In Shi Tao's eyes, Gu Sheng is beautiful, whether it was before or now, her beauty is more mysterious than that of girls nowadays, like a small flower blooming on a cliff, fierce and mysterious.

She wore a long cotton skirt, a pair of canvas shoes with bare feet, and her long thick black hair was loosely scattered on her chest and back, with an indifferent expression.

When she woke up and learned that Lu Zichu was out, she was very calm. No one can see through her heart, just as no one knows what things in life can inadvertently make her emotionally surge.

Now Gu Sheng is silent and content with the destiny of heaven.

When she woke up in the afternoon, Shi Tao brought her a glass of water, she drank it quietly, very obedient, like a child who was too obedient, and did not want to cause trouble to others.

There are flowers in full bloom in the garden, some flowers are wilting, and the dried petals stubbornly cling to the flower branches and refuse to leave, Ah Sheng's fingertips have just touched, and those fragile dried flowers have fallen to the ground in an instant.

She crouched there, watched quietly, and didn't get up for a long time.

Shi Tao stood aside and looked at her, and after a while, he broke a few roses from the garden and sent them to her in silence, she looked at it, smiled faintly, looked up at him, and laughed like an innocent child.

She found the transparent glass, put the rose in it, lay on the table, closed her eyes, and seemed to be in a dream.

Shi Tao felt her inner peace, and when she thought about it, sometimes it was a blessing to be immersed in her own world.

He knew she wasn't asleep, sitting across from her, her face hidden behind a glass, hazy and psychedelic.

"Don't worry, I won't kill myself." She spoke suddenly, her voice a little hoarse because she had not spoken for a long time.

“…… Well. This was the first thing Ah Sheng said to him after Shi Tao came to Wangjiangyuan.

Ah Sheng sat up, supported his face with one hand, and said lightly: "My sanity was good and bad in 2012. Seattle, the city was so foreign to me, and I was terrified to find myself being seen as crazy, locked up in an attic. ”

As she spoke, her white fingers slowly raised, gently stroking the layers of rose petals, her eyes silent: "How to describe this fear?" I can tell everything I can remember about the past in sensational words, and let others listen to my story with tears in their eyes, but ...... I don't want to be like that. But what kind of person am I now? Seattle has a lot of rain, sometimes you can go down several times a day, at first I was afraid of thunder, but then I was not afraid, every time there was thunder, Zichu would appear, he hugged me tightly and said don't be afraid. ”

It seems that the eyes of the fireworks are extinguished, and when the "Zichu" is mentioned, there are signs of rekindling, but it is a pity that it is fleeting.

"He lives in my hallucinations," she said. When I met him, I gave him my whole world, but before I could see what happiness looked like, he faded out of my life, which was too sudden for me to accept. ”

The words fell, she didn't speak for a long time, Shi Tao looked at her with eyes like water, she said sad words, but she said in a casual tone, plainly like a bystander who had nothing to do with herself.

After being silent for a while, she raised her eyes to look at Shi Tao, as if she had accepted her fate: "You see, life is like the weather in March, cloudy and uncertain, ups and downs, what will happen in the future, no one can predict." ”

Like a soft wave of water spread in Shi Tao's heart, holding Ah Sheng's hand across the table, Shi Tao wanted to say something, but found that all the words became very pale at this moment, so he could only be speechless.

"After I return to China, is Zichu happy?"

Ah Sheng's fingers shrank under his palm, Shi Tao noticed it, patted it comfortably before letting go, and smiled warmly: "Happy." ”

It's really happy, two people with painful memories must always grasp any trace of warmth from God's alms, otherwise they will only be cornered by life.

Hearing this, a smile finally appeared on the corner of Ah Sheng's mouth: "That's good, if I bring him more pain than happiness, then what's the point of me guarding him now?" Well? ”

The last "Huh? With self-soothing and mockery, even her smile was indifferent...... Time has made her a person without sorrow and joy, all joy is just the most perfect disguise, so carefully hiding herself is nothing more than hoping that Lu Zichu can be happy.

Only those who have loved unforgettable times will be forced into a desperate situation like a monster, such as Ah Sheng, such as Zichu.

They are the same, as long as they can still be together, they will love fiercely.

……

Wangjiang Garden.

Goodbye Gu Sheng, although he had psychological expectations, Chu Chu was still stunned, and even his breathing became extremely dignified.

It's really her, she's back home.

Under the eaves, Gu Sheng sat there basking in the sun, his thin figure was still clear and reserved, and his expression was cold.

Chu Chu came by car, didn't get out of the car, looked at Gu Sheng through the window, so his expression froze, and he sat in the driver's seat for a long time and didn't come back to his senses.

Xiao Shuang said to her: "Bandai is different from before. ”

How different is it? They didn't say it at first, but how could they not ask it?

Hearing that Gu Sheng was making a fool of himself on the other side, Chu Chu was first shocked, and then gloated.

She is really not a good person, with the love, hatred, anger and anger of a secular woman, and she is selfish and harsh to those she doesn't like.

The lawn was shining in the sun, Ah Sheng's heart was touched, and when he looked up, he saw a silver car parked diagonally opposite the courtyard, the window was open, and the face of the owner could be vaguely seen.

It's a woman, looking at each other, as if she knew it in her previous life.