282: Humiliating
Everyone will have good times and bad luck in their lives.
The pain behind them, none of them knew what it was like.
Both joyful and sad.
However, some people always like to show their tragic past to others.
They think that in this way, they will win the sympathy of others.
It's just that they forget that everyone has a past.
They are not the only ones who experience these grief......
Many times, their painful past may be a joke in the eyes of others.
Xia Wen looked at the man in front of her with tears streaming down her face, she thought that her life was miserable enough.
If she told Xiao Jiu everything about herself at this time, would this person know about her pain?
She knew that Xiao Jiu was a concubine.
The Xiao family is divided into three families, and Nanxiao in Dongyang County is just a branch of the Xiao family. However, Xiao Jiu is a humble concubine in Nan Xiaoli, so he understands the taste of being under the fence.
She pursed her lips as she thought about her current life, and felt that the air around her was full of sadness. That breath, sometimes, can suffocate her.
"Third cousin-in-law, I ......" Xia Wen's hands trembled violently, her body was even more shaky, and her face was as pale as a blank piece of paper, "My parents went early, do you think their deaths have anything to do with me?" I...... I...... I don't know why you all think that. I'm scared...... Their deaths have nothing to do with me, I think they are still by my side, always, always. I'm willing to trade everything for a chance to give them a chance to live again. ”
Xia Wen burst into tears. He continued, "But if God does not give me such a chance, my father and mother will not be able to return to me. Third cousin-in-law, do you think it's all my fault? However, there is absolutely no one in this world who wants them to live well and be by my side more than me. ”
After speaking, Xia Wen cried even more.
She had been thinking all these years if her parents were still around. Wouldn't her situation be much better? In her heart. Everything she does now is because her parents are not around, so her second aunt will abuse her like this.
No matter what she eats or wears, Xia Ruan's will always be better than her. She hated the situation she was in.
But. Even if you hate it. No matter how much she wanted to resist, she was a little powerless. She was too young, and the possessions she brought back then. has already defeated the eldest uncle and aunt a lot, what does she compare with Xia Ruan?
What she can do is to marry better than Xia Ruan.
If Xia Ruan was unhappy, she would stand and smile at Xia Ruan's pitiful appearance.
Xiao Jiu's eyes were a little cold, and Wen Zhonghuai couldn't help but take a step back.
The little girl in front of him was really stupid, Wen Zhonghuai raised his eyebrows and glanced at Xiao Jiu, then turned his eyes to look at the little girl, and then shook his head helplessly.
Xiao Jiu has never been a sympathetic person, let alone a person who likes to listen to stories, and many of the things Xiao Jiu does in private are terrible. However, this person's tender side may only be revealed in front of Xia Ruan. Other times, no one could touch his heart.
Sure enough, Xiao Jiu's voice was cold: "I've never thought about it like this. ”
As soon as Xiao Jiu's words fell, Xia Wen raised her head and looked at Xiao Jiu in surprise.
He, never thought like this?
Because he is not a mean woman like Xia Ruan, because he is a good person, because his vision is bright?
Xia Wen pulled her hair excitedly, she knew that such an excellent person would never put all her thoughts on Xia Ruan's body. Her third cousin didn't understand a man's mind too much, she never knew how to say half a soft word in front of a man, and she didn't know how to show her weak and pitiful past in front of a man. Such a woman is too stubborn, so it is normal for Xiao Jiu to dislike her third cousin.
After all, any man wants to be a safe haven for women.
However, her third cousin never wanted to rely on anyone wholeheartedly.
Such a woman will make men feel particularly stressed and difficult to conquer.
Xiao Jiu married Xia Ruan because he wanted to use the power of the Li family.
Xia Wen smiled, and just as she wanted to speak, Xiao Jiu spoke.
Xiao Jiu continued, "Because I don't know you, even if I do, your affairs have nothing to do with me." ”
After speaking, Xiao Jiu turned around and left, leaving Xia Wen with a stunned face.
Wen Zhonghuai smiled secretly and followed behind Xiao Jiu.
Speaking of which, Xiao Jiu, who is as gentle as jade on weekdays, is still so calm when he talks mean words.
Xia Wen's eyes widened, her tears suddenly stopped, and she shouted at Xiao Jiu's figure, "You will regret what you said today." ”
She was so angry that she almost fainted.
This person is also talking too much.
No matter how much you don't like her, you shouldn't say it so much. After all, she is very young, and she is Xia Ruan's cousin, but how can Xiao Jiu say such stimulating words like this.
Xia Wen stomped her feet and said to the girl ring beside her: "Get out, get out of the rain." ”
Caowu and Caoguo were the maid rings sent by the Li family, and their brows were furrowed at this moment. Cao Wu didn't listen to Xia Wen's words and walked into the rain, but said lightly: "The third aunt is right, the fourth miss likes to get drenched in the rain, so the fourth miss will go and get drenched for a while." Slaves and maidservants don't like the rain. ”
Xia Wen didn't expect her subordinates to dare to treat her like this, and she was blocked and speechless for a while.
