Chapter 144: Soaring Minds

Yun Feiyang searched for most of the circle, and finally followed the taste, and finally found the person he was looking for in the pharmacy.

When the door was pushed open, he saw Emperor Zetian's rare distraction, expressionlessly twisting various herbs and throwing them into the bathtub soaked in various herbs little by little, but the attention of his eyes was obviously not on it, and even the firewood under the bath bucket was not lit, and he didn't even notice that he was approaching, until he heard the sound of pushing the door.

Emperor Zetian's eyes were still a little dazed, but when he saw the person standing at the door, his movements were all stiff, and the indifferent expression on his face was cracked, but he quickly recovered, lowered his head and continued to sprinkle herbs, and said indifferently, "What's wrong?" โ€

Yun Feiyang walked in, turned around and closed the door, looking at the rich dark green liquid in the bathtub, the smell of medicine made him frown, and answered freely, "Why can't I come, or don't you think I'll come?" โ€

Yun Feiyang's rhetorical question made Emperor Zetian move again, and he subconsciously raised his head, but he caught a glimpse of the box in his palm on his raised arm.

His brows tightened slightly, and his eyes became cold again, with a little loss and self-deprecation, "Since you're here, let's start, I'll help you protect the Fa." As he spoke, he threw away the herbs in his hand and turned around and walked to the pear blossom wood bed on the side, which was a resting place deliberately prepared for Yun Feiyang's usual medicinal bath.

Yun Feiyang looked at his back, his eyes sank, and then he was a little helpless, sighed and said, "Why don't you wait for me, you have to retreat first, you are not someone who will take the initiative to retreat." โ€

When Emperor Zetian heard this, his footsteps paused, stopped in place, his fists clenched unconsciously, his face was gloomy, he gritted his teeth fiercely, and tried his best to suppress the angry scolding and questioning behind him, and let the green tendons on his neck wander away.

Taking a deep breath, he walked to the side of the bed without looking back, turned his back to him and said coldly, "I'll talk about other things later, let's start now, just take a medicinal bath directly after that." โ€

Listening to his bland tone, Yun Feiyang unconsciously became angry, obviously he was already angry, but he suppressed himself like this, how could he not know that he was so compromised to maintain the relationship between the two.

He has always known that although the former captivity has become a thing of the past, it is still something that he can't forget in his heart, even if he doesn't care anymore, but this guy has always remembered it, so over the years, he has always been careful around him, and he always retreats, which makes him moved, but angry, but they are all proud people, and they will never take the initiative to speak, and they will never take the initiative to open their mouths.

He thought that after all these years of getting along, he would understand his feelings, but he didn't expect that in the eyes of this guy, this relationship was still walking on thin ice.

"What are you afraid of, not believing me, or not having faith in yourself?"

"Why do you have to get to the bottom of it, shouldn't you know better than I know what it is? What's the point of asking now? Jeer? Or is it a warning? Are you afraid that I will go to him again like before? โ€

Once the fire is lit, it will only burn more and more, and the corners of Emperor Zetian's eyes continue to twitch, and the depths of his eyes are full of gloom and anger, the long-suppressed uneasiness and anxiety.

Yun Feiyang was stunned, but soon regained his indifferent expression, looking at the person opposite who was trying to suppress his anger with an expressionless face.

Emperor Zetian wanted to roar at him, but all kinds of words came to his mouth, but he swallowed it hard, he didn't want to, he didn't want to maintain the relationship that had been maintained until now that there was a crack again, and it became worse.

He took a deep breath and tried his best to put away his anger, although the corners of his eyes were already a little red with anger, looking at the expressionless face on the other side, his emotions were always faint as before, his heart was empty, and he was unspeakably disappointed, "I'll let Ouyang help you." So saying, he walked towards the door.

Just as he was about to walk over, Yun Feiyang raised his hand and grabbed his arm.

Emperor Zetian's body stiffened, but a few rays of light appeared in his eyes, as if with some kind of expectation, he stopped with a gloomy face, and did not look back, just waited silently, waiting for him to speak.

After a long while, Yun Feiyang said in a low voice, "I'm sorry......"

But it is not like the three words that Emperor Zetian doesn't want to hear, when these three words appear, the flame in the purple eyes is like being extinguished by cold water, completely extinguished, making the eyes dim, even breathing feels depressed, and the heart and lungs seem to be tingling, sure enough...... Still doesn't work......

The moment his arm was let go and the touch disappeared, he felt as if something would be lost, subconsciously, he wanted to turn around to stay, but before he could turn around, a warm body was attached to his back, and his slender hand circled his abdomen, making his whole person stiff as a rock, and his thoughts were a little chaotic for a while.

"I'm sorry, it's me who can't put you at ease, it's me who is too conceited, and I've been ...... Thought you understood. โ€

This was the first time, Yun Feiyang took the initiative to get close to him, but this first time made him more and more hesitant and uneasy in his heart, he suddenly felt that his throat was dry and painful, his lips moved, and he still asked in a dry and hoarse voice, "What do you understand?" The fists clenched tightly, he was afraid, afraid that he would say more decisive words, his coldness, he had seen it ten years ago, he was gentle and modest, and he was ruthless, more desperate than anyone else.

