The ugliest thing is the human heart, and the most difficult thing to figure out is the human heart. Even if you think you know a lot, even if you think you know the other person very well, as long as the other party does not admit it, your words will never be true, and you can never be regarded as "understanding".

Five years can do a lot of things, it can make a babbling child grow up, it can make a person who has achieved nothing learn a lot, and you can fully understand a person you don't know.

But these are too difficult for me, even if I think I know Ouyang Ze, in fact, I haven't really touched his heart...

Our marriage was a failure from the beginning, because he didn't give his heart to me at the beginning, he didn't let me into his heart, so everything that happened between us in the past five years was false, it was not real, even if there were many unforgettable experiences, but in fact those were all clouds of the past, and they were out of reach.

When everything was told, I was tormented by ugly facts. Ouyang Ze still didn't forget to give me the most false comfort when I didn't want to talk the most.

"I know what Wu Yao means to you, but I really can't let you go back to him. Because I really love you, not just for business competition! ”

His words no longer have any credibility, the kindness he used to have to me, and his concern for me all came from Wu Yao indirectly, for him, I can no longer be like before, I can only choose to give up this marriage and the final ending.

"Let's get a divorce..."

The ring on my finger still imprisoned my ring finger, and its weight was so heavy that I could no longer bear the weight of this marriage, and I had to give up, and I had to cut off this false love.

Once, when we got married, we didn't think about divorce, and even if it was a quarrel, it never touched on the topic of divorce, but today, it's time to talk about it.

Ouyang Ze looked at me in horror, and the five fingers of his right hand were wrapped around the ring on his ring finger, for fear that it would break away from his finger because of the broken marriage contract, and it would end the relationship between me and him.

The only thing that ties us is the two rings on our hands, and I once said that I would stick with him for a long time and break the truth about the high divorce rate in gay marriages, but now, I can't do it...

"Rui Rui, do you really want to do this? Is it true that we can't start all over again? ”

Ouyang Ze begged me bitterly, even though he had told me the ugly truth, he still looked at me with that tender eye, waiting for me to change my mind.

"Ouyang Ze, you were wrong at the beginning, the first moment you found me, and the first time you said to me, 'love you'. I'm not a machine, I can't control my feelings at will, and you're not a saint who can't share your love. It's no longer possible between us. ”

Ouyang Ze looked at me with wide eyes, his trembling lips seemed to say something, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so that he couldn't say a word for a long time.

"You have never truly loved me, you have never done anything to my friends, my family, I can't forgive you... Can't forgive you..."

I lay on the bed, quietly looking at the ceiling, and ended this marriage in a calm tone, which had been wrong in the first place...