Chapter 36: It's My Fault

"Dad! What happened to you? I walked quickly to the bedside and looked at my father, who was expressionless.

Is this the same father I had before I left home? The face that was not angry and arrogant has now become sluggish, and the once solid arms are now full of protruding blood vessels...

"Don't scream, your dad can't hear you." Mom was standing in the doorway, leaning against the doorframe with the cup of hot tea, not even talking to me, looking at me.

"Come out and talk, don't disturb your dad." Mom turned around and went out.

Looking at his expressionless father, he was looking at the colorful pills on the table and some of the pills that had been opened... I really feel an indescribable sadness in my heart...

"Your dad... The first two months had a heart attack... I finally survived... That's it..."Listening to my mom talk about my father's experience, my voice was a little choked... It was really too big a blow to her... Who would have thought that the person who accompanied them would be like this...

"Then why don't you take him for treatment? There may be hope for recovery. Before I could speak, Ouyang Ze took the first step to say to my mother.

"Treatment? Do you think you don't need money for treatment? Mom first sneered, then took a sip of hot tea from her cup and frowned slightly.

"How much? How much does it cost to treat my dad? Ouyang Zema took out the blank check and pen he carried with him from his jacket pocket and said to my mother.

"No, you can keep your own flowers." My mom waved at us.

"Mom, how much does it cost, treatment is the big deal!" In the face of my mother's calmness, I am not calm... It's all this time, do you still care whose money you use?

"If you say no, you don't need to, since you've come to see it, you can leave now." Mom put the water glass on the table, pointed to the door, and gave us an eviction order.

"I'm going abroad... I won't be coming back," I whispered with my head down. "I hope I can get your understanding..."

"Go abroad, go abroad, if I don't see you in the future, I will treat you as if I never gave birth to your son..."Listening to my mother's tone, I was a little choked, and when I looked up and saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, I could feel the reluctance in my mother's heart...

"Mom!"

"Don't call me Mom! Ever since you chose to be this pervert, I don't even think of you as my son anymore. The tears on my mother's face finally couldn't help but flow wantonly.

"You go, don't let me see you again. It doesn't matter if you go abroad, wherever you go, just don't let me see you again! Mom turned her head to the side and stopped looking at us.

I got up and tried to walk over to my mother, but my mother quickly got up and walked to the bedroom, and the moment I entered the door, I heard the sound of the lock.

"Mom!" I ran to the bedroom door and knocked hard, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Let's go! Let's go! Mom still yelled at us mercilessly.

I called "Mom" again and again, but there was still no sound from inside the door... I sat on the ground weakly, crying loudly, just like when I was a child in my mother's arms...

Time has changed, and at this moment, I am no longer an ignorant child like back then, but an unfilial son hated by my family...

"Rui Rui, get up..."Ouyang Ze stood aside and looked at me who had already cried into tears with a distressed face, trying to pull me up from the ground. But how can I have the ability to stand at this moment...

I cried on the floor for a long time, and there was no sound in the house... I'm really overwhelmed, although I know that today's results will definitely be unsatisfactory... But I didn't expect it to be like this...

"Let's go, why don't you go to your other relatives' houses to have a look," Ouyang Ze lowered his body and helped me up.

I was paralyzed and had no strength to walk, so I could only barely move my steps by relying on Ouyang Ze's support.

"Remember! Your dad is like this because of you! "When I got to the door and was about to open the door to leave, I heard my mom roar from inside the house, and the only strength I had was stimulated by her voice...

"It's because of me, because of me..." I couldn't stand this stimulation anymore, so I could only close my eyes weakly and relax all the muscles in my body...

"Rui Rui! Rui Rui! Listening to Ouyang Ze's last few shouts, I "slept"...

I woke up with the pungent smell of alcohol peculiar to the hospital, and the moment I opened my eyes, I only saw Ouyang Ze looking at me with an anxious face. Seeing me wake up, Ouyang Ze stretched the folds of his eyebrows, and smiled on his closed mouth.

"Are you alright?" Ouyang Ze whispered.

"It's all because I... Because of me, my dad will be like this..."I looked at Ouyang Ze, and the tears in the corners of my eyes couldn't help but flow out...

Ouyang Ze reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes with pity, "I can't blame you, your father is like this, and you didn't cause it to be..."

"It's me! That's me! I took Ouyang Ze's hand away, lifted the horn and covered my head and cried loudly...

At this moment, the usually domineering and arrogant one no longer exists, but I can only cry like a fragile girl... Ouyang Ze just patted me gently through the quilt and comforted me.

"No! I'm going to ask them what the hell is my dad for!" In order to know the truth, to know why my dad was like this, I sat up and prepared to leave this place to ask our relatives what was going on.

Maybe I just fainted from being stimulated, so the clothes on my body are still my own. I hurriedly put on my shoes and ran outside.

"You'll rest again! Don't be in such a hurry! There's always a chance! "Ouyang Ze grabbed my arm and tried to keep me in the hospital.

"No, I'm going! You either follow me or stay! Take your pick! I turned to look at him with wide eyes.

He was also kind of interested, and he didn't hold anything back, "Okay, I'll go with you." The helpless expression on his face still couldn't hide his concern for me...

It's not that I don't listen to you, it's just that I'm still in the mood to rest, I just want to know what happened!

Ouyang Ze turned back to the ward and took our luggage and hurriedly followed, for fear that he would lose me.

I went out and stopped a taxi and hurried to my uncle's house, who was my father's only younger brother, and he was the only one who did not come to "educate" me when the whole family was "criticizing" me.

The relationship between the two of them is also very good, and the only way to know what is going on is through him, through this only uncle...

Looking at the scenery passing by outside the car window, waiting for the truth to come... My fault? I hope to get the truth about my "faults"...