Chapter 363: Mending the Rift
Feng was reluctant to eat, but he had been eating it for the past few days.
In the morning, he vomited blood at the cuckoo's place, and when he came back, Fang Huofeng immediately boiled soup with Ganoderma lucidum and Panax notoginseng to give him, which was food supplement.
It's just that when he eats Ganoderma lucidum, he always thinks of cuckoos.
Huang Que'er looked at her younger brother's appearance, distressed and uncomfortable, and couldn't help but speak with coaxing, full of pain: "Little brother, don't think about the cuckoo!" ”
She saw the crux of the problem at a glance and persuaded her at the key point.
To be honest, she really complained that Fang Huofeng had disrupted the life of the Huang family.
Because she could see that her brother really liked the cuckoo.
But she couldn't say that Fang Huofeng was not, because her younger brother also protected her, and because she gave up such wealth and fame to come here, she suffered a lot for this.
Huang Yuan looked up at the eldest sister, the former girl had changed into a little daughter-in-law, and her face still had the shyness and joy of a new bride, but what remained unchanged was the tenderness on her face and pity for his younger brother, just like the day he just came back, he treated him as a child.
His nose suddenly became sore, and his eyes turned red, "Big sister! ”
In front of his father and grandmother, he tried his best to be responsible; But in the face of the gentle eldest sister, he suddenly became aggrieved, and wanted to cry in her arms.
Although he did not do so, he shed tears.
Huang Que'er took out a handkerchief from his sleeve and carefully wiped his tears.
While wiping, he said softly: "Little brother, don't blame the cuckoo. ”
After a while, he said: "The cuckoo feels uncomfortable too. ”
Of course Huang Yuan knew this, otherwise she wouldn't have been able to cry like that.
And suicide, even acting. also acted thrillingly.
It's not that if you are sad and die, you can't do that state.
Cuckoo. It's really killing herself, killing the cuckoo who loves him!
Come to think of this. He couldn't stop another heartache!
Huang Qi'er whispered again: "Little brother, don't go looking for the cuckoo, she won't come back." Don't blame the eldest sister for saying: If your brother-in-law also gets a woman back, the eldest sister is afraid that she will die of death. ”
Huang Yuan looked at the eldest sister and froze for a moment.
Just as he was about to speak, he heard someone outside shouting "Brother Huang?" ”
Huang Que'er raised her voice and said, "Is it Chun'er? In! ”
Lin Chun walked in, didn't look at Huang Que much, but stared at Huang Yuan.
Look at his frustration and pain remaining on his face, which cannot be washed or erased.
Is this for cuckoos?
For the sake of the cuckoo, how can he still be so affectionate to Zhan Shisha?
He couldn't comprehend his state of mind!
Huang Yuan also looked at him silently.
Compared to the confrontation in September. There was more ambiguity between the two.
Huang Que'er stood up and greeted Lin Chun: "Chun'er sit." Didn't you go to the cuckoo, and the tap water was ready? What does the cuckoo have to say to you? ”
Lin Chun turned his face and said to her, "I haven't done it yet." The cuckoo told his aunt to go to dinner with you tomorrow. ”
Huang Que'er hurriedly agreed, while busy feeding the soup to Huang Yuan to drink.
Huang Yuan didn't drink the soup, just stared at Lin Chun-
The cuckoo is called to eat, who are these "you" included?
Lin Chun looked at him and said to Huang Qi'er: "Sister Qi'er, if you talk to Huang Li and the honest uncle and aunt, I won't talk about it." ”
Huang Que hurriedly agreed again.
There is no yellow yuan. There is no Fang Huofeng, and there is no Huang Daddy Huang Aunt.
Huang Yuan was not surprised, and asked Lin Chun in a deep voice, "Do you have something to do with me?" ”
Lin Chun nodded and said, "I have something to tell you." ”
Huang Yuan took the soup bowl from the eldest sister's hand and drank the soup in one go. After eating the chicken and lingzhi in three or two bites, he returned the bowl to her and said, "Eldest sister, take it." I talked to Brother Lin. ”
Huang Que was a little overwhelmed. looked at Lin Chun and said, "Chun'er......"
Lin Chun smiled and said, "Sister Qi'er, are you still afraid that I will beat him?" ”
The yellow finch smiled wryly. Say, "Then I'm leaving." You say. ”
With that, he turned around and walked out of the room.
Huang Yuan looked at Lin Chun and said, "Sit down." ”
Lin Chun shook his head and said, "No." I still have something to do, so I'll leave. ”
Because he said to him: "It's not a big deal: it's Chen Qingdai." She was recovered by a distant member of the Chen family. That person seized the Chen family's property, and gave her to his daughter-in-law's mother-in-law's younger brother to fill the house. Miss Chen was forced to hang herself, but she didn't die, and she was locked up. ”
Huang Yuan was dumbfounded when he heard this.
After a while he asked, "When did this happen?" ”
Lin Chun said: "It happened at the beginning of November. ”
Huang Yuan seemed to be a little incredulous, and muttered, "Why didn't Brother Zan mention it?" ”
Zan Xuji has always corresponded with him.
Lin Chun teased: "Of course he won't tell you." ”
Huang Yuan was shocked, and then stared at him silently.
Lin Chun looked at him calmly and said, "I think you have been asking someone to find Miss Chen, so you have to tell you the news." But this time I came back one after another, and I forgot about it. I just remembered it today, so I'll come and tell you. ”
Huang Yuan listened to it, and his heart was blocked and stuffy-
I've been forgetting it, but I remembered it today!
Why did you remember it today?
Because he and Fang Huofeng went to find Du Juan and wanted to take her home.
He thought of this at this time to see how he dealt with Chen Qingdai!
