When I went back in the evening, I got on Q and looked at Xiao Lu's Q space, trying to find some clues from it. After all, whether it was at that time or now, many people are embarrassed to say what they think and want to complain about, they will write it on Q Talk.

At that time, there was no Q to talk about, only logs and message boards, but just these two things have made many people yearn for them. At that time, there were not as many advertising logs and reprint logs as there are now, and many logs were typed word by word by the author. Xiao Lu and I also liked to play with this a lot, and so did the long bangs. Occasionally, when Sister Xuanxuan is very depressed and depressed, he will write something sensational on it, and we brothers add Q to each other, and when we see the things he wrote, I go up and sneer, and he is not angry, in fact, everyone is joking, especially me, he knows that Sister Xuanxuan likes me, and he is not angry with me.

Xiao Lu's Q space is as always, a blue one, lilies and a little princess on the homepage, I clicked into the log and message board, and sure enough, I found something. There is a log that was written the other day. I should still be in Gutang Village. The log reads:

I really don't want to do that, but an ideal is always just an ideal.

Reality cannot be defeated.

The cruelty of reality is breathless.

I tried my best, but I couldn't get recognition and couldn't control my fate.

The only way to do this is to sit back and wait.

After reading this log, I was inexplicable, what is this writing, it's so strange, I didn't understand, I went to the message board again, and found that many people left messages. There are Zhuo Xiaoyu and Xuanxuan on the first few pages, and even I went to leave a message. Zhuo Xiaoyu and the others left Lulu to come on, more and more beautiful or something. What I left was "you wait for me".

When I saw the time of the message, I smiled, as if I had just entered Jiefang Middle School. I still have a grudge against her.

But after seeing the comments on the last page or two, I couldn't calm down. There's an avatar that's a handsome guy.,The pen name is the guy who can't fly you.,Actually shouting on the message board.,I'm still thinking about you.。

Let's reconcile, don't be angry.

It was me who was wrong before, you forgive me, let's start again.

I was angry at the time, and directly replied to this Fei you can't reply, "Do you want to force your face?" ”

I know that this person must be Jiang Hua, simply in the Q space, as long as there is his avatar, you can add him Q, I applied to add him Q, and it didn't take long for someone to reply to me: "Which pen do you have?" ”

After adding friends, I scolded directly, "Grass mud horse, you are the pen, why are you so shameless, you are Jiang Hua, right?" ”

You can't fly: "Are you Xu Mo?" ”

I sneered, "It's your grandfather and me." [txt full works download]"

"It's your grandson, I'm worried that I can't contact you, how can I say it, my car window, do you know how much my car window costs?"

I sent a knife emoji and asked him how much he wanted. He said, "Five thousand." ”

I posted, "Five Nimabi, do you want to be a dog, you and Xiao Lu have broken up a long time ago, and you are still pestering her, you are still not human." Don't think I don't know what kind of character you are, Lin Zhiting told me, when you were still with her, you hooked up with Xiao Lu, and then dumped others to be with Xiao Lu, but you still broke off with her, didn't you? ”

You can't fly: "Yo, I know a lot, have you slept with Lin Zhiting?" ”

"I sleep Nima."

I said, "I warn you, smashing the car this time is light, you should stay away from Xiao Lu for me, otherwise next time I won't just smash the car, but smash your head!" ”

"Hehe, I'm so scared, six or seven people beat around me, and I kicked me and didn't have the strength to fight back, you really have a face." He made a funny expression and said, "Hugh Zhuang Gong Skill."

"Let's tell you the truth, Xiao Lu can't be with you anymore, you should die of this heart as soon as possible. Oh yes, if you don't dislike it, my ex-girlfriend Lin Zhiting, you can play casually, bye. ”

I was angry on Q, and then scolded him, do you want to force your face, but soon I found out that he was offline, and I was blocked again, and I couldn't vent my anger.

I thought of a way, so I went to Xiao Lu's Q space message board and left a message below that you can't fly, scolding him to death.

What the is Miss or something.,Scolding.,Later, I found out that I didn't have the right to reply.,Look again.,Refresh it can't go in.,Refresh it again.,Go and see if there's a problem with the network.,No problem.,And then I actually found that Xiao Lu's Q-space was locked.。

can't get in directly, she can only see it herself, which is about two minutes, indicating that she is online.

