning to China, Cheng Yan haunted the Tang family more and more frequently, and his father said to his mother in private: "If anyone's daughter marries Cheng Yan, it must be a blessing from the previous life." Da"

The mother pulled her lips and smiled: "Whoever marries can marry, but my daughter can't." ”

My mother is such a smart person, she must have heard the deep meaning revealed in my father's words, I am from the law department, and I am a single daughter in the family, and the Tang family must always have someone to bear, if it were not for me, I could only hope for my husband.

I believe that my father did not mean to speak that day, and he definitely did not expect that I, who had planned to go out, would be at home that day.

"If you weren't used to it, would Xiaoxi become what it is now? You go out and ask what people outside are saying about her. said that she is frivolous, morning and evening, and is a profligate person in her bones, no wonder others will say so, change boyfriends twice in three days, if I don't press it, don't say that she is ashamed at that time, where should I put my two old faces with you? She doesn't see anyone, and we still have to see people! ”

I didn't dare to go downstairs, so I stood at the corner of the stairs with the empty cup in my hand, my back against the wall, and listened quietly, and I could only listen.

Downstairs was my father's angry voice of hatred: "For thousands of years, it has been said that men and women are equal, where is equality? Men frequently change girlfriends outside, this is called romance, and some people are still proud, but what about women? If a woman changes boyfriends frequently, this is called cheap. ”

I thought I was already invincible, but the word "cheap" still stung me, it doesn't matter who says I'm cheap, but that person shouldn't be a father, even if he loves me in his heart.

He was a loving father who never lost his temper in front of me, but at the end of November 2007, a woman suddenly rushed into Tang's house, and I don't know where the strength came from, so she shook off the security guard who came to dissuade her, and angrily screamed my name.

I don't know this woman, but I know her husband, who has been out playing golf a few times, and then he held my hand and said to me, "Xiaoxi, I like you." ”

So? Because he likes me, am I going to pay for his life? I suddenly felt a little cold, I liked, the most ridiculous thing is unrequited love.

The man was stupid and went back to tell his wife that he wanted a divorce, so his wife found the Tang family directly, and she thought that I was a vixen who seduced ~ a married man, not only her, but even my father thought so.

Blame me, I was infamous before, and no wonder no one believed me.

That day was really terrible, before the woman came to find trouble, my father was sitting in the living room with several shareholders of the company talking about business, after the woman made such a fuss, my father also felt shameless, and even made a family scandal in front of the shareholders.

"Slap-" slapped me in the face hard, frightened the shareholders and my father, he probably didn't expect that one day he would actually hit me, right?

"Mr. Tang, I'm afraid there is a misunderstanding in this matter."

Who would have thought that at the moment when the atmosphere was stagnant, such a voice would appear.

It's Cheng Yan.

My face was hot and painful, I looked at him so expressionlessly, the first time I looked at him, he was also looking at me, his eyes were indifferent, faintly shrewd, faintly disdainful, but he said things against his will.

I suddenly felt funny, and I did laugh, although it was silent, but everyone saw it, they probably thought I was crazy, even Cheng Yan, I didn't ignore his frown.

I laughed, it was a laugh at human greed, but it invisibly angered my father, in front of everyone, my finger stretched out to the door, there was no rage, but the calm tone was more unbearable than the rage, he said: "Get out, get out of here." ”

I can't get out, but I can get out.

It was cold at the end of November, but I was sitting on the steps of the mall eating ice cream as if no one was there, and passers-by were wrapped in clothes, curling their necks and looking at me curiously.

I have loved ice cream since I was a child, especially in winter, when the cold is numb, my heart is comfortable, and I am comfortable myself.

"Miss Tang, I'll send you home."

I have a really good memory, just by hearing it, I know who is coming, except for Cheng Yan, it will not be anyone else.

I looked up at him, and not long after eating ice cream, I guessed that others were exhaling hot air, but I was exhaling cold air, and when I spoke, I couldn't even see the thin smoke floating in the air.

I asked him, "Did you come on your own, or did my father let you come?" ”

"Does it make a difference?" He stood in front of me without even a smile on his face.

"If it's the latter, forget it, do things for people, be commanded by people,