Chapter Ninety-Three
Lu Luo'er was lying on the hospital bed, looking very weak. Now she has no strength at all, and she doesn't dare to think about anything, and she doesn't dare to do anything. She was very uncomfortable, because she couldn't die and stay in this world and continue to be tortured. However, when Lu Luo'er was the most uncomfortable and didn't know what to do, her heart was in turmoil.
"Luo'er."
When she opened her eyes, she saw two faces at the same time. The first one is Duan Ran's, and the other one is Ye Xizhe.
She seems to recall, Ye Xizhe came to chase her that day, she wanted to run very much, she didn't want to have a little intersection with Ye Xizhe, she didn't know what Lu Dao was, it was obvious that Ye Xizhe abandoned her first, but at this time, she didn't let herself do anything.
She didn't even have a chance to choose another man. She couldn't imagine that feeling. Although at the presentation meeting, she didn't think about agreeing to Duan Ran's request, but she still ran away.
Ye Xizhe is like a devil, she doesn't know how she should face it, how she doesn't want to see Ye Xizhe, she doesn't want to hear his voice. Everything is self-inflicted, and what she wants to do now is her own business.
"You're awake!"
Although Ye Xizhe was worried, he never showed that kind of calm expression, and he was very calm.
Ye Xizhe is really worried, what will he do if Zi Luo'er really leaves him now. When he saw the moment Duan Ran proposed to Lu Luo'er, he could no longer suppress the excitement in his heart.
"I'm fine, Duan Ran."
Lu Luo'er said softly, as if she didn't see Ye Xizhe. Although there was only a few hours of difference, Lu Luoer had already decided to give up everything with Ye Xizhe. It all sounds so funny, and I humiliate myself again and again, and I feel inexplicably uncomfortable when I think about it. Now is what to do, what should Lu Luoer do, in order to be able to get rid of Ye Xizhe completely.
Although even Luo Er knew that this thing was a bit impossible, Ye Xizhe was like a nightmare, accompanying him. Now Lu Luoer just wants to let go, let go, is it really so difficult. Lu Luo'er was already very tired, she couldn't withstand this little torture at all, and she didn't want to be entangled with each other in her life with Ye Xizhe in the future.
"It's good that there's nothing to do, I'm relieved to see you wake up." Duan Ran said, with a hint of worry.
Duan Ran didn't know what Lu Dao could say to Lu Luo'er, at this time, just when he wanted to give Lu Luo'er a lifetime, he knew that Lu Dao's marriage proposal had really been carefully prepared, and he originally thought that Lu Luo'er would be able to be with him after experiencing Ye Xizhe's wedding.
The fact is that Ye Xizhe is not married at all, but Lu Luoer is still heartbroken. Now in this situation, Duan Ran himself didn't know how Lu Dao should end, and when he talked to Lu Luo'er, he was also trembling and unclear.
"You don't have to worry about me, that thing is making me think about it."
Lu Luo'er's voice had no confidence at all, she didn't mean to provoke Ye Xizhe, but chose to ignore Ye Xizhe.
"Halo, didn't you really see me?"
Ye Xizhe was slightly angry and looked at Lu Luo'er. If Lu Luo'er is not in the hospital bed now, it is estimated that he will really stand up, grab Lu Luo'er's hand, and ask about this matter clearly.
"If you see it, do you have to speak when you see it? I don't know what else Lu Dao can say, isn't this kind of silence bad? ”
Lu Luo'er didn't have any strength in her body at all, and the wound was still faintly painful because of the series of words she had just said, and she grinned unconsciously.
"Doesn't it hurt?"
Ye Xizhe was angry, but he didn't forget to care about Lu Luo'er, and Duan Ran had already gone to the infirmary and called the nurse over.
"I don't hurt, but I want to remind you that, as you said, we don't have anything to do with each other."
I was only fourteen years old that year, and I didn't want to study, so I became a kid who surrounded idol dramas early. The people around him are living in a sea of dire problems. The teacher said, "The second year of junior high school is more important than the third year of junior high school. ”
Things gather by like, people by groups, and no one does not understand the meaning of the teacher. If you don't work hard this year, in this school with a promotion rate of 369 or so on, before the high school entrance examination, even if you want to study hard, no one will give you such an environment.
Since the first year of junior high school, the two heavy brands of "experimental class" and "ordinary class" have overwhelmed everyone. The updated experimental class has made everyone work hard, and the learning atmosphere is tense.