These people are simply the opposite......
Xia Wen was trembling with anger and could only go back to her yard.
On the other side, Wen Zhonghuai couldn't close his mouth with a smile.
"Brother Jiu, what you said just now, hahahaha, it's too good." Wen Zhonghuai laughed for a long time before stopping, "I look at that little girl who seems to have some wrong intentions, you said that they are all young ladies from the Xia family, why are the personalities of the two people so bad." ”
Xiao Jiu glanced at Wen Zhonghuai and echoed: "Hmm." ”
Xia Ruan and Xia Wen's temperament is indeed too much different.
Xia Ruan would never talk about herself in front of him, even if she talked about hers, she would never say that she had encountered any difficulties, let alone show him her weak side. She is not as strong as a weak woman, but because of her strength, Xiao Jiu is even more distressed.
Sometimes, telling those pitiful past to outsiders will not only fail to win the sympathy of others, but will also become the laughing stock of others, and even be bullied by those people. It will make poor people even more pitiful.
Xia Ruan is very similar to him, they both like to hide everything in their hearts.
Therefore, when looking at Xia Wen, Xiao Jiu couldn't have any sympathy.
Wen Zhonghuai saw Xiao Jiu's answer, and he was a little surprised: "But I looked at the little girl just now, it seems to be interesting to you." Tsk, that look looks like the first time Princess Qinghe saw you. It's just that this little girl is too bold, doesn't she know that you are her cousin-in-law? Dare to do such a thing. Do you really think we're stupid? ”
Xiao Jiu raised his eyebrows, glanced at Wen Zhonghuai, and did not speak.
It's just that the smile that resurfaced in his eyes was too weak, so Wen Zhonghuai quickly shut up.
Xiao Jiu doesn't like others to make a fuss about things about his appearance.
Wen Zhonghuai couldn't help but rub his nose and looked away in embarrassment,
In fact, Wen Zhonghuai couldn't help but argue, Xiao Jiu's appearance is indeed outstanding, so over the years, many women have not changed their minds about him. But a lot of infatuation, and because Xiao Jiu is concubine, he became dead. After all, no matter how handsome they are, they can't give them a stable life.
Xia Ruan helped Xiao Jiu when he was most embarrassed. If it weren't for Xia Ruan, Xiao Jiu would probably not be able to enter Beijing safely.
Xiao Jiu at that time didn't have anything......
Wen Zhonghuai understood from that time that the obsession in Xiao Jiu's heart would not be let go of in this life.
This man is more stubborn than anyone else.
But fortunately, God took pity on him and made Xia Ruan his wife, otherwise, Xiao Jiu might be lonely for the rest of his life.
Wen Zhonghuai sighed, and his pace behind Xiao Jiu sped up a bit.
When I arrived at Begonia Garden, the rain was a little lighter.
Xia Ruan sat in the room, saw Xiao Jiu coming over, and greeted him.
"What's going on?" Xia Ruan's eyes had a hint of doubt, "It's raining, don't be cold." ”
Xiao Jiu had a light smile on his face, and his eyes were also gentle.
"Come back and see where you used to live." Xiao Jiu said as he looked into the room.
It wasn't the first time he had come to Xia Ruan's courtyard, but every time he came here, he felt comfortable.
Begonia Garden is not too big, and compared to the main courtyard where he lives now, it looks a little ordinary.
In the past, he always found Begonia Garden very attractive to him. However, this time I came to Begonia Garden, but I didn't have the feeling I had before.
Wen Zhonghuai and Xia Ruan said a few words, and Xia Ruan laughed.
Xiao Jiu turned to look at the smile on Xia Ruan's face, and immediately understood why he felt like this in his heart.
He used to like Begonia Garden, and he wanted to come to Begonia Garden because his sweetheart was here.
However, now his sweetheart is his wife, by his side.
The empty Begonia Garden naturally did not attract him as much as before.
There was a faint smile on Xiao Jiu's lips - where there was her, it was his home, and it was the place that could warm his heart.
……
The rain gradually subsided, and one or two carriages outside the capital slowly drove towards the city.
This carriage looks ordinary, but the few people who follow behind the carriage are a few burly people from the Western Regions.
They didn't hold umbrellas, and their expressions were indifferent, as if the rain had not affected their mood at all.
"Master, it's time to arrive in the capital."
The middle-aged man in the carriage whispered to the people in the carriage.
After waiting for a long time, a slight sigh came from inside the carriage: "Let's go into the city." ”
The middle-aged man was slightly stunned, and soon waved his whip again, allowing the carriage to move again.
The man lifted the curtain of the car, and his eyes were full of loneliness.
"Ah Ruan, am I late?" (To be continued......)