"Xiao Feng is my junior brother, just junior brother, from the moment I accepted you, I Yun Feiyang never used feelings as a game, my heart is very small and narrow, I admit that I also want to divert my attention when I start to accept you, I want to let go of that relationship through you, but if I don't have any feelings for you, I can't accept you, even if I have to suffer from memories day and night."

"My heart is actually very hard, except for some specific people, I will not be soft-hearted, Shizun once said, he is not optimistic about me and you, because our personalities are actually very similar, conceited, domineering, self-righteous, always want to take everything in their hands, always too rational, maybe not see the contradictions in a short time, but after a long time, all the contradictions will definitely appear."

"But...... People will always change, the so-called easy to change the nature of the country is difficult to change, but it is not completely undeserved, but can not find the opportunity and meaning of change, your change in my eyes, but I do not see my change, because you can not get affirmation from me, so you are not confident. Why do you ...... Don't try to believe me, I'm not a heartless person. โ€

Emperor Zetian's lips moved, his eyes changed rapidly, his emotions were myriad, but he didn't seem to be able to think of anything, his heart seemed to be burning with a fire, which made him feel a little suffocated, but his mind was blank, suddenly like a dream, so that he couldn't distinguish clearly.

Unconsciously raised his hand and held the hand in front of his abdomen, as if he wanted to discern the truth of the moment from that temperature.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, then pulled his hand away, turned around, raised his hand to press Yun Feiyang's shoulder, and met his gaze deeply, "I didn't understand the mistake, did you, you were treating me...... Show your heart? โ€

Yun Feiyang looked at the anxious restlessness in his eyes, ten years ago he ...... No, no matter what he is in front of, he is always invincible and high-spirited, but this person, only in front of him, for him, will show such weakness and vulnerability.

He couldn't help but raise his hand and grab his collar, close his eyes and lean forward, kissing the thin knife-like lips hard.

It is said that a man with thin lips is also affectionate, but this man's feelings are clearly so strong that he is so drunk that he can't extricate himself.

Emperor Zetian didn't move, just kissed him stiffly, feeling the soft touch on his lips, lowered his eyes slightly, and looked deeply at the face in front of him, as if he wanted to find a trace of reluctant or false emotions from it.

As if sensing his scrutinizing gaze, his closed eyes suddenly opened, and the black jade-like eyes met his gaze, and a shallow smile appeared in the black jade, swinging like water waves, reflecting brilliance, as if containing the stars in the sky, quiet and dazzling.

The teeth gently bit the thin lips that let him do whatever he wanted, and the voice like a low murmur overflowed faintly, "It doesn't seem difficult to love again." โ€

Even if it was vague, this sentence still clearly fell into Di Zetian's ears, his body shook fiercely, he lowered his head suddenly, and his quiet and confused eyes instantly shot out a sharp light, stabbing the other party's face like a knife, as if he wanted to peel off this layer of skin to distinguish between the real and the fake, but deep in his eyes, there was irrepressible excitement and excitement, it seemed that even if it was just fake at the moment, he would rather take it as true.

"Heh, I'm a person who wants to stand at the top, how can you be worthy of me when you're so timid." Yun Feiyang just chuckled lowly, slowly pulled away from him, and casually helped him straighten the torn collar, the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little banter and cunning, and he seemed to be very proud.

Such a real smile instantly soothed all of Emperor Zetian's anxieties, looking at the fox-like sly smile, just like the first time he saw it.

He still remembers that at that time, this person was high-spirited, gentle and arrogant, and did not look at all the calculations of others, even if he was temporarily suppressed, he was still confident and arrogant as if everything was under his control.

The first time they met, no, it should be said that he saw him, but Yun Feiyang didn't know his existence, at that time, Yun Feiyang was angry because of Murong Qiufeng's injury, obviously his expression was still so gentle and gentle, with an amiable contagion, he couldn't be more decent, but under the elegant movements, he made fatal moves, vicious moves, and in his eyes with laugh lines, there was no half of a smile, only indifference and decisiveness.

He admits that at that time, he was attracted by this first sight, and then he paid too much attention out of curiosity, so that he finally fell into it and couldn't extricate himself.

But at that time, he didn't understand love, he didn't understand love, he just thought that he just appreciated him, and he just thought that he desperately wanted to imprison this person by his side, because he had been lonely for too long, because he didn't want to be lonely anymore, so he wanted to find someone to share, but because of this, because of the different methods, the two almost fell into tragedy, so they simply woke up early.

โ€•โ€•โ€•โ€•โ€•โ€•โ€•โ€•Poof,Well,I almost didn't dare to come up.,Because I'm lazy to roll in bed for a day and it's late.,I beg forgiveness.,But the promised plus will not be less.,It's just that it may be sent after zero.,But tomorrow's double watch is still.,It's likely to be lazy tomorrow morning.,So it's going to be sent tomorrow afternoon.ใ€‚