"Mu Qing, you have to hurry." When my father read my report card, he frowned deeply. The third grade in the class made me look great in front of my classmates, but in the eyes of my parents, I was always a gangster in an ordinary class.
I have never denied that. I'm a problem girl in the eyes of my parents, watching TV, going out to play, and occasionally being able to sneak into an Internet café behind the school's famous bad boys, and dance in two games. Maybe it's because of the decent grades, my father didn't give up on me, and I naturally understood what he meant, a good school, a good way out.
I have to say, though, that I'm a little scornful of this kind of thinking. I think that my father also graduated from a prestigious school back then, and he is still crawling, but now he doesn't necessarily have a good appearance.
"There is another class assignment this year, take the test well, and give my dad a little face." My father said earnestly, turned off the TV I was watching, and pondered my thoughts.
"Okay."
Since my father remarried, our conversation stopped there. I didn't say much, waved my hand, took the report card from my father's hand, and slowly opened the book.
I didn't want to be a good girl, but I still listened to Yichen's words. Study hard in high school and get admitted to college, otherwise I will have a way out in such a family.
When Yichen and I, these two stupid and similar kids, walked together, we would always discuss some strange questions. He was the first friend I met when I moved here, and we were not far from home, and we occasionally looked up at the sky together in the summer.
None of us wanted to spend the winter, because the cold of winter would obscure the original scenery and the hearts of the two of us.
"Winter is coming to an end, and soon I'll be able to see your stupidity again."
In the afternoon, my stepmother made braised pork, and the fragrance permeated the small house. I gritted my teeth, didn't go out to eat, ran to the door of Yichen's house, knocked twice on the gate of the yard, and hid by the sea.
This is my code for Yichen and me, the love between boys and girls, in this small school, that side will receive strange eyes. I had already tried this kind of gaze when I first entered school, so I didn't want to try again.
"Sure enough, you still listened to me."
Yichen smiled, as if it was the sunshine wandering in the spring, warm, but I deliberately turned my head not to look at it, and just took the book he handed me blankly.
The dense notes on it are Yichen's New Year gift to me. I never wrote such tedious things, but at this second I accepted Yichen's suggestion, take the high school exam first, at least I have to be admitted to high school first.
"Haiyan'er, finally have a heart."
Yichen patted me on the shoulder, as if glad that I had finally accepted his advice to stop messing around and study hard.
"Together? When I got into that kind of class, I thought I'd be alone. ”
I lowered my head and said slowly. At the age of 14, I don't know what kind of feelings this is, and I'm used to being smug on weekdays, but I also have words that I can't say.
I didn't see it, Yichen nodded lightly. Just in his heart, he agreed.
After a period of inhuman life, I don't know how I got through the time before the Dao exam. Except that Yichen will secretly send me a text message while his parents are asleep, I have no contact with the outside world.
My father watched me work hard and accepted my excuse to borrow my phone because my calculator was not good. I don't know if he said it on purpose, or if he saw me working hard and indulged in the small reward I gave me.
That's it, every day I drink Yichen to keep in touch, sneaky, scold a "stupid", pull a skin, I don't know if Lu Dao is because I have watched too many idol dramas, and I have an inexplicable dependence.
The results came down, and the second, one point away from the first, but more than the third. At this time, there were rumors in the school that they could enter the score line of the key class. I looked and looked, and the top few in my class were able to get in.
It's just that this result, only stuck Yichen, and he was ten points short of the score line. I don't know if this is the final result, but the moment I saw the score, I cried.
"Mu Qing, don't worry, I have contacted your father, and I have guaranteed such a result."
The head teacher brought me a tissue, and seemed to be complacent about our class's extraordinary level this time, I nodded and didn't say anything.
That day, I heard that Yichen was scolded by her mother, her mother is a famous shrew, and I have to hide far away when I meet Lu on weekdays.
I didn't dare to look for him, for fear that his parents would find out, and I still held my father's mobile phone tightly in my hand.
I don't know if it's a coincidence, there are more students this year, and the school suddenly said that it would add another key class, and Yichen and I were all in a daze, waiting for the class.
In the playground, the principal stood on the cement rostrum and read out the personnel of each class. We looked at our classmates, separated one by one, and said again mechanically.
At the end of the day, there were four people left, and the last two key classes. Yichen and I secretly looked at each other, we should be able to separate together now, I thought silently. When I raised my head again, Yichen had already been called away by the principal, stood in a strange team, and when he walked past me, he whispered to cheer.