Marriage is the grave of love, and the marriage contract is the tombstone on this grave. In the past, I never took this sentence seriously, nor did I associate the "grave" with my marriage, but the truth was often 108,000 miles away from what I thought. "I thought" really became "thought".

In the months before marriage, our relationship was still between you and me, and it seemed that there were endless love words every day. Ouyang Ze also behaved like an obedient child, obeying me, and let me enjoy the fun of being the "king". But soon, the pleasure dissipates over time, and the obedience becomes more restrictive.

I don't know when he became a mother-in-law, and he was very attentive to everything I did. I'm not allowed to do this, I'm not allowed to do that, and I feel like I'm just a glass doll in the palm of his hand, and I think I can turn into a pile of glass with just the slightest touch.

Although these concerns seem superfluous to outsiders, I feel that this is a restriction on me, a restriction on my freedom. His broadness is no different from imprisoning me, except that he adds a "love me" excuse.

I began to look forward to the days before marriage, began to miss Ouyang Ze who doted on me, and missed everything he did for me, but at the same time, I will not forget what Chris Tao told me.

"You have to get rid of your dependence on Him and not be bound by His love."

It was like a mark she imprinted on my heart, and I will never forget it when she said it to me that day. So much so that every time I saw Ouyang Ze's face in the future, I would feel nervous.

Yes, I can't be bound by his love, although he is my support for the rest of my life, and the person I love the most, but I also have to be self-reliant, and I can't live only on the love he gave me, so that maybe one day when we... At least I won't lose too badly...

"Husband, I want to find a job."

Every time I discuss things with him, I always pick a quiet night. Because only when the surrounding area is restored to natural tranquility, when the sky is not rendered by superfluous colors, Ouyang Ze will listen carefully and seriously to my every word.

"Why? Is it bad to stay at home? ”

Ouyang Ze asked softly, although he didn't refuse immediately, but listening to his somewhat surprised tone, he knew that he definitely disagreed with this matter.

After being with him for a long time, I can naturally guess what he thinks from his tone and some small movements. But that way, I can get a disappointing result early before he says it.

"It's so boring to be at home and do the same thing every day..."

Although I was talking to Ouyang Ze attentively, he still went in and out of his left ear and out of his right ear, and he seemed to take a nap with half-squinted eyes and didn't seem to pay attention to what I said.

He hugged me tighter, as if he was afraid that I would suddenly leave his side.

"Oh, you can find something new to do, no need to work. Leave the tiring stuff to me. ”

As he spoke, he lightly imprinted one of his kisses on my forehead.

"But work is new, so let me go out and find a job, why don't you just find something to spare?"

I knew that only a protracted battle with him would be most effective, and that only by attacking his tired nerves so persistently would he compromise.

Under the covers, he put my hand on his chest, and the ring finger that was imprisoned by the ring was rubbing against the ring in the same place on my finger.

The sound of metal grinding was small, but it could still be heard. The faint sound of the quilt was more like his lullaby, sending him to sleep little by little.

"Ouyang Ze! I'll get down to business! Don't sleep! ”

I shook him vigorously to stop the sleepy worm from burrowing into his brain. I can't just be prevaricated back by his words, I must be independent!

"Obedient Rui Rui, I'll come back tomorrow to bring you something fun..."

His voice was getting weaker and weaker, and his hand on my shoulder was gently caressing my shoulder, so it seemed like he was coaxing a child.

"Ouyang Ze! You TM get me up! ”

This is probably the first time I've been angry with him since we got married. When I shouted that rough cry in my throat, even I was surprised.

I struggled to push Ouyang Ze away from my embrace, let his hand wrapped around my body break away from my skin, and try to keep him as far away as possible from me on the bed.

Under such high-intensity harassment, he finally disarmed. The eyes that had been sleepy just now opened under my roar, and the sleepy face became energetic at this time.

"I just wanted to get a job! I don't want to stay at home! ”

I sat up from the bed and looked at Ouyang Zedao lying on the bed with a condescending look.

He rubbed his sleepy eyes with his hand, let out a long sigh of relief, and said to me again in the form of a scholar.

"Ruirui, you don't know how tiring the work is. I don't want you to be so tired to let you rest at home, don't you understand? ”

"I'd rather be tired than rest at home! I want to be independent, I don't want to be raised by you like this and be a useless person! ”

Maybe my voice was really a little excited, so that Ouyang Ze's eyes were no longer as casual as coaxing a child, but began to become helpless.

"Independence? This is not China, the money is not so easy to earn, and home is your best choice. ”

Although every word of what he said was a deep love for me, in my opinion, it was all a gimmick to imprison me, and an excuse to keep me in this cage.

"I'm going to try it too, I don't want to be an idler!"

Although Ouyang Ze had countless reasons for me to stay at home, I also had many excuses and stubbornness to resist him. After going back and forth, Ouyang Ze was also helpless to me, and he finally made a compromise to give me a chance to leave this "invisible cage".

But it's just an opportunity, and it doesn't necessarily mean success...

"Next week, you can come to work in my company, so that you can feel it."

"Huh? What did you say? ”

This is not good news for me, but a huge pie that fell from the sky. It was a good result, but my small arms couldn't handle it.

"Come to work in my company, I can only rest assured if you stay by my side."

“…”

Seeing that I didn't speak, Ouyang Ze didn't say anything more, and his sleepy nerves made him have no strength to think, so he simply turned his back to me and left the arms that belonged to me to Zhou Gong.

Is this an indulgence for me? Is this giving me freedom?

It's not at all! What he gave me was not a chance to be independent, but a bigger cage, just so that I could have more room to fly in the palm of his hand...