Hearing me say that I want to "hold the knife", Ruan Dongli was stunned for a moment, and then handed me a cigarette and said: "Crazy brother, have you thought about it, 'holding a knife' is extraordinary, to some extent this is a point of no return, and also, does the Buddha know that you want to 'hold a knife'?" ”

I lit a cigarette and took a heavy breath and said with a smile: "I don't know if I have thought about it myself, but I have a feeling in my heart that I have to hold this 'knife', and I don't know where this feeling comes from, but I think one day I will know it." ”

Ruan Dongli patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Crazy brother, you are so literary and artistic, I can't understand what you say." ”

I said, I don't understand it myself.

That night, I chatted with Ruan Dongli for a long time, but the more I talked, the more confused I became, and the more I didn't know where the feeling of "holding a knife" in my heart came from.

In the second half of the night, the staircase was already full of cigarette butts, and I was separated from Ruan Dongli.

However, this confusion of "holding a knife" did not bother me for long, because an incident that happened soon completely explained the source of this feeling in my heart, and of course those are the later words.

The next morning, I took Lu Xiaoyu to the classroom, I thought I was early enough, but I didn't expect that when I arrived at the classroom, An Liang was already waiting for me at the door of the classroom.

I pulled Lu Xiaoyu over and asked, "Xiao Anliang, are you waiting for me?" ”

An Liang smiled and said, "Naturally, crazy brother, are you going to make a move on Golden Eagle and No. 2 Middle School recently." ”

I didn't speak, just smiled.

An Liang continued: "Crazy brother, before making a move, I think it is necessary for us to contact Chen Yang of Golden Eagle, he is the sworn enemy of the prince and Ma Liu'er, if such a good chess piece is not used, it will be a waste." ”

I nodded and said, "That being said, I don't have much contact with Chen Yang, so I'm afraid it's not good to contact him rashly." ”

An Liang smiled: "Crazy brother don't worry too much, I will contact Chen Yang over there for you, so let's take some time this weekend, let's make an appointment with Chen Yang to meet, how about it?" ”

I hesitated for a moment and looked at Lu Xiaoyu next to me and said, "I'm afraid I don't have time this weekend, because I have to go to see the Buddha with Xiaoyu, and I also have something to ask the Buddha." ”

Hearing me say this, An Liang was stunned for a moment, and then smiled again: "Then about one day next week, okay." ”

I nodded, in fact, that Chen Yang, I also wanted to meet it for a long time.

After talking to An Liang for a while, it was almost time for early self-study, so she went back to her classroom.

After An Liang left, I also entered the classroom with Lu Xiaoyu, and when I returned to my seat, Lu Xiaoyu said softly: "Yi Feng, I feel more and more that we are people from the two worlds." ”

When Lu Xiaoyu said this, I was stunned for a moment, and then habitually scratched Lu Xiaoyu's nose and said, "Xiaoyu, what are you talking about, how did you become a person from the two worlds?" ”

Lu Xiaoyu pouted and grabbed my arm and said, "Maybe I'm thinking nonsense again, okay, let's not talk about this, Yi Feng, if you want to leave me one day, can you not tell me, you just leave, so that I can't find you, I promise not to bother you, okay, but please don't say the words don't want me, okay?" ”

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I grabbed her waist and said: "Xiaoyu, what are you talking about, why don't you want you, you are the only woman in my Yi Feng's life, there will be no one else in my heart, you are saying these inexplicable words, I am really going to be angry." ”

After listening to me, Lu Xiaoyu smiled and said: "Okay, I was wrong, Yi Feng, I shouldn't have said these strange things, let's read the notes, there will be an exam in more than a week, you have to work hard." ”

Lu Xiaoyu's strange words made me feel uneasy for a long time, especially the sentence "We are people from the two worlds", when I think of this sentence, I have a cool feeling in my heart, as if I have lost something, or I am losing something.

In the next few days, Zheng Yanbin and Ma Xiaoxiao came to me again, naturally asking me when I would deal with the prince of the Golden Eagle, but I didn't reply to them exactly, but just said "to be determined".

On the weekend, I went with Lu Xiaoyu to Jincheng Hyatt in the north of Xingzhou City to find the Buddha.

Of course, I led the way, and Xiaoyu walked through the back door.

On the day we went, Jin Lao Crooked and He Jiman were not there, and it happened that the "Buddha" was watching the scene alone, but because the Buddha was still a newcomer, he didn't say a lot of things in the field, so he didn't take me and Lu Xiaoyu to visit the Jincheng Hyatt.

In fact, this Jincheng Hyatt is, to put it bluntly, a huge trading base, even if the Buddha can be the master, he will not take me and Lu Xiaoyu to visit.

