If life can be re-chosen, Ah Sheng wants to become a fish in the next life, not messing with the world, and only has a seven-second memory.

Seven seconds, remember a person deeply; For the rest of my life, try my best to forget that person.

If fate can be re-chosen, Ah Sheng wants to be a woman with a warm heart in the next life, no longer with the joys and sorrows of others, no longer indifferent and sharp to people, always on guard, just want to be carefree, quiet and well.

In late spring, the courtyard is full of life, and at dusk, it makes people feel more and more desolate and desolate.

Thinking about it carefully, five years of memory blank, she was the happiest at that time. Maybe every day when she thinks of Lu Zichu, she will laugh stupidly, and she has no city.

Sister-in-law Xu Qiu once said to Ah Sheng: "Before you came to Seattle, your mental condition was very bad, and it wasn't until your family moved to Seattle that it improved." ”

Ah Sheng's mental condition has indeed improved after they came to Seattle. At the beginning of stopping taking medicine, she was still groping in the chaos, sometimes her family talked to her, and there would always be a lot of voices in her ears, the past and the present, she had no ability to distinguish.

Later, she began to doubt her memory: perhaps, Lu Zichu was just her hallucination, and there was no such person at all.

For a long time, she has been fighting a tug-of-war with her other self in a small space that cannot be distinguished from winning or losing.

Before her consciousness could be revived, he burst into her dreams; He didn't come, she waited for him to come; When he came, she was afraid of the unease and at a loss.

If he had an old affection for her, how could she harm him for the rest of his life? If he had forgotten her for a long time, she couldn't be selfish and drag him down.

The dark night engulfed the most lucid sunset, Gu Cheng turned on the light, it was too dazzling, Ah Sheng lowered her eyes, looking at the intricate palm, like her fate, lost too far, and there was nowhere to put it.

Clenching her palms quietly, she gave herself a smile at this moment, trying to warm herself.

Two days ago, an entertainment report, whether true or false, was like a basin of cold water, dousing her stubbornness and boosting her sanity.

Now that she is like this, what qualifications does she have to like someone?

In the attic, Ah Sheng turned his back to Gu Cheng, took off his disguise, and his voice was tired: "Lock the door when you leave, you're tired......"

She didn't want to go out again.

The dark shadows projected in the room have the indifference that Ah Sheng has exclusive to when he is awake.

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Over the years, Gu Cheng has missed Ah Sheng's smile very much.

The smile is bright enough to shatter the sunshine, and her smile used to be the warmth of the heart in the eyes of relatives and friends. Now, Ah Sheng's eyes are filled with fireworks and fireworks. Even in the face of Lu Zichu, who never forgot, he was still dyed with vicissitudes.

In fact, whether it is Ah Sheng or Lu Zichu, no matter how well the smile is disguised, it makes people tremble.

At the staircase of Gu's house, Lu Zichu's Qingjun face exuded a thick anger, and his eyes were scarlet.

"She's a human, not an animal."

He roared, grabbing Gu Cheng's arm like crazy, and there was a heart-rending pain in his body: "As a family member, how can you treat her so cruelly? How can it be ......"