I was witty, and immediately left a message for her, saying, "Xiao Lu, you are here, can you explain to me clearly, why, even if you want to break up, you have to give me a reason to die, right?" Why the hell. ”

After typing the keyboard, I found that my hands were wet, and tears fell on the keyboard, so much a relationship of more than a year, not a simple relationship, and the first formal love, the first crush was Xia Meng's time, this time is a formal love, Xiao Lu, a genuine girlfriend in the traditional sense, is my first one.

When I was young, I was very sensitive to the first three words, the first kiss, the first hug, the first hand, the first love, the first night, and so on. These are the most unforgettable experiences for young boys and girls, and perhaps in the next ten or twenty years, they will be buried deep in their hearts and unforgettable memories in the next ten or twenty Chinese New Year's Eve years.

Later, I remembered that I had shed so many tears on the keyboard for the girl I first fell in love with a girl, and now I dropped a lot of liquid on the keyboard for the girl in the hard drive like a beast, compared to it, I found out how stupid I was at that time, even I myself at night, I would wake up laughing, it was too stupid at that time, what is it, if it is me now, when I encounter this kind of thing, I must laugh at it, how can the keyboard be full of tears.

Many years later, many people will think, what's the big deal, it's just a breakup, why do you have to ask for a reason for breaking up, ask understand, why you broke up, why you broke up, just to make yourself die, or find a reason to hate each other? This is completely different from the current Northeast old man breaking up, dividing, dividing, a one-sentence thing, and I don't ask why, because there is no why, about it, about it, about it, and there is no why.

At that time, I was quietly waiting for the gray Xiao Lu's QQ beating, and I felt that I could hear my own heartbeat.

But I still didn't wait that night, how did I send videos, send voice calls, harass her, she didn't answer, she should have really gone offline, or she was like me, she had already burst into tears in front of the computer, but she didn't dare to make any reaction and pretended not to be online.

She didn't reply to my QQ messages like this, I felt uncomfortable, wiped my tears and snot, went to the bathroom, Brother Big Box seemed to see me, asked me what's wrong, I said, "I'm fine, I'm going to sleep, you go to bed early." ”

He said, "If you have any difficulty suing Brother Sù Big Box, if you are bullied at school, you can also sue me, and I can help you." ”

I was moved to say, "Thank you." ”

After returning to the room,Still didn't reply to me.,I received a QQ email from a person.,It was sent to me by Jiang Hua.,Although it's blocked.,But Q email can still be sent.,You can send it without adding friends.,I received a series of scolding words.,Tell me which country I'm from.,Go back.,And told me to be careful and be beaten into a dog at school.。

I also went back to the same and told him to die or something, and bombarded him viciously, and finally when I was tired of scolding, I didn't have a bird.

As if I had made up my mind, I opened Xiao Lu's QQ again, and finally replied to her, "Don't pretend, are you online right, do you want to divide it, okay, just divide it, don't regret it." ”

Then I turned off the computer and went to bed, I was angry, I didn't receive a text message or anything on my phone, I thought, could it be that Xiao Lu really didn't go online, I looked at the time, it was close to 0 o'clock, then she should have gone to bed early.

After sending this QQ message, I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, remembering the first time we met, remembering that she and Sister Xiaoyu bullied me together, and then she waited for me and comforted me in order to help me get out of the shadow of Xia Meng. She and Sister Xiaoyu kidnapped me to the mountains and bullied me, but she still came back and let me go, if it weren't for her, I would have starved to death on it alone, proving that she still has a conscience, and she is still kind.

Later, it also proved that she was good, and I was with her, although she chased me, but I still cherish her and cherish my relationship with her.

But now, how could she break up with me so ruthlessly.

There is a saying that people who love each other have to believe in each other, no matter what the other party does, she has to suffer.

I slammed up from the bed, and suddenly thought of a possibility, is she really having something unspeakable to hide, so she can only break up with me, that's why it's like this?

I was so annoyed that if I had wronged her, what would I do. I quickly got up, turned on the computer, and then wanted to log in QQ, I thought it was to explain, I just sent the wrong word, I don't want to break up, all I said was angry.

However, after QQ login, I found that there was a head jumping, it was Xiao Lu's, and she replied with a word, "Okay." ”