So after I Lu Xiaoyu came here, the Buddha said to me with a depressed face: "Rub, stupid X brother-in-law, how did you lead Xiaoyu to this kind of place, your brain is?" ”

After greeting me, the Buddha led me and Lu Xiaoyu into his office.

His office was relatively small, and he didn't even have a desk, so he threw a bed, a coffee table and a sofa, which looked like a dormitory.

Fortunately, it was clean inside.

Entering the room, the Buddha poured two glasses of water for me and Lu Xiaoyu, and then asked: "You don't study at school for two weekends, what are you doing here, I don't know if Lu Dao is about to take the exam?" ”

Before I could speak, Lu Xiaoyu spoke first: "Brother, I just want to come over to see how you are doing, and my parents also want to know how you are doing, so let me come over and have a look, in fact, my parents still hope that you can go back to our town." ”

The Buddha shook his head and said: "Xiaoyu, my character, you also know the way, I can't get into the mess at home, I still have some freedom here, you go back and tell your parents, I am doing well, and I will have my own piece of heaven." ”

Lu Xiaoyu was very afraid of the Buddha, and she would not refute what the Buddha said, so she nodded and stopped talking, hey, Lu Xiaoyu's parents, it was really a wrong decision to let her be a lobbyist.

Lu Xiaoyu chatted with the Buddha for a while, and the two of them had nothing to say, and the Buddha glanced at me and asked, "Silly X brother-in-law, let's talk about it, you won't simply accompany my sister to see me." ”

I scratched my head and said a little embarrassed: "I have something I want to ask the Buddha for advice." ”

The Buddha nodded and motioned for me to say.

I took a breath, looked at Lu Xiaoyu next to me and said, "Buddha, if my brother and I want to hold the knife, what do you think?" ”

Hearing me say that I was holding a knife, the Buddha was stunned for a moment, and Lu Xiaoyu next to him was also hysterical, and then looked at me with a puzzled face.

The Buddha said even more angrily: ", stupid X brother-in-law, your brain is really, do you know what 'holding a knife' means?" ”

I shook my head.

The Buddha continued: "After holding the knife, it means that one of your feet is about to step into society, whether you want to or not. If you hold the knife, the school will definitely expel you, and it will be difficult for you to enter the society at that time; At the same time, if you come into contact with a knife, the bastards in society may also find you, some because you want to win you over, and some simply look at you and want to clean you up, this society is far more complicated than you think, crazy, stupid X brother-in-law, I said, if you go to society and continue to be a bastard, then it is absolutely impossible for you to be with Xiaoyu, if you don't believe it, you can try. ”

Lu Xiaoyu next to me took my hand and shook his head, signaling me to give up the idea I just followed.

How to say, if I was asked to lose Lu Xiaoyu in exchange for the identity of "holding a knife", I would still not do it, not because I am a child, but because I haven't found the "reason" in my heart that I have to hold a knife.

So I also held Lu Xiaoyu's hand, and then looked at the Buddha with a smile and said: "I'm just joking, you guys are too serious, I didn't offend any bastards in society, I held a knife to make a chicken feather." ”

Seeing me say this, Lu Xiaoyu breathed a sigh of relief.

And the Buddha added worriedly: "Even if you offend the bastards in society, I will not allow you to set foot on this 'road', I will take care of your affairs for you, and all you have to do is that it is enough for Xiaoyu to be good, don't make any moths." ”

I let out an "oh" and didn't continue the Buddha's words.

Then the Buddha said a lot of things to me, most of them were warning me not to set foot in the "Tao" of society, and I kept nodding yes.

At noon, the Buddha took us to a small restaurant nearby for lunch before parting with me.

In the afternoon, I took Lu Xiaoyu to visit the mall in the city a few times, bought her a few summer clothes, and then went back to school together.

In fact, I looked good at those clothes, and I didn't ask for her opinion too much, and she didn't express any opinions from beginning to end.

When we got on the bus back to school, Lu Xiaoyu grabbed my arm and asked me, "Yi Feng, do you want to be like my brother?" ”

I turned my head and asked Lu Xiaoyu why he suddenly said that.

Lu Xiaoyu said: "I can see that you are not joking when you mentioned the 'holding knife' to my brother today, but you really want to hold the knife, I know what that means, my brother told me before, Yi Feng, don't you want to take the university entrance examination with me, and then live a peaceful life?" ”

I smiled and said, "How could I not want to, it's just that my grades are too poor, and it is too reluctant to be admitted to a school with you." ”

Lu Xiaoyu continued: "Even if you can't get into the same school, you apply for a slightly worse school, and then we can always go to the same city, we can still be together at that time, we can still think like this, we are tired of being together every day, we can even live together......"

I could see that Lu Xiaoyu really didn't want me to go the same path as her brother.

However, after listening to Lu Xiaoyu's words, I suddenly had a feeling like this-"She and I are people from the two worlds."

This feeling makes my heart cold, painful, and empty......