In other words, it depends on how Fang Huofeng treats Chen Qingdai!
After Lin Chun finished speaking, he ignored Huang Yuan, turned around and left.
walked out of the bedroom, but found Fang Huofeng standing outside in the study. She had evidently heard what he had just said, and when she saw him come out, she gazed intently at him.
He also looked at her deeply.
He used to respect her, but now he doesn't like her.
This feeling is very complicated and difficult to understand, because if it weren't for her elopement, Du Juan might have married Huang Yuan, and he would have no chance at all; But because of her elopement, she caused irreparable damage to the cuckoo, and he was very ashamed of her.
Yes, he is shameless!
He felt that before she eloped, she should at least tell Huang Yuan.
If a woman eloped to him without his permission, he would not be happy, he would think that she was similar to the likes of the acacia flower, so he couldn't figure out Huang Yuan. Perhaps, Huang Yuan has long liked her, so she is sure to elope. He is therefore even more unworthy. felt that Huang Yuan could not be Li Dun.
He and Fang Huofeng looked at each other for a moment, and they didn't greet each other. And he strode away.
Fang Huofeng waited for him to leave and entered the bedroom. came to the edge of the bed and sat down, and asked Huang Yuan softly, "Are you better?" Did you drink all the soup that the eldest sister served just now? ”
Huang Yuan looked at her and nodded, but didn't say anything.
Fang Huofeng tucked the corners of the quilt for him, and said, "You lie down first." I also boiled porridge, and you can eat some more later. ”
Huang Yuan said, "Then I'll lean on for a while." I have slept in the afternoon. ”
Fang Huofeng smiled and nodded, and took another cushion behind him.
After waiting for him to get closer to him, she sat down again and quietly accompanied him.
Huang Yuan looked at her and wanted to say something. I couldn't find a word again.
When they came back from the cuckoo, they lost their previous tacit understanding.
Both of them tried their best to treat it as if nothing had happened, one to take care of it gently, and the other to respond with all its might. However, no matter what you do or say, it seems deliberate, less comfortable, as if to make up for something, and it seems to be to prove something, it is not as good as before.
This makes them very frustrated and depressed.
Both understand the crux of the matter. But they all avoided it in unison.
Fang Huofeng didn't dare to mention the cuckoo, and when he mentioned it, he remembered what he said to the dead cuckoo at the time, "I will accompany you in this life and this life", and then his heart was in a ball.
Huang Yuan was even more reluctant to mention it, and if he mentioned it, he would hear a lonely goose wailing.
Then I saw the lonely eyes. His heart would throb.
Thinking of the cuckoo's resoluteness, my heart is even more uncomfortable.
But he couldn't help but recall all kinds of past with her, whether it was innocent fun on the mountain behind Black Mountain Town. It's still the years spent in Fucheng this summer, and the more you don't guess. The more poetic it is, the more painful it is for him.
Among them, the experience of the ancient street of Fucheng Yujia Lane is profound: under the green dome. The cardamom girl holding a pink oil-paper umbrella turned to him and smiled, her eyes shining, making the noisy ancient street look cool and comfortable, and the scene was like an ancient painting.
Later, he made a picture of her based on the scene.
The painting has been taken away by the cuckoo.
Fang Huofeng saw that Huang Yuan first looked at her quietly, then his face showed pain, and then his expression turned to indulgence and yearning, and she knew that he was thinking about the cuckoo again.
"It can't go on like this!" She thought.
So she said softly: "Miss Chen, you can write and ask my brother." If you really have to, just take her over. ”
Huang Yuan was shocked when he heard this, and looked at her.
After looking at it for a while, he said in a deep voice: "I will think about this matter." ”
Seeing that Fang Huofeng seemed puzzled, he sighed and said, "I know that the girl has scruples because of Cuckoo's words. However, I will not take concubines at will, let alone my cousin. She was originally my wife, but she quit because of a change, if I take her as a concubine again, what will I become? This situation between you and the cuckoo was a last resort, not what I wanted. ”
With the sentence "I have to do it", Fang Huofeng's eyes turned red.
She looked at him and asked softly, "Do you blame me?" ”
Without waiting for him to answer, he answered: "Even if you don't blame me, I regret it." It's not that I regret eloping, it's that I regret making you so sad. I feel so sad to see you so sad. But if you ask me, I will say, "I don't regret coming to you!" Even if I take this step, no matter how hard it is, even if I am scolded by thousands of people, I will not regret it! I'll be by your side for the rest of my life! ”
Huang Yuan heard this once, and he was still shocked when he heard it again.
But she didn't say anything like last time, "Unless you dislike me and don't want me."
Because he had already disliked her, and he didn't want her, just after the cuckoo died!
However, he does not feel guilty!
He looked at her calmly and said, "I said that I will not fail you in this life, and I will definitely not fail you!" But that was when I was alive. If the cuckoo were dead today, I would never be alone. I can't control you......"
Before he finished speaking, Fang Huofeng rolled down into tears.
She choked up and stopped him, "You don't need to say any more! I know what you're thinking! Today with her, I was heartbroken, and I had the thought of dying, wanting to see how you were doing. But I quickly gave up the foolish idea. Because I know that you must be just as sad, and you will think that you have seen me wrong. ”
Huang Yuan looked at her deeply and did not speak.
I don't know if he will die with her, but he didn't give up Fang Huofeng after Du Juan woke up, just to consider this possibility: forcing Fang Huofeng to death, he can't live happily like Du Juan.
It's a dead end!
The cuckoo saw it clearly, and he knew it too.
So, the cuckoo rushed out of the game.
Leaving him and Fang Huofeng, they are still rushing left and right in the game-
Because the cuckoo buried a chess piece in his heart! (To